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BY THE. AUTHOR OF 



'JOHN HALIFAX, GENTLEMAN,' 
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BOSTON: 
TICKNOR AND FIELDS. 

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author's edition. 



University Press: Welch, Eigelow, & Co., 
Cambridge. 



TO 



HENRY BLACKETT, Esq., 



A TOKEN OF RESPECT AND ESTEEM FROM 



AUTHOR TO PUBLISHER. 



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PREFACE. 

ANY of these Poems, extending over 
a period of several years, have ap- 
peared anonymously in Chambers's 
Journal and elsewhere. The frequent reprint- 
ing of them, here and in America, has induced 
the author to collect, select, revise, and claim 
her errant children. 

Whether they were worth collecting, and are 
really " Poems," public opinion must decide. 

The present edition in the " Blue and Gold " 
series contains many pieces not heretofore col- 
lected. 



CONTENTS. 




Page 
HILIP my King 1 

Thoughts in a Wheat-Field ... 3 

Immutable ....... 5 

li Four Years • 7 

The Dead Czar 9 

The Wind at Night 11 

A Fable . . , .11 

Labor is Prayer 16 

A Silly Song . 18 



In Memoriam 

An Honest Yalentine 

Looking Death in the Face . 

By the Alma River . 

Rothesay Bay 

Living : after a Death 

In our Boat .... 

The River Shore 

A Flower of a Day 

The Night before the Mowing 

Passion Past .... 

October . . . 

Moon-Struck. A Fantasy . 



19 
20 
21 
28 
30 
32 
34 
35 
36 
38 
39 
41 
42 



A Stream's Singing 46 



viii CONTENTS. 

A Rejected Lover 48 

A Living Picture , 49 

Leonora 52 

Plighted 55 

Mortality 56 

Life Returning. After War-Time 58 

My Friend . 59 

A Valentine 61 

Grace of Clydeside 64 

To a Beautiful Woman 65 

Mary's Wedding 67 

Between Two Worlds .... ... 69 

Cousin Robert 72 

At Last .......... 75 

The Aurora on the Clyde 76 

An Aurora Borealis. Roslin Castle .... 79 

At the Linn-Side. Roslin 80 

A Hymn for Christmas Morning 82 

A Psalm for New Year's Eve 84 

Faithful in Vanity-Fair. I. and II 86 

Her Likeness 89 

Only a Dream 90 

To my Godchild Alice 92 

SONNETS. 

Resigning 94 

Saint Elizabeth of Bohemia. I. and II. . . 95 

A Marriage-Table . .97 

Michael the Archangel. I. and II 98 

Beatrice to Dante . 100 

Dante to Beatrice 101 



CONTENTS. ix 

A Question. I. and II 102 

Angel Faces. I. and II. . 104 

Sunday Morning Bells 106 

Coeur de Lion. I. and II 107 

Guns of Peace 109 

David's Child ........ 110 

A Word in Season Ill 

The Path through the Snow 112 

The Path through the Corn 113 

The Good of it. A Cynic's Song 115 

Mine . . . .... . . . 117 

A Ghost at the Dancing 118 

My Christian Name 120 

A Dead Baby . . .122 

For Music 121 

The Canary in his Cage 125 

Constancy in Inconstancy 127 

Buried To-day 130 

The Mill 131 

North Wind . . .132 

Now and Afterwards 133 

A Sketch 131 

The Unknown Country 136 

A Child's Smile 137 

Violets 139 

Edenland 141 

The House of Clay 142 

Winter Moonlight 143 

The Planting 145 

Sitting on the Shore 148 



x CONTENTS. 

Eudoxia. First Picture 149 

Eucloxia. Second Picture 151 

Eudoxia. Third Picture 153 

Benedetta Minelli. The Novice 155 

Benedetta Minelli. The Sister of Mercy ... 157 

A Dream of Death 160 

A Dream of Resurrection 162 

On the Cliff-Top 161 

An Evening Guest . 165 

After Sunset . 167 

The Garden- Chair. Two Portraits .... 169 

An Old Idea . . .170 

Parables 171 

Lettice 173 

A Spirit Present . 174 

A Winter Walk 176 

" Will sail To-morrow " 178 

At Even-tide ISO 

A Dead Sea-Gull. Near Liverpool 1S1 

Looking East. In January, 1858 183 

Over the Hills and Far Away IS 5 

Too Late 186 

Lost in the Mist 187 

Semper Fidelis 191 

One Summer Morning 193 

My Love Annie 194 

Summer Gone 195 

The Yoice calling 198 

The Wren's Nest 200 

A Christmas Carol . 202 

The Mother's Yisits. From the French ... 203 



CONTENTS. xi 

A German Student's Funeral Hymn .... 204 

Westward ho ! . . 205 

POEMS SINCE 1860. 

Our Father's Business 209 

An Autumn Psalm for 1860 212 

In the June Twilight 214 

A Man's Wooing 216 

The Cathedral Tombs 221 

When Green Leaves come again 223 

The First Waits . . . • . . . . .225 

Day by Day 226 

Only a Woman .228 

A " Mercenary " Marriage 232 

Over the Hillside - -. .234 

The Unfinished Book 236 

Twilight in the North 238 

Cathair Fhargus 240 

A True Hero 244 

At the Seaside 245 

Fishermen — not of Galilee 248 

The Golden Island : Arran from Ayr .... 249 

Fallen in the Night ! 251 

A Lancashire Doxology 253 

Year after Year 255 

M Until her Death " 256 

The Lost Piece of Silver 258 

Outward Bound 259 



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POEMS 



PHILIP MY KING. 

"Who bears upon his baby brow the round 
And top of sovereignty." 




OOK at me with thy large brown eyes, 
Philip my king, 
Round whom the enshadowing purple 
lies 

Of babyhood's royal dignities : 
Lay on my neck thy tiny hand 
With love's invisible sceptre laden ; 
I am thine Esther to command 
Till thou shalt find a queen-handmaiden, 
Philip my king. 

O the day when thou goest a wooing, 

Philip my king ! 
When those beautiful lips 'gin suing, 
And some gentle heart's bars undoing 



2 PHILIP MY KING. 

Thou dost enter, love-crowned, and there 
Sittest love-glorified. Eule kindly, 
Tenderly, over thy kingdom fair, 
For we that love, ah ! we love so blindly, 
Philip my king. 

Up from thy sweet mouth, — up to thy brow, 

Philip my king ! 
The spirit that there lies sleeping now 
May rise like a giant and make men bow 
As to one heaven-chosen amongst his peers : 
My Saul, than thy brethren taller and fairer 
Let me behold thee in future years ; — 
Yet thy head needeth a circlet rarer, 

Philip my king. 

— A wreath not of gold, but palm. One day, 

Philip my king, 
Thou too must tread, as we trod, a way 
Thorny and cruel and cold and gray : 
Rebels within thee and foes without, 
Will snatch at thy crown. But march on, glorious, 
Martyr, yet monarch : till angels shout 
As thou sit'st at the feet of God victorious, 

" Philip the king ! " 




THOUGHTS IN A WHEAT-FIELD. 



THOUGHTS IN A WHEAT-FIELD. 

; 'The harvest is the end of the world, and the reapers are the 
angels." 

" N his wide fields walks the Master, 
In his fair fields, ripe for harvest, 
Where the evening sun shines slant-wise 
On the rich ears heavy bending ; 
Saith the Master : " It is time." 
Though no leaf shows brown decadence, 
And September's nightly frost-bite 
Only reddens the horizon, 
"It is full time," saith the Master, 
The wise Master, "It is time." 

Lo, he looks. That look compelling 
Brings his laborers to the harvest ; 
Quick they gather, as in autumn 
Passage-birds in cloudy eddies 

Drop upon the seaside fields ; 
White wings have they, and white raiment, 
White feet shod with swift obedience, 
Each lays down his golden palm-branch, 
And uprears his sickle shining, 

" Speak, Master, — is it time? " 



THOUGHTS IN A "WHEAT-FIELD. 

O'er the field the servants hasten, 
Where the fall-stored ears droop downwards, 
Humble with their weight of harvest : 
Where the empty ears wave upward, 

And the gay tares flaunt in rows : 
But the sickles, the sharp sickles, 
Flash new dawn at their appearing, 
Songs arc heard in earth and heaven, 
For the reapers are the angels, 

And it is the harvest time. 

O Great Master, are thy footsteps 
Even now upon the mountains ? 
Art thou walking in thy wheat-field ? 
Are the snowy-winged reapers 

Gathering in the silent air ? 
Are thy signs abroad, the glowing 
Of the distant sky, blood-reddened, — 
And the near fields trodden, blighted, 
Choked by gaudy tares triumphant, — 

Sure, it must be harvest time ? 

Who shall know the Master's coming? 
Whether it be at dawn or sunset, 
When night dews weigh down the wheat-ears, 
Or while noon rides high in heaven, 
Sleeping lies the yellow field ? 
Only, may thy voice, Good Master, 



IMMUTABLE. 

Peal above the reapers' chorus, 
And dull sound of sheaves slow falling, 
" Gather all into My garner, 
For it is My harvest time." 



IMMUTABLE. 

" With whom is no variableness, neither shadow of turning." 

^UTUMN to winter, winter into spring, 
Spring into summer, summer into fall, — 
So rolls the changing year, and so we 
change ; 

Motion so swift, we know not that we move. 
Till at the gate of some memorial hour 
We pause — look in its sepulchre to find 
The cast-off shape that years since we called "1" — 
And start, amazed. Yet on ! we may not stay 
To weep or laugh. All which is past, is past 
Even while we gaze the simulated form 
Drops into dust, like many-centuried corpse 
At opening of a tomb. 

Alack, this world 
Is full of change, change, change, — nothing but 
change ! 




6 IMMUTABLE. 

Is there not one straw in life's whirling flood 
To hold by, as the torrent sweeps us down, 
Us, scattered leaves ; eddied and broken ; torn 
Roughly asunder ; or in smooth mid-stream 
Divided each from other without pain ; 
Collected in what looks like union, 
Yet is but stagnant chance, — stopping to rot 
By the same pebble till the tide shall turn ; 
Then on, to find no shelter and no rest, 
Forever rootless and forever lone. 
O God, we are but leaves upon Thy stream, 
Clouds on Thy sky. We do but move across 
The silent breast of Thine infinitude 
Which bears us all. We pour out day by day 
Our long, brief moan of mutability 
To Thine immutable — and cease. 

Yet still 
Our change yearns after Thine unchangedness ; 
Our mortal craves Thine immortality; 
Our manifold and multiform and weak 
Imperfectness, requires the perfect one. 
For Thou art one, and we are all of Thee ; 
Dropped from Thy bosom, as Thy sky drops down 
Its morning dews, which glitter for a space, 
Uncertain whence they fell, or whither tend, 
Till the great Sun arising on his fields 
Upcalls them all, and they rejoicing go. 



FOUR YEARS. 7 

So, with like joy, Light Eterne, we spring 
Thee-ward, and leave the pleasant fields of earth, 
Forgetting equally its blossomed green 
And its dry dusty paths which drank us up 
Remorseless, — we, poor humble drops of dew, 
That only wished to freshen a flower's breast, 
And be exhaled to heaven. 

O Thou supreme 
All-satisfying and immutable One, 
It is enough to be absorbed in Thee 
And vanish, — though 't were only to a voice 
That through all ages with perpetual joy 
Goes evermore loud crying, " God ! God ! God ! " 



FOUR YEARS. 

[|T the midsummer, when the hay was 
down, 
Said I, mournfully, — My life is at its 
prime, 

Yet bare lie my meadows, shorn before the time, 
In my scorched woodlands the leaves are turning 

brown. 
It is the hot midsummer, and the hay is down. 




8 FOUR YEARS. 

At the midsummer, when the hay was clown, 
Stood she by the streamlet, young and very fair, 
With the first white bindweed twisted in her hair, — 
Hair that drooped like birch-boughs, — all in her 

simple gown. 
For it was midsummer, — and the hay was down. 

At the midsummer, when the hay was down, 
Crept she, a willing bride, close into my breast : 
Low piled the thunder-clouds had drifted to the 

west, — 
Red-eyed out glared the sun, like knight from 

leaguered town, 
That eve in high midsummer, when the hay was 

down. 

It is midsummer, — all the hay is down ; 

Close to her bosom press I dying eyes, 

Praying, " God shield thee till we meet in Para- 
dise ! " 

Bless her in Love's name who was my brief life's 
crown, — 

And I go at midsummer, when the hay is down. 



THE DEAD CZAR. 



THE DEAD CZAR. 




^AY him beneath his snows, 
The great Norse giant who in these last 

days 
Troubled the nations. Gather decently 
The imperial robes about him. 'T is but man, — 
This demi-god. Or rather it was man, 
And is — a little dust, that will corrupt 
As fast as any nameless dust which sleeps 
'Neath Alma's grass or Balaklava's vines. 

No vineyard grave for him. No quiet tomb 
By river margin, where across the seas 
Children's fond thoughts and women's memories 

come 
Like angels, to sit by the sepulchre, 
Saying : " All these were men who knew to count, 
Front-faced, the cost of honor, nor did shrink 
Erom its full payment : coming here to die, 
They died — like men." 

But this man 1 Ah ! for him 
Funereal state, and ceremonial grand, 
The stone-engraved sarcophagus, and then 
Oblivion. 



io THE DEAD CZAR. 

Nay, oblivion were as bliss 
To that fierce howl which rolls from land to land 
Exulting, — "Art thou fallen, Lucifer, 
Son of the morning ? " or condemning, — " Thus 
Perish the wicked ! " or blaspheming, — " Here 
Lies our Belshazzar, our Sennacherib, 
Our Pharaoh, — he whose heart God hardened, 
So that he would not let the people go." 

Self-glorifying sinners ! Why, this man 

Was but like other men : — you, Levite small, 

Who shut your saintly ears, and prate of hell 

And heretics, because outside church-doors, 

Your church-doors, congregations poor and small 

Praise Heaven in their own way ; — you, autocrat 

Of all the hamlets, who add field to field 

And house to house, whose slavish children cower 

Before your tyrant footstep ; — you, foul-tongued 

Fanatic or ambitious egotist, 

Who thinks God stoops from His high majesty 

To lay His finger on your puny head, 

And crown it, — that you henceforth may parade 

Your maggotship throughout the wondering 

world, — 
" I am the Lord's anointed ! " 

Fools and blind ! 
This Czar, this emperor, this disthroned corpse, 



THE WIND AT NIGHT. z j 

Lying so straightly in an icy calm 
Grander than sovereignty, was but as ye, — 
No better and no worse ; — Heaven mend us all ! 

Carry him forth and bury him. Death's peace 
Rest on his memory ! Mercy by his bier 
Sits silent, or says only these few words, — 
" Let him who is without sin 'mongst ye all 
Cast the first stone." 



THE WIND AT NIGHT. 

SUDDEN blast, that through this si- 
lence black 
Sweeps past my windows, 
Coming and going with invisible track 
As death or sin does, — 

Why scare me, lying sick, and, save thine own, 

Hearing no voices ? 
Why mingle with a helpless human moan 

Thy mad rejoices ? 

Why not come gently, as good angels come 
To souls departing, 




12 THE WIND AT NIGHT. 

Floating among the shadows of the room 
With eyes light-darting, 

Bringing faint airs of balm that seem to rouse 

Thoughts of a Far Land, 
Then binding softly upon weary brows 

Death's poppy-garland ? 

O fearful blast, I shudder at thy sound, 

Like heathen mortal 
Who saw the Three that mark life's doomed bound 

Sit at his portal. 

Thou mightst be laden with sad, shrieking souls, 

Carried unwilling 
From their known earth to the unknown stream 
that rolls 

All anguish stilling. 

Fierce wind, will the Death-angel come like thee, 

Soon, soon to bear me 
— Whither ? what mysteries may unfold to me, 

What terrors scare me ? 

Shall I go wand'ring on through empty space 

As on earth, lonely ? 
Or seek through myriad spirit-ranks one face, 

And miss that only ? 



THE WIND AT NIGHT. 13 

Shall I not then drop down from sphere to sphere 

Palsied and aimless ? 
Or will my being change so, that both fear 

And grief die nameless ? 

Rather I pray Him who Himself is Love, 

Out of whose essence 
We all do spring, and towards Him tending, move 

Back to His presence, 

That even His brightness may not quite efface 

The soul's earth-features, 
That the dear human likeness each may trace 

Glorified creatures ; 

That we may not cease loving, only taught 

Holier desiring ; 
More faith, more patience ; with more wisdom 
fraught, 

Higher aspiring. 

That we may do all work we left undone 

Here — though unmeetness ; 
From height to height celestial passing on 

Towards full completeness. 

Then, strong Azrael, be thy supreme call 
Soft as spring-breezes, 



i 4 A FABLE. 

Or like this blast, whose loud fiend-festival 
My heart's blood freezes, 

I will not fear thee. If thou safely keep 

My soul, God's giving, 
And my soul's soul, I, wakening from death-sleep, 

Shall first know living. 



A FABLE. 




^ILENT and sunny was the way 

Where Youth and I danced on to- 
gether : 
So winding and embowered o'er, 
We could not see one rood before. 
Nevertheless all merrily 
We bounded onward, Youth and I, 
Leashed closely in a silken tether : 
(Well-a-day, well-a-day!) 
Ah Youth, ah Youth, but I would fain 
See thy sweet foolish face again ! 

It came to pass, one morn of May, 

All in a swoon of golden weather, 
That I through green leaves fluttering 
Saw Joy uprise on Psyche wing : 



A FABLE. 1 5 

Eagerly, too eagerly 
We followed after, — Youth and I, — 
Till suddenly he slipped the tether : 
(Well-a-day, well-a-day!) 
" Where art thou, Youth ? " I cried. In vain ; 
He never more came back again. 

Yet onward through the devious way 

In rain or shine, I recked not whether, 

Like many another maddened boy 

I tracked my Psyche-winged Joy ; 

Till, curving round the bowery lane, 

Lo, — in the pathway stood pale Pain, 
And we met face to face together : 
(Well-a-day, well-a-day!) 

" Whence comest thou ? " — and I writhed in vain — 

"Unloose thy cruel grasp, O Pain ! " 

But he would not. Since, day by day 

He has ta'en up Youth's silken tether 

And changed it into iron bands. 

So through rich vales and barren lands 

Solemnly, all solemnly, 

March we united, he and I ; 

And we have grown such friends together 
(Well-a-day, well-a-day !) 

I and this my brother Pain, 

I think we '11 never part again. 



1 6 LABOR IS PRAYER. 



LABOR IS PRAYER. 




y^AB ORARE est orare : 

We, black-visaged sons of toil, 
From the coal-mine and the anvil 
And the delving of the soil, — 
From the loom, the wharf, the warehouse, 

And the ever-whirling mill, 
Out of grim and hungry silence 

Raise a weak voice small and shrill ; — 
Laborare est orare : 

Man, dost hear us % God, He will. 

We who just can keep from starving 

Sickly wives, — not always mild : 
Trying not to curse Heaven's bounty 

When it sends another child, — 
We who, worn-out, doze on Sundays 

O'er the Book we strive to read, 
Cannot understand the parson 

Or the catechism and creed. 
Laborare est orare : — 

Then, good sooth, we pray indeed. 

We, poor women, feeble-natured, 
Large of heart, in wisdom small, 



LABOR IS PRAYER. 

Who the world's incessant battle 

Cannot understand at all, 
All the mysteries of the churches, 

All the troubles of the state, — 
Whom child-smiles teach " God is loving," 

And child-coffins, " God is great " : 
Laborare est orare : — 

We too at His footstool wait. 

Laborare est orare ; 

Hear it, ye of spirit poor, 
Who sit crouching at the threshold 

While your brethren force the door ; 
Ye whose ignorance stands wringing 

Kough hands, seamed with toil, nor dares 
Lift so much as eyes to heaven, — 

Lo ! all life this truth declares, 
Laborare est orare; 

And the whole earth rings with prayers. 



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A SILLY SONG. 



A SILLY SONG. 

HEAKT, my heart ! " she said, and 
heard 
His mate the blackbird calling, 
While through the sheen of the garden 
green 
May rain was softly falling, — 
Aye softly, softly falling. 

The buttercups across the field 

Made sunshine rifts of splendor : 

The round snow-bud of the thorn in the wood 
Peeped through its leafage tender, 
As the rain came softly falling. 

" heart, my heart ! " she said and smiled, 
" There 's not a tree of the valley, 

Or a leaf I wis which the rain's soft kiss 
Freshens in yonder alley, 
Where the drops keep ever falling, — 

" There *s not a foolish flower i' the grass, 
Or bird through the woodland calling, 

So glad again of the coming of rain 
As I of these tears now falling, — 
These happy tears down falling." 




IN MEM OKI AM. i 9 



IN MEMORIAM. 

Obiit 1854. 

1EAVEN rest thee ! 
We shall go about to-day 
In our festal garlands gay ; 
Whatsoever robes we wear 
Not a trace of black be there. 
Well, what matters ? none is seen 
On thy daisy covering green, 
Or thy pure white pillow, hid 
Underneath a coffin lid. 
Heaven rest thee ! 

Heaven take thee ! — 
Ay, heaven only. Sleeps beneath 
One who died a virgin death : 
Died so slowly, day by day, 
That it scarcely seemed decay, 
Till this lonely churchyard kind 
Opened, — and we left behind 
Nothing but a little dust ; — 
Heaven is pitiful and just : 
Heaven take thee ! 



AN HONEST VALENTINE. 

Heaven keep thee : 
Nevermore above the ground 
Be one relic of thee found : 
Lay the turf so smooth, we crave, 
None would guess it was a grave, 
Save for grass that greener grows, 
Or for wind that gentlier blows 
All the earth o'er, from this spot 
Where thou wert — and thou art not. 
Heaven keep thee ! 



AN HONEST VALENTINE. 

Returned from the Dead-Letter Office. 

J HANK ye for your kindness, 
Lady fair and wise, 
Though love 's famed for blindness, 
Lovers — hem ! for lies. 
Courtship 's mighty pretty, 

Wedlock a sweet sight ; — 
Should I (from the city, 

A plain man, Miss — ) write, 
Ere we spouse-and-wive it, 
Just one honest line, 




AN HONEST VALENTINE. 

Could you e'er forgive it, 
Pretty Valentine'? 

Honey-moon quite over, 

If I less should scan 
You with eye of lover 

Than of mortal man 1 
Seeing my fair charmer 

Curl hair spire on spire, 
All in paper armor, 

By the parlor fire ; 
Gown that wants a stitch in 

Hid by apron fine, 
Scolding in her kitchen, — 

O fie, Valentine ! 

Should I come home surly 

Vexed with fortune's frown, 
Find a hurly-burly, 

House turned upside down, 
Servants all a-snarl, or 

Cleaning steps or stair : 
Breakfast still in parlor, 

Dinner — anywhere : 
Shall I to cold bacon 

Meekly fall and dine 1 
No, — or I 'm mistaken 

Much, my Valentine. 



AN HONEST VALENTINE. 

What if we should quarrel ? 

— Bless you, all folks do : — 
Will you take the war ill 

Yet half like it too ? 
When I storm and jangle, 

Obstinate, absurd, 
Will you sit and wrangle 

Just for the last word, — 
Or, while poor Love, crying, 

Upon tiptoe stands, 
Heady plumed for flying, — 

Will you smile, shake hands, 
And the truth beholding, 

With a kiss divine 
Stop my rough mouth's scolding ?- 

Bless you, Valentine ! 



If, should times grow harder, 

We have lack of pelf, 
Little in the larder, 

Less upon the shelf; 
Will you, never tearful, 

Make your old gowns do, 
Mend my stockings, cheerful, 

And pay visits few ? 
Crave nor gift nor donor, 

Old days ne'er regret, 



'AN HONEST VALENTINE. 

Seek no friend save Honor, 
Dread no foe but Debt ; 

Meet ill-fortune steady, 
Hand to hand with mine, 

Like a gallant lady, — 
Will you, Valentine ? 

Then, whatever weather 

Come, or shine, or shade, 
We '11 set out together, 

Not a whit afraid. 
Age is ne'er alarming, — 

I shall find, I ween, 
You at sixty charming 

As at sweet sixteen : 
Let 's pray, nothing loath, dear, 

That our funeral may 
Make one date serve both, dear, 

As our marriage day. 
Then, come joy or sorrow, 

Thou art mine, — I thine. 
So we '11 wed to-morrow, 

Dearest Valentine. 




24 LOOKING DEATH IN THE FACE. 



LOOKING DEATH IN THE FACE. 

|Y, in thy face, old fellow ! Now 's the 
time. 
The Black Sea wind flaps my tent-roof, 
nor wakes 

These lads of mine, who take of sleep their fill, 
As if they thought they 'd never sleep again, 
Instead of — 

Pitiless Crimean blast, 
How many a howling lullaby thou 'It raise 
To-morrow night, all nights till the world's end, 
Over some sleepers here ! 

Some ? — who ? Dumb Fate 
Whispers in no man's ear his coming doom ; 
Each thinks — " not I — not I." 

But thou, grim Death, 
I hear thee on the night-wind flying abroad, 
I feel thee here, squatted at our tent-door, 
Invisible and incommunicable, 
Pointing : 

" Hurrah ! " 

Why yell so in your sleep, 
Comrade ? Did you see aught ? 

Well — let him dream : 
Who knows, to-morrow such a shout as this 



LOOKING DEATH IN THE FACE. 25 

He '11 die with. A brave lad, and very like 
His sister. 

* # * * -*• 

So ! just two hours have I lain 
Freezing. That pale white star, which came and 

peered 
Through the tent-opening, has passed on, to smile 
Elsewhere, or lost herself V the dark, — God knows. 
Two hours nearer to dawn. The very hour, 
The very hour and day, a year ago, 
When we light-hearted and light-footed fools 
Went jingling idle swords in waltz and reel, 
And smiling in fair faces. How they 'd start, 
Those dainty red and white soft faces kind, 
If they could but behold my visage now, 
Or his — or his — or some poor faces cold 
We covered up with earth last noon. 

— There sits 
The laidly Thing I felt on our tent-door 
Two hours back. It has sat and never stirred. 
I cannot challenge it, or shoot it down, 
Or grapple with it, as with that young Russ 
Whom I killed yesterday. (What eyes he had ! — 
Great limpid eyes, and curling dark-red hair, — 
A woman's picture hidden in his breast, — 
I never liked this fighting hand to hand.) 
No, it will not be met like flesh and blood, 
This shapeless, voiceless, immaterial Thing, 



26 LOOKING DEATH IN THE FACE. 

Yet I will meet it. Here I sit alone, — 
Show me thy face, O Death ! 

There, there. I think 
I did not tremble. 

I am a young man ; 
Have done full many an ill deed, left undone 
Many a good one : lived unto the flesh, 
Not to the spirit : I would rather live 
A few years more, and try if things might change. 
Yet, yet I hope I do not tremble, Death; 
And that thy finger pointed at my heart 
But calms the tumult there. 

What small account 
The All-living seems to take of this thin flame 
Which we call life. He sends a moment's blast 
Out of war's nostrils, and a myriad 
Of these our puny tapers are blown out 
Forever. Yet we shrink not, — we, such frail 
Poor knaves, whom a spent ball can instant strike 
Into eternity, — we helpless fools, 
Whom a serf's clumsy hand and clumsier sword 
Smiting — shall sudden into nothingness 
Let out that something rare which could conceive 
A universe and its God. 

Free, open-eyed, 
We rush like bridegrooms to Death's grisly arms : 



LOOKING DEATH IN THE FACE. 27 

Surely the very longing for that clasp 
Proves us immortal. Immortality 
Alone could teach this mortal how to die. 
Perhaps, war is but Heaven's great ploughshare, 

driven 
Over the barren, fallow earthly fields, 
Preparing them for harvest ; rooting up 
Grass, weeds, and flowers, which necessary fall, 
That in these furrows the wise Husbandman 
May drop celestial seed. 

So let us die ; 
Yield up our little lives, as the flowers do ; 
Believing He '11 not lose one single soul, — 
One germ of His immortal. Naught of His 
Or Him can perish ; therefore let us die. 

I half remember, something like to this 
She says in her dear letters. So — let 's die. 
What, dawn % The faint hum in the trenches 

fails. 
Is that a bell i' the mist ? My faith, they go 
Early to matins in Sebastopol ! — 
A gun ! — Lads, stand to your arms ; the Russ is 

here. 
Agnes. 

Kind Heaven, I have looked Death in the face, 
Help me to die. 



28 BY THE ALMA RIVER. 



BY THE ALMA RIVER. 



s»]^^ ILLIE, fold your little hands ; 
"~' % W^f§\ ^ et it drop, that " soldier " toy : 



H 



\m Look where father's picture stands, — 
Father, who here kissed his boy 
Not two months since, — father kind, 
Who this night may — Never mind 
Mother's sob, my Willie dear, 
Call aloud that He may hear 
Who is God of battles, say, 
" O, keep father safe this day 
By the Alma river." 



Ask no more, child. Never heed 

Either Russ, or Frank, or Turk, 

Right of nations or of creed, 

Chance-poised victory's bloody work : 

Any flag i' the wind may roll 

On thy heights, Sebastopol ; 

Willie, all to you and me 

Is that spot, where'er it be, 
Where he stands — no other word ! 
Stands — God sure the child's prayer heard — 
By the Alma river. 



BY THE ALMA RIVER. 29 

Willie, listen to the bells 

Ringing through the town to-day. 
That 's for victory. Ah, no knells 

For the many swept away, — 
Hundreds — thousands ! Let us weep, 
We who need not, — just to keep 
Reason steady in my brain 
Till the morning comes again, 
Till the third dread morning tell 
Who they were that fought and fell 

By the Alma river. 

Come, we '11 lay us down, my child, 
Poor the bed is, poor and hard ; 

Yet thy father, far exiled, 

Sleeps upon the open sward, 

Dreaming of us two at home : 

Or beneath the starry dome 

Digs out trenches in the dark, 

Where he buries — Willie, mark — 

Where he buries those who died 

Fighting bravely at his side 
By the Alma river. 

Willie, Willie, go to sleep, 

God will keep us, my boy ; 

He will make the dull hours creep 
Faster, and send news of joy, 



30 ROTHESAY BAY. 

When I need not shrink to meet 
Those dread placards in the street, 
Which for weeks will ghastly stare 
In some eyes — Child, say thy prayer 
Once again ; a different one : 
Say, " O God, Thy will be done 
By the Alma river." 



ROTHESAY BAY. 




IT yellow lie the corn-rigs 
Far doun the braid hillside ; 
It is the brawest harst field 
Alang the shores o' Clyde, ■ 
And I 'm a puir harst-lassie 

That Stan's the lee-lang day 

Shearing the corn-rigs of Ardbeg 

Aboon sweet Rothesay Bay. 






O I had ance a true-love, — 
Now, I hae nane ava ; 

And I had ance three brithers, 
But I hae tint them a' ; 

My father and my mither 

Sleep i' the mools this day. 



ROTHESAY BAY, 

I sit my lane amang the rigs 

Aboon sweet Rothesay Bay. 

It 's a bonnie bay at morning, 

And bonnier at the noon, 
But it 's bonniest when the sun draps 

And red comes up the moon : 
When the mist creeps o'er the Cumbrays, 

And Arran peaks are gray, 
And the great black hills, like sleepin' kings, 

Sit grand roun' Rothesay Bay, 

Then a bit sigh stirs my bosom, 

And a wee tear blin's my e'e, — 
And I think o' that far Countrie 

What I wad like to be ! 
But I rise content i' the morning 

To wark while wark I may 
I' the yellow harst field of Ardbeg 

Aboon sweet Rothesay Bay. 



3 1 




32 LIVING. 

LIVING : 
AFTER A DEATH. 

" That friend of mine who lives in God." 

LIVE! 

(Thus seems it we should say to our 
beloved, — 

Each held by such slight links, so oft 
removed ;) 
And I can let thee go to the world's end, 
All precious names, companion, love, spouse, friend, 
Seal up in an eternal silence gray, 
Like a closed grave till resurrection-day : 
All sweet remembrances, hopes, dreams, desires, 
Heap, as one heaps up sacrificial fires : 
Then, turning, consecrate by loss, and proud 
Of penury — go back into the loud 
Tumultuous world again with never a moan — 
Save that which whispers still, "My own, my own/' 
Unto the same broad sky whose arch immense 
Enfolds us both like the arm of Providence : 
And thus, contented, I could live or die, 
"With never clasp of hand or meeting eye 
On this side Paradise. — While thee I see 
Living to God, thou art alive to me. 



LIVING. 33 

O live ! 

And I, methinks, can let all clear rights go, 

Fond duties melt away like April snow, 

And sweet, sweet hopes, that took a life to 

weave, 
Vanish like gossamers of autumn eve. 
Nay, sometimes seems it I could even bear 
To lay down humbly this love-crown I wear, 
Steal from my palace, helpless, hopeless, poor, 
And see another queen it at the door, — 
If only that the king had done no wrong, 
If this my palace, where I dwelt so long, 
Were not defiled by falsehood entering in : — 
There is no loss but change, no death but sin, 
No parting, save the slow corrupting pain 
Of murdered faith that never lives again. 

O live ! 

(So endeth faint the low pathetic cry 

Of love, whom death has taught love cannot die,) 

And I can stand above the daisy bed, 

The only pillow for thy dearest head, 

There cover up forever from my sight 

My own, my earthly all of earth delight ; 

And enter the sea-cave of widowed years, 

Where far, far off the trembling gleam appears 

Through which thy heavenly image slipped away, 

And waits to meet me at the open day. 

3 



34 



IN OUR BOAT. 



Only to me, my love, only to me. 
This cavern underneath the moaning sea ; 
This long, long life that I alone must tread, 
To whom the living seem most like the dead, - 
Thou wilt be safe out on the happy shore : 
He who in God lives, liveth evermore. 




IN OUR BOAT. 

TARS trembling o'er us and sunset be- 
fore us, 
Mountains in shadow and forests 
asleep ; 
Down the dim river we float on forever, 

Speak not, ah, breathe not, — there 's peace on 
the deep. 

Come not, pale Sorrow, flee till to-morrow, 
Rest softly falling o'er eyelids that weep ; 

While down the river we float on forever, 

Speak not, ah, breathe not, — there 's peace on 
the deep. 



As the waves cover the depths we glide over, 
So let the past in forgetfulness sleep, 



THE RIVER SHORE. 35 

While down the river we float on forever, 

Speak not, ah, breathe not, — ■ there 's peace on 
the deep. 

Heaven shine above us, bless all that love us, 
All whom we love in thy tenderness keep ! 

While down the river we float on forever, 

Speak not, ah, breathe not, — there 's peace on 
the deep. 



THE RIVER SHORE. 

For an old tune of Dowland's. 

JALKING by the quiet river 

Where the slow tide seaward goes, 
All the cares of life fall from us, 
All our troubles find repose : 
Naught forgetting, naught regretting, 

Lovely ghosts from days no more 
Glide with white feet o'er the river, 
Smiling towards the silent shore. 

So we pray in His good pleasure 
When this world we we safely trod, 

We may walk beside the river 
Flowing from the throne of God : 




36 A FLOWER OF A DAY. 

All forgiving, all believing, 
Not one lost we loved before, 

Looking towards the hills of heaven 
Calmly from the eternal shore. 



A FLOWER OF A DAY. 



[]LD friend, that with a pale and pensile 

grace 
Climbest the lush hedgerows, art thou 

back again, 

Marking the slow round of the wond'rous years % 
Didst beckon me a moment, silent flower ? 




Silent ? As silent is the archangel's pen 
That day by day writes our life chronicle, 
And turns the page, — the half-forgotten page, 
Which all cternitv will never blot. 



Forgotten % No, we never do forget : 

We let the years go : wash them clean with tears, 

Leave them to bleach, out in the open day, 

Or lock them careful by, like dead friends' clothes, 

Till we shall dare unfold them without pain, — 

But we forget not, never can forget. 



A FLOWER OF A DAY. 37 

Flower, thou and I a moment face to face — 
My face as clear as thine, this July noon 
Shining on both, on bee and butterfly 
And golden beetle creeping in the sun — 
Will pause, and, lifting up, page after page, 
The many-colored history of life, 
Look backwards, backwards. 

So, the volume close ! 
This July day, with the sun high in heaven, 
And the whole earth rejoicing, — let it close. 

I think we need not sigh, complain, nor rave ; 

Nor blush, — our doings and misdoing all 

Being more 'gainst heaven than man, heaven them 

does keep 
With all its doings and undoings strange 
Concerning us. — Ah, let the volume close : 
I would not alter in it one poor line. 

My dainty flower, my innocent white flower 
With such a pure smile looking up to heaven, 
With such a bright smile looking down on me — 
(Nothing but smiles, — as if in all the world 
Were no such things as thunder-storms or frosts, 
Or broken petals trampled on the ground, 
Or shivering leaves whirled in the wintry air 
Like ghosts of last year's joys :) — my pretty flower, 



38 THE NIGHT BEFORE THE 210 WING. 

I '11 pluck thee — smiling too. Not one salt drop 
Shall stain thee : — if these foolish eyes are dim, 
'T is only with a wondering thankfulness 
That they behold such beauty and such peace, 
Such wisdom and such sweetness, in God's world. 



THE NIGHT BEFORE THE MOWING. 



ILL shimmering in the morning shine 
( $W(tt ^ u ^ diamonded w * tn dew, 
r^^iAjl And quivering in the scented wind 
: ' That thrills its green heart through, 

The little field, the smiling field, 
With all its flowers a-blowing, 
How happy looks the golden field 
The day before the mowing ! 

All still meath the departing light, 

Twilight, though void of stars, 
Save where, low westering, Yenus hides 

From the red eye of Mars ; 
How quiet lies the silent field 

With all its beauties glowing ; 
Just stirring, — like a child asleep, — 

The night before the mowing. 



PASSION PAST. 

Sharp steel, inevitable hand, 

Cut keen, cut kind ! Our field 
We know full well must be laid low 

Before its wealth it yield : 
Labor and mirth and plenty blest 

Its blameless death bestowing : 
And yet we weep, and yet we weep, 

The night before the mowing. 



PASSION PAST. 



39 




ERE I a boy, with a boy's heart-beat 
At glimpse of her passing adown the 
street, 
' Of a room where she had entered and 
gone, 
Or a page her hand had written on, — 
Would all be with me as it was before ? 
O no, never ! no, no, never ! 
Never any more. 

Were I a man, with a man's pulse-throb, 
Breath hard and fierce, held down like a sob, 
Dumb, yet hearing her lightest word, 
Blind, until only her garment stirred : 



4 o PASS I ON PAST. 

Would I pour my life like wine on her floor ? 
No, no, never : never, never ! 
Never any more. 

Gray and withered, wrinkled and marred, 

I have gone through the fire and come out un- 

scarred, 
With the image of manhood upon me yet, 
No shame to remember, no wish to forget : 
But could she rekindle the pangs I bore ? — 

no, never ! thank God, never ! 
Never any more. 

Old and wrinkled, withered and gray, — 
And yet if her light step passed to-day, 

1 should see her face all faces among, 

And say, — " Heaven love thee, whom I loved long ! 
Thou hast lost the key of my heart's door, 
Lost it ever, and forever, 
Ay, forevermore." * 




OCTOBER. 4I 



OCTOBER. 

' T is no joy to me to sit 

On dreamy summer eves, 
When silently the timid moon 
Kisses the sleeping leaves, 
And all things through the fair hushed earth 

Love, rest — but nothing grieves. 
Better I like old Autumn 

With his hair tossed to and fro, 
Firm striding o'er the stubble fields 
When the equinoctials blow. 

When shrinkingly the sun creeps up 

Through misty mornings cold, 
And Robin on- the orchard hedge 

Sings cheerily and bold, 
While heavily the frosted plum 

Drops downwards on the mould ; — 
And as he passes, Autumn 

Into earth's lap does throw 
Brown apples gay in a game of play, 

As the equinoctials blow. 

When the spent year its carol sinks 
Into a humble psalm, 



42 MOON-STRUCK. 

Asks no more for the pleasure draught, 

But for the cup of balm, 
And all its storms and sunshine bursts 

Controls to one brave calm, — 
Then step by step walks Autumn, 

With steady eyes that show 
Nor grief nor fear, to the death of the year, 

While the equinoctials blow. 



MOON-STRUCK. 



A FANTASY. 




^T is a moor 
Barren and treeless; lying high and 

bare 
Beneath the arched sky. The rushing 
winds 
Fly over it, each with his strong bow bent 
And quiver full of whistling arrows keen. 



I am a woman, lonely, old, and poor. 

If there be any one who watches me 

(But there is none) adown the long blank wold, 

My figure painted on the level sky 



MOON-STRUCK. 



43 



Would startle him as if it were a ghost, — 
And like a ghost, a weary wandering ghost, 
I roam and roam, and shiver through the dark 
That will not hide me. O for but one hour, 
One blessed hour of warm and dewy night, 
To wrap me like a pall — with not an eye 
In earth or heaven to pierce the black serene. 
Night, call ye this ? No night ; no dark — no 

rest — 
A moon-ray sweeps down sudden from the sky, 
And smites the moor — 

Is \ thou, accursed Thing, 
Broad, pallid, like a great woe looming out — 
Out of its long-sealed grave, to fill all earth 
With its dead, ghastly smile ? Art there again, 
Kound, perfect, large, as when we buried thee, 
I and the kindly clouds that heard my prayers % 
I '11 sit me down and meet thee face to face, 
Mine enemy ! — Why didst thou rise upon 
My world — my innocent world, to make me mad ? 
Wherefore shine forth, a tiny tremulous curve 
Hung out in the gray sunset beauteously, 
To tempt mine eyes — then nightly to increase 
Slow orbing, till thy full, blank, pitiless stare 
Hunts me across the world ? 

No rest — no dark. 
Hour after hour that passionless bright face 
Climbs up the desolate blue. I will press down 



44 MOON-STRUCK. 

The lids on my tired eyeballs — crouch in dust, 
And pray. 

— Thank God, thank God ! — a cloud has hid 
My torturer. The night at last is free : 
Forth peep in crowds the merry twinkling stars. 
Ah, we '11 shine out/ the little silly stars 
And I ; we '11 dance together across the moor, 
They up aloft — I here. At last, at last 
We are avenged of our adversary ! 

The freshening of the night air feels like dawn. 
Who said that I was mad ? I will arise, 
Throw off my burthen, march across the wold 
Airily — Ha! what, stumbling? Nay, no fear — 
I am used unto the dark, for many a year 
Steering companionless athwart the waste 
To where, deep hid in valleys of white mist, 
The pleasant home-lights shine. I will but pause, 
Turn round and gaze — 

me ! O miserable me ! 
The cloud-bank overflows : sudden outpour 
The bright white moon-rays — ah ! I drown, I 

drown, 
And o'er the flood, with steady motion, slow 
It walketh — my inexorable Doom. 

No more : I shall not struggle any more : 
I will lie down as quiet as a child, — 
I can but die. 



MOON-STRUCK. 



45 



There, I have hid my face : 
Stray travellers passing o'er the silent wold 
Would only say, " She sleeps." 

Glare on, my Doom ; 
I will not look at thee : and if at times 
I shiver, still I neither weep nor moan : 
Angels may see, I neither weep nor moan. 

Was that sharp whistling wind the morning breeze 
That calls the stars back to the obscure of heaven ? 
I am very cold. — And yet there is a change. 
Less fiercely the sharp moonbeams smite my brain, 
My heart beats slower, duller : soothing rest 
Like a soft garment binds my shuddering limbs. — 
If I looked up now, should I see it still 
Gibbeted ghastly in the hopeless sky q . — 
No! 

It is very strange : all things seem strange : 
Pale spectral face, I do not fear thee now : 
Was 't this mere shadow which did haunt me once 
Like an avenging fiend ? — Well, we fade out 
Together : I '11 nor dread nor curse thee more. 

How calm the earth seems ! and I know the moor 
Glistens with dew-stars. I will try and turn 
My poor face eastward. Close not, eyes ! That light 
Fringing the far hills, all so fair — so fair, 
Is it not dawn ? I am dying, but 't is dawn. 



46 A STREAM'S SINGING. 

"Upon the mountains I behold the feet 
Of my Beloved: let us forth to meet" — 
Death. 

This is death. I see the light no more ; 
I sleep. 

But like a morning bird my soul 
Springs singing upward, into the deeps of heaven 
Through world on world to follow Infinite Day. 



A STREAM'S SINGING. 



^jjTl HOW beautiful is Morning! 



§ 



> f^yjt'l How the sunbeams strike the daisies, 
3|5§i^l And the kingcups fill the meadow 

L — — ' Like a golden-shielded army 

Marching to the uplands fair ; — 
I am going forth to battle, 
And life's uplands rise before me, 
And my golden shield is ready, 
And I pause a moment, timing 
My heart's paean to the waters, 
As with cheerful song incessant 

Onwards runs the little stream ; 
Singing ever, onward ever, 

Boldly runs the merry stream. 



A STREAM'S SINGING. 47 

how glorious is Noon-clay ! 
With the cool large shadows lying 
Underneath the giant forest, 

The far hill-tops towering dimly 

O'er the conquered plains below ; — 

1 am conquering — I shall conquer 
In life's battle-field impetuous : 
And I lie and listen dreamy 

To a double-voiced, low music, — 
Tender beech-trees sheeny shiver 
Mingled with the diapason 

Of the strong, deep, joyful stream, 
Like a man's love and a woman's ; 

So it runs — the happy stream ! 

how grandly cometh Even, 
Sitting on the mountain summit, 
Purple-vestured, grave, and silent, 
Watching o'er the dewy valleys, 

Like a good king near his end : — 

1 have labored, I have governed ; 
Now I feel the gathering shadows 
Of the night that closes all things : 
And the fair earth fades before me, 
And the stars leap out in heaven, 
While into the infinite darkness 

Solemn runs the steadfast stream — 
Onward, onward, ceaseless, fearless, 
Singing runs the eternal stream. 



A REJECTED LOVER. 



A REJECTED LOVER. 




; never loved me/' Ada. These 
slow words, 
Dropped softly from your gentle wo- 
man-tongue 
Out of your true and kindly woman-heart, 
Fell, piercing into mine like very swords 
The sharper for their kindness. Yet no wrong 
Lies to your charge, nor cruelty, nor art, — 
Ev'n while you spoke, I saw the tender tear-drop 
start. 

You " never loved me." No, you nevei\knew, 
You, with youth's morning fresh upon your soul, 
What 't is to love : slow, drop by drop, to pour 
Our life's whole essence, perfumed through and 

through 
With all the best we have or can control 
For the libation — cast it down before 
Your feet — then lift the goblet, dry for evermore. 



I shall not die as foolish lovers do : 

A man's heart beats beneath this breast of mine, 

The breast where — Curse on that fiend-whispering 



A LIVING PICTURE. 49 

" It might have been ! " — Ada, I will be true 
Unto myself — the self that so loved thine : 
May all life's pain, like these few tears that spring 
For me, glance off as rain-drops from my white 
dove's wing !- 

May you live long, some good man's bosom- 
flower, 
And gather children round your matron knees : 
So, when all this is past, and you and I 
Remember each our youth-days as an hour 
Of joy — or anguish, one, serene, at ease, 
May come to meet the other's steadfast eye, 
Thinking, " He loved me well !" clasp hands, and 
so pass by. 



A LIVING PICTURE. 

10, I '11 not say your name. I have said 
it now, 
As you mine, first in childish treble, 
then 

Up through a score and more familiar years 
Till baby-voices mock us. Time may come 
When your tall sons look down on our white hair, 

4 




5° 



A LIVING PICTURE. 



Amused to hear us call each other thus, 
And question us about the old, old days, 
The far-off days, the days when we were young. 

How distant do they seem, and yet how near ! 
Now, as I lie and watch you come and go, 
With garden basket in your hand ; in gown 
Just girdled, and brown curls that girl-like fall, 
And straw hat flapping in the April breeze, 
I could forget this lapse of years — start up 
Laughing — " Come, let 's go play ! " 

Well-a-day, friend, 
Our play-days are all done. 

Still, let us smile : 
For as you flit about your garden here 
You look like this spring morning : on your lips 
An unseen bird sings snatches of gay tunes, 
While, an embodied music, moves your step, 
Your free, wild, springy step, like Atala's, 
Or Pocahontas, csrrelcss child o' the sun — 
Those Indian beauties I compare you to — 
I, still your praiser, — 

Nay, nay, I '11 not praise, 
Fair seemeth fairest, ignorant 't is fair : 
That light incredulous laugh is worth a world ! 
That laugh, with childish echoes. 

So then, fade, 
Mere dream. Come, true and sweet reality : 



A LIVING PICTURE. 5 i 

Come, dawn of happy wifehood, motherhood, 
Kipening to perfect noon ! Come, peaceful round 
Of simple joys, fond duties, gladsome cares, 
When each full hour drops bliss with liberal hand, 
Yet leaves to-morrow richer than to-day. 

Will you sit here? the grass is summer-warm. 
Look at those children making daisy-chains, 
So did we too, do you mind ? That eldest lad, 
He has your very mouth. Yet, you will have 't 
His eyes are like his father's ? Perhaps so : 
They could not be more dark and deep and kind. 
Do you know, this hour I have been fancying you 
A poet's dream, and almost sighed to think 
There was no poet to praise you — 

Why, you 're flown 
After those mad elves in the flower-beds there, 
Ha — ha — you 're no dream now. 

Well, well — so best ! 
My eyelids droop content o'er moistened eyes ; 
I would not have you other than you are. 



LEONORA. 



LEONORA. 




HEONORA, Leonora, 

How the word rolls — Leonora — 
Lion-like, in full-mouthed sound, 
Marching o'er the metric ground 

With a tawny tread sublime — 

So your name moves, Leonora, 

Down my desert rhyme. 

So you pace, young Leonora, 
Through the alleys of the wood, 
Head erect, majestic, tall, 
The fit daughter of the Hall : 
Yet with hazel eyes declined, 
And a voice like summer wind, 
And a meek mouth, sweet and good, 
Dimpling ever, Leonora, 
In fair womanhood. 



How those smiles dance, Leonora, 
As you meet the pleasant breeze 
Under your ancestral trees : 
For your heart is free and pure 
As this blue March sky overhead, 
And in the life-path you tread, 



LEONORA. 

All the leaves are budding, sure, 
All the primroses are springing, 
All the birds begin their singing — 
'T is your spring-time, Leonora, 
May it long endure. 

But it will pass, Leonora : 
And the silent days must fall 
When a change comes over all : 
When the last leaf downward flitters, 
And the last, last sunbeam glitters 
On the terraced hillside cool, 
On the peacocks by the pool : 
When you '11 walk along these alleys 
With no lightsome foot that dallies 
With the violets and the moss, — 
But with quiet steps and slow, 
And grave eyes that earthward grow, 
And a matron-heart inured 
To all women have endured, — 
Must endure and ever will, 
All the joy and all the ill, 
All the gain and all the loss — 
Can you cheerfully lay down 
Careless girlhood's flowery crown, 
And thus take up, Leonora, 
Womanhood's meek cross ? 



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54 LEONORA. 

Ay ! your eyes shine, Leonora, 

Warm, and true, and brave, and kind : 

And although I nothing know 

Of the maiden heart below, 

I in them good omens find. 

Go, enjoy your present hours 

Like the birds and bees and flowers : 

And may summer days bestow 

On you just so much of rain, 

Blessed baptism of pain ! 

As will make your blossoms grow. 

May you walk, as through life's road 

Every noble woman can, — 

With a pure heart before God, 

And a true heart unto man : 

Till with this same smile you wait 

For the opening of the Gate 

That shuts earth from mortal eyes ; 

Till at last, with peaceful heart, 

All contented to depart, 

Leaving children's children playing 

In these woods you used to stray in, 

You may enter, Leonora, 

Into Paradise. 



PLIGHTED. 



55 




PLIGHTED. 

INE to the core of the heart, my beauty ! 
Mine, all mine, and for love, not duty : 
Love given willingly, full and free, 
Love for love's sake — as mine to thee. 
Duty's a slave that keeps the keys, 
But Love, the master, goes in and out 
Of his goodly chambers with song and shout, 
Just as he please — just as he please. 

Mine, from the dear head's crown, brown-golden, 
To the silken foot that 's scarce beholden ; 
Give to a, few friends hand or smile, 
Like a generous lady, now and awhile, 

But the sanctuary heart, that none dare win, 
Keep holiest of holiest evermore ; 
The crowd in the aisles may watch the door, 

The high-priest only enters in. 



Mine, my own, without doubts or terrors, 
With all thy goodnesses, all thy errors, 
Unto me and to me alone revealed, 
" A spring shut up, a fountain sealed." 

Many may praise thee — praise mine as thine, 



56 



MORTALITY. 



Many may love thee — I '11 love them too ; 
But thy heart of hearts, pure, faithful, and true, 
Must be mine, mine wholly, and only mine. 

Mine! — God, I thank Thee that Thou hast given 
Something all mine on this side heaven : 
Something as much myself to be 
As this my soul which I lift to Thee : 

Flesh of my flesh, bone of my bone, 
Life of my life, whom Thou dost make 
Two to the world for the world's work's sake — 

But each unto each, as in Thy sight, one. 



MORTALITY. 

' And we shall be changed." 




E dainty mosses, lichens gray, 

Pressed each to each in tender fold, 
And peacefully thus, day by day, 
Returning to their mould ; 



Brown leaves, that with aerial grace 

Slip from your branch like birds a-wing 

Each leaving in the appointed place 
Its bud of future spring ; — 



MORTALITY. 

If we, God's conscious creatures, knew 
But half your faith in our decay, 

We should not tremble as we do 
When summoned clay to clay. 

But with an equal patience sweet 
We should put off this mortal gear, 

In whatsoe'er new form is meet 
Content to reappear. 

Knowing each germ of life He gives 
Must have in Him its source and rise, 

Being that of His being lives 
May change, but never dies. 

Ye dead leaves, dropping soft and slow, 
Ye mosses green and lichens fair, 

Go to your graves, as I will go, 
For God is also there. 



57 



58 



LIFE RETURNING. 



LIFE KETUKNING. 



After War-time. 




LIFE, dear life, with sunbeam finger 

touching 
This poor damp brow, or flying freshly 
by 

On wings of mountain wind, or tenderly 
In links of visionary embraces clutching 

Me from the yawning grave — 
Can I believe thou yet hast power to save % 

I see thee, O my life, like phantom giant 

Stand on the hill-top, large against the dawn, 
Upon the night-black clouds a picture drawn 

Of aspect wonderful, with hope defiant, 
And so majestic grown 

I scarce discern the image as my own. 

Those mists furl off, and through the vale re- 
splendent 
I see the pathway of my years prolong : 
Not without labor, yet for labor strong : 
Not without pain, but pain whose touch transcen- 
dent 



MY FRIEND. 59 

By love's divinest laws 
Heart unto heart, and all hearts upwards, draws. 

life, love, your diverse tones bewildering 
Make silence, like two meeting waves of sound ; 

1 dream of wifely white arms, lisp of children — 

Never of ended wars, 
Save kisses sealing honorable scars. 

No more of battles ! save the combat glorious 
To which all earth and heaven may witness 

stand ; 
The sword of the Spirit taking in my hand 

I shall go forth, since in new fields victorious 
The King yet grants that I 

His servant live, or His good soldier die. 



MY FRIEND. 

i|Y Friend wears a cheerful smile of his 
own, 

^Ullli ^ n( ^ a mus ^ ca ^ tongue has he ; 

We sit and look in each other's face, 
And are very good company. 
A heart he has, full warm and red 
As ever a heart I see ; 




60 MY FRIEND. 

And as long as I keep true to him, 
Why, he '11 keep true to me. 

When the wind blows high and the snow falls fast 

And we hear the wassailers' roar — 
My Friend and I, with a right good-will 

We bolt the chamber door : 
I smile at him and he smiles at me 

In a dreamy calm profound, 
Till his heart leaps up in the midst of him 

With a comfortable sound. 

His warm breath kisses my thin gray hair 

And reddens my ashen cheeks ; 
He knows me better than you all know, 

Though never a word he speaks : — 
Knows me as well as some had known 

Were things — not as things be. 
But hey, what matters ? my Friend and I 

Are capital company. 

At dead of night, when the house is still, 

He opens his pictures fair : 
Faces that are, that used to be, 

And faces that never were : 
My wife sits sewing beside my hearth, 

My little ones frolic wild, 
Though — Lillian 's married these twenty years, 

And I never had a child. 



A VALENTWe. 6 i 

But hey, what matters ? when those who laugh 

May weep to-morrow, and they 
Who weep be as those that wept not — all 

Their tears long wiped away. 
I shall burn out, like you, my Friend, 

With a bright warm heart and bold, 
That flickers up to the last — then drops 

Into quiet ashes cold. 

And when you flicker on me, old Friend, 

In the old man's elbow-chair, 
Or — something easier still, where we 

Lie down, to arise up fair 
And young, and happy — why then, my Friend, 

Should other friends ask of me, 
Tell them I lived and loved and died 

In the best of all company. 



A VALENTINE. 

^E are twa laddies unco gleg, 
An' blithe an' bonnie : 
As licht o' heel as Anster's Meg ; — 
Gin ye 'd a lassie's favor beg, 
V faith she couldna stir a peg 
Ance lookin' on ye ! 




62 A VALENTINE. 

He's a douce wiselike callant — Jim • 

Of wit aye ready. 
Cuts aff ane's sentence, 't ither's limb, 
An' whiles he 's daft and whiles he 's grim, 
But brains ? — wha 's got the like o' him 

In 's wee bit heidie ? 

Dear laddie wi' the curlin' hair, 

Gentlest of ony : 
That gies kind looks an' speeches fair 
To dour auld wives as lassies rare, — 
I ken a score o' lads an' mair, 
But nanc like Johnnie ! 

And gin ye learn the way to woo, 

Hae sweethearis mony, 
laddie, never say ye loe 
An' gie fause coin for siller true ; 
A lassie's sair heart 's naething new, — 

Mind o' that, Johnnie. 

An' dinna change your luve sac fast 

For ilk face bonnie, 
Lest waefu 1 want track wilfu' waste, 
And a' your youthfn' years lang past, 
Ye get the crookit stick at last, 

Ochone, puir Johnnie ! 



A VALENTINE. 63 

But callants baith, tak tent, and when 

Bright e'en hae won ye, , 

Tak each your jo — and keep her — then 

Be faithful' as ye 're fond, ye ken, 

Or — gang your gate like honest men, 
Young Jim and Johnnie. 

Sae when auld Time his crookit claw 

Sail lay upon ye, 
When, Jim, your feet that dance sae braw 
Are no the lightest in the ha', 
An' a' your curly hafFets fa', 

My winsome Johnnie, — 

May each his ain warm ingle view, 

Cosie as ony : 
A gudewife sonsie, leal and true, 
0' bonnie dochters not a few, 
An' lads — sic lads as ye 're the noo — 

Dear Jim and Johnnie ! 



6 4 



GRACE OF CLYDE SIDE. 



GRACE OF CLYDESIDE. 




H, little Grace of the golden locks, 

The hills rise fair on the shores of 
Clyde. 
As the merry waves wear out these rocks 
She wears my heart out, glides past and mocks : 
But heaven's gate ever stands open wide. 

The boat goes softly along, along, 

Like a river of life glows the amber Clyde ; 
Her voice floats near me like angels' song, — 
Ah, sweet love-death, but thy pangs are strong! 
Though heaven's gate ever stands open wide. 

We walk by the shore and the stars shine bright, 

But coldly, above the solemn Clyde : 
Her arm touches mine — her laugh rings light — 
One hears my silence : His merciful night 
Hides me — Can heaven be open wide ? 

I ever was but a dreamer, Grace : 

As the gray hills watch o'er the sunny Clyde, 
Standing afar, each in his place, 
I watch your young life's beautiful race, 

Apart — until heaven be opened wide. 



TO A BEAUTIFUL WOMAN. 65 

And sometimes when in the twilight balm 
The hills grow purple along the Clyde, 

The waves flow softly and very calm, 

I hear all nature sing this one psalm, 

That " heaven's gate ever stands open wide." 

So, happy Grace, with your spirit free, 

Laugh on ! life is sweet on the banks of Clyde ; 

This is no blame unto thee or mej 

Only God saw it could not be, 

Therefore His heaven stands open wide. 



TO A BEAUTIFUL WOMAN. 

" A daughter of the gods : divinely tall, 
And most divinely fair." 




J1URELY, dame Nature made you in 
some dream 
Of old-world women — Chriemhild, or 
bright 

Aslauga, or Boadicea fierce and fair, 
Or Berengaria as she rose, her lips 
Yet ruddy from the poison that anoints 
Her memory still, the queen of queenly wives. 

5 



66 TO A BEAUTIFUL WOMAN. 

I marvel, who will crown you wife, you grand 

And goodly creature ! who will mount supreme 

The empty chariot of your maiden heart, 

Curb the strong will that leaps and foams and chafes 

Still masterless, and guide you safely home 

Unto the golden gate, where quiet sits 

Grave Matronhood, with gracious, loving eyes. 

What eyes you have, you wild gazelle o' the plain, 
You fierce hind of the forest ! now they flash, 
Now glow, now in their own dark down-dropt shade 
Conceal themselves a moment, as some thought, 
Too brief to be a feeling, flits across 
The April cloudland of your careless soul — 
There — that light laugh — and 't is full sun — 
full day. 

Would I could paint you, line by line, ere Time 

Touches the gorgeous picture ! your ripe mouth, 

Your white arched throat, your stature like to Saul's 

Among his brethren, yet so fitly framed 

In such harmonious symmetry, we say 

As of a cedar among common trees 

Never " How tall ! " but only " O how fair ! " 

Who made you fair 1 moulded you in the shape 
That poets dream of; sent you forth to men 
His caligraph inscribed on every curve 
Of your brave form ? 



MARY'S WEDDING. 



67 



Is it written on your soul? 
— I know not. 

Woman, upon whom is laid 
Heaven's own sign-manual, Beauty, mock heaven 

not! 
Eeverence thy loveliness — the outward type 
Of things we understand not, nor behold 
But as in a glass, darkly ; wear it thou 
With awful gladness, grave humility, 
That not contemns, nor boasts, nor is ashamed, 
But lifts its face up prayerfully to heaven, — 
" Thou who hast made me, make me worthy 

Thee ! " 



MAKY'S WEDDING. 



February 25th, 1851. 




OU are to be married, Mary ; 
This hour as I wakeful lie 
In the dreamy dawn of the morning, 
Your wedding hour draws nigh ; 
Miles off, you are rising, dressing, 
Your bridemaidens gay among, 
In the same old house we played in, — 
You and I, when we were young. 



68 MARY'S WEDDING. 

Your bridemaids — they were our playmates : 

Those known rooms, every wall, 
Could speak of our childish frolics, 

Loves, jealousies, great and small : 
Do you mind how pansies changed we 

And smiled at the word " forget " 1 — 
'T was a girl's romance : yet somehow 

I have kept my pansy yet. 

Do you mind our poems written 

Together ? our dreams of fame — 
And of love — how we 'd share all secrets 

When that sweet mystery came ? 
It is no mystery now, Mary ; 

It was unveiled, year by year, 
Till — this is your marriage morning ; 

And I rest quiet here. 

I cannot call up your face, Mary, 

The face of the bride to-day : 
You have outgrown my knowledge, 

The years have so slipped away. 
I see but your girlish likeness, 

Brown eyes and brown falling hair; — 
God knows, I did love you dearly, 

And was proud that you were fair. 

Many speak my name, Mary, 

While yours in home's silence lies : 



BETWEEN TWO WORLDS. 69 

The future I read in toil's guerdon, 
You will read in your children's eyes : 

The past — the same past with either — 
Is to you a delightsome scene, 

But I cannot trace it clearly 

For the graves that rise between. 

I am glad you are happy, Mary ! 

These tears, could you see them fall, 
Would show, though you have forgotten, 

I have remembered all. 
And though my cup may be empty 

While yours is all running o'er, 
Heaven keep you its sweetness, Mary, 

Brimming for evermore. 



BETWEEN TWO WORLDS. 

Parting for Australia. 

HERE sitting by the fire 
I aspire, love, I aspire — 
Not to that "other world" of your 
fond dreams, 
But one as nigh and nigher, 
Compared to which your real, unreal seems. 




7 o BETWEEN TWO WORLDS. 

Together as to-night 

In our light, love, in our light 
Of reunited joy appears no shade : 

From this our hope's reached height 
All things are possible and level made. 

Therefore we sit and view — 

I and you, love, I and you — 
That wondrous valley o'er southern seas, 

Where in a country new 
You will make for me a sweet nest of ease ; 

Where I, your poor tired bird, 

(Nothing stirred? Love, nothing stirred?) 
May fold her wings and be no more distrest : 

Where troubles may be heard 
Like outside winds at night which deepen rest. - 

Where in green pastures wide 

We '11 abide, love, we '11 abide, 
And keep content our patriarchal flocks, 

Till at our aged side 
Leap our young brown-faced shepherds of the rocks. 

Ah, tale that 's easy told ! 

(Hold my hand, love, tighter hold.) 
What if this face of mine, which you think fair — 

If it should ne'er grow old, 
Nor matron cap cover this maiden hair ? 



BETWEEN TWO WORLDS. 7 i 

What if this silver ring 

(Loose it clings, love, yet does cling :) 
Should ne'er be changed for any other ? nay, 

This very hand I fling 
About your neck should — Hush! to-day's to- 
day: 

To-morrow is — ah, whose 1 ? 

You '11 not lose, love, you '11 not lose 
This hand I pledged, if never a wife's hand 

For tender household use 
Led by yours fearless into a far, far land. 

Kiss me and do not grieve ; 

I believe, love, I believe 
That He who holds the measure of our days, 

And did thus strangely weave 
Our opposite lives together, to His praise — 

He never will divide 

Us so wide, love, us so wide : 
But will, whatever befalls us, clearly show 

That those in Him allied 
In life or death are nearer than they know. 



72 COUSIN ROBERT. 



COUSIN ROBERT. 




COUSIN Robert, far away 
Among the lands of gold, 

How many years since we two met ? - 
You would not like it told. 



cousin Robert, buried deep 
Amid your bags of gold — 

1 thought I saw you yesternight 

Just as you were of old. 

You own whole leagues — I half a rood 

Behind my cottage door ; 
You have your lacs of gold rupees, 

And I my children four ; 

Your tall barques dot the dangerous seas, 
My " ship 's come home " — to rest 

Safe anchored from the storms of life 
Upon one faithful breast. 

And it would cause no start or sigh, 
Nor thought of doubt or blame, 

If I should teach our little son 
His cousin Robert's name. — 



COUSIN ROBERT. 

That name, however wide it rings, 

I oft think, when alone, 
I rather would have seen it graved 

Upon a churchyard stone — 

Upon the white sunshining stone 

Where cousin Alick lies : 
Ah, sometimes, woe to him that lives ! 

Happy is he that dies ! 

Robert, Robert, many a tear — 
Though not the tears of old — 

Drops, thinking of your face last night 
Your hand's remembered fotd ; 

A young man's face, so like, so like 

Our mothers' faces fair : 
A young man's hand, so firm to clasp, 

So resolute to dare. 

1 thought you good — I wished you great ; 

You were my hope, my pride : 
To know you good, to make you great 
I once had happy died. 

To tear the plague-spot from your heart, 

Place honor on your brow, 
See old age come in crowned peace — 

I almost would die now ! 



73 



74 COUSIN ROBERT. 

Would give — all that 's now mine to give - 

To have you sitting there, 
The cousin Robert of my youth — 

Though beggar'd, with gray hair. 

O Robert, Robert, some that live 
Are dead, long ere they arc old ; 

Better the pure heart of our youth 
Than palaces of gold ; 

Better the blind faith of our youth 
Than doubt, which all truth braves ; 

Better to mourn, God's children dear, 
Than laugh, the Devil's slaves. 

Robert, Robert, life is sweet, 
And love is boundless gain : 

Yet if I mind of you, my heart 
Is stabbed with sudden pain : 

And as in peace this Christmas eve 

I close our quiet doors, 
And kiss " good-night" on sleeping heads - 

Such bonnie curls, — like yours : 

1 fall upon my bended knees 

With sobs that choke each word ; — 
" On those who err and are deceived 
Have mercy, good Lord ! " 




AT LAST. 75 



AT LAST. 

OWN, down like a pale leaf dropping 
Under an autumn sky, 
My love dropped into my bosom 
Quietly, quietly. 



There was not a ray of sunshine 
And not a sound in the air, 

As she trembled into my bosom — 
My love, no longer fair. 

All year round in her beauty 
She dwelt on the tree-top high : 

She danced in the summer breezes, 
She laughed to the summer sky. 

I lay so low in the grass-dews, 

She sat so high above, 
She never wist of my longing, 

She never dreamed of my love. 

But when winds laid bare her dwelling, 
And her heart could find no rest, 

I called — and she fluttered downward 
Into my faithful breast. 



7 6 THE AURORA ON THE CLYDE. 



I know that my love is fading ; 

I know I cannot fold 
Her fragrance from the frost-blight, 

Her beauty from the mould : 



But a little, little longer 

She shall contented lie, 
And wither away in the sunshine 

Silently, silently. 

Come when thou wilt, grim Winter, 
My year is crowned and blest 

If when my love is dying 
She die upon my breast. 



THE AURORA ON THE CLYDE. 

September, 1850. 

^|H me, how heavily the night comes down, 
Heavily, heavily : 
Fade the curved shores, the blue hills' 
serried throng, 
The darkening waves we oared in light and song : 
Joy melts from us as sunshine from the sky ; 

And Patience with sad eye 
Takes up her staff and drops her withered crown. 




THE AURORA ON THE CLYDE. 77 

Our small boat heaves upon the heaving river, 

Wearily, wearily: 
The flickering shore-lights come and go by fits ; 
Towering 'twixt earth and heaven dusk silence sits, 
Death at her feet ; above, infinity ; 

Between, slow drifting by, 
Our tiny boat, like life, floats onward ever. 

Pale, mournful hour, — too early night that falls 

Drearily, drearily, 
Come not so soon ! Keturn, return, bright day, 
Kind voices, smiles, blue mountains, sunny bay ! 
In vain ! Life's dial cannot backward fly : 

The dark time comes. Low lie, 
And listen, soul. Oft in the night, God calls. 

***** 
Light, light on the black river ! How it gleams, 

Solemnly, solemnly ! 
Like troops of pale ghosts on their pensive march, 
Treading the far heavens in a luminous arch, 
Each after each : phantasms serene and high 

From that eternity 
Where all earth's sharpest woes grow dim as 
dreams. 

Let us drink in the glory, full and whole, 

Silently, silently : 
Gaze, till it lulls all pain, all vain desires : — 



7 8 THE AURORA ON THE CLYDE. 

See now, that radiant bow of pillared fires 
Spanning the hills like dawn, until they lie 

In soft tranquillity, 
And all night's ghastly glooms asunder roll. 

Look, look again ! the vision changes fast, 

Gloriously, gloriously : 
That was heaven's gate with its illumined road, 
But this is heaven ; the very throne of God 
Hung with flame curtains of celestial dye 

Waving perpetually, 
While to and fro innumerous angels haste. 

I see no more the stream, the boat that moves 

Mournfully, mournfully : 
And we who sit, poor prisoners of clay : 
It is not night, it is immortal day, 
Where the Onp Presence fills eternity, 

And each, His servant high, 
Forever praises and forever loves. 

O soul, forget the weight that drags thee down 

Deathfully, deathfully : 
Know thyself. As this glory wraps thee round, 
Let it melt off' the chains that long have bound 
Thy strength. Stand free before thy God and cry- 

" My Father, here am I : 
Give to me as Thou wilt — first cross, then crown/ 




AN AURORA BOREALIS. 79 



AN AURORA BOREALIS. 

Roslin Castle. 

STRANGE soft gleam, ghostly dawn 

That never brightens unto day ; 
Ere earth's mirk pale once more be 
drawn 
Let us look out beyond the gray. 

It is just midnight by the clock — 
There is no sound on glen or hill, 

The moaning linn adown its rock 

Leaps, but the woods lie dark and still. 

Austere against the kindling sky 
Yon broken turret blacker grows ; 

Harsh light, to show remorselessly 
Ruins night hid in kind repose ! 

Nay, beauteous light, nay, light that fills 
The whole heaven like a dream of morn, 

As waking upon northern hills 

She smiles to find herself new-born, — 

Strange light, I know thou wilt not stay, 
That many an hour must come and go 



80 AT THE LINN- SIDE. 

Before the pale November day 

Break in the east, forlorn and slow. 

Yet blest one gleam — one gleam like this, 
When all heaven brightens in our sight, 

And the long night that was and is 
And shall be, vanishes in light : 

O blest one hour like this ! to rise 

And see grief's shadows backward roll; 

While bursts on unaccustomed eyes 
The glad Aurora of the soul. 



AT THE LINN-SIDE. 

Roslin. 

LIVING, living water, 

So busy and so bright, 
Aye flashing in the morning beams, 
And sounding through the night; 
O golden-shining water — 

Would God that I might be 
A vocal message from His mouth 
Into the world, like thee ! 




AT THE LINN-SIDE. Si 

O merry, merry water, 

Which nothing e'er affrays ; 
And as it pours from rock to rock 

Nothing e'er stops or stays ; 
But past cool heathery hollows 

And gloomy pools it flows ; 
Past crags that fain would shut it in 

Leaps through — and on it goes. 

O freshening, sparkling water, 

O voice that 's never still, 
Though winter lays her dead-white hand 

On brae and glen and hill ; 
Though no leaf 's left to flutter 

In woods all mute and hoar, 
Yet thou, river, night and day 

Thou runnest evermore. 

No foul thing can pollute thee ; 

Thy swiftness casts aside 
All ill, like a good heart and true, 

However sorely tried. 
O living, living water, 

So fresh and bright and free — 
God lead us through this changeful world 

Forever pure, like thee ! 




82 A HYMN FOR CHRISTMAS HORNING. 
A HYMN FOR CHRISTMAS MORNING. 

1855. 

" T is the Christmas time : 
And up and down 'twixt heaven and 

earth, 
In glorious grief and solemn mirth, 
The shining angels climb. 

And unto everything 

That lives and moves, for heaven, on earth, 
"With equal share of grief and mirth, 
The shining angels sing : — 

" Babes new-born, undefined, 
In lowly hut, or mansion wide — 
Sleep safely through this Christmas-tide 
When Jesus was a child. 

" young men, bold and free, 
In peopled town, or desert grim, 
When ye are tempted like to Him, 
' The man Christ Jesus ' see. 

" Poor mothers, with your hoard 
Of endless love and countless pain — 



A HYMN FOR CHRISTMAS MORNING. 83 

Remember all her grief, her gain, 
The Mother of the Lord. 



" Mourners, half blind with woe, 
Look up ! One standeth in this place, 
And by the pity of His face 
The Man of Sorrows know. 

" Wanderers in far countrie, 

O think of Him who came, forgot, 

To His own, and they received Him not - 

Jesus of Galilee. 

<c O all ye who have trod 

The wine-press of affliction, lay 

Your hearts before His heart this day — 

Behold the Christ of God ! " 



84 A PSALM FOE NEW YEARS EVE. 



A PSALM FOR NEW YEAR'S EVE. 



1855. 




FRIEND stands at the door ; 
In either tight-closed hand 
Hiding rich gifts, three hundred and 
three score : 

Waiting to strew them daily o'er the land 

Even as seed the sower. 

Each drops he, treads it in and passes by : 

It cannot be made fruitful till it die. 



O good New Year, we clasp 

This warm shut hand of thine, 

Loosing forever, with half sigh, half gasp, 

That which from ours falls like dead fingers' twine : 

Ay, whether fierce its grasp 

Has been, or gentle, having been, we know 

That it was blessed : let the Old Year go. 



O New Year, teach us faith ! 

The road of life is hard : 

When our feet bleed and scourging winds us scathe, 

Point thou to Him whose visage was more marred 

Than any man's : who saith 



A PSALM FOR NEW YEAR'S EVE. 8 5 

" Make straight paths for your feet " — and to the 

opprest — 
" Come ye to Me, and I will give you rest." 

Yet Wang some lamp-like hope 

Above this unknown way, 

Kind year, to give our spirits freer scope 

And our hands strength to work while it is day. 

But if that way must slope 

Tombward, bring before our fading eyes 

The lamp of life, the Hope that never dies. 

Comfort our souls with love, — 

Love of all human kind ; 

Love special, close — in which like sheltered dove 

Each weary heart its own safe nest may find ; 

And love that turns above 

Adoringly ; contented to resign 

All loves, if need be, for the Love Divine. 

Friend, come thou like a friend, 

And whether bright thy face, 

Or dim with clouds we cannot comprehend, — 

We '11 hold out patient hands, each in his place, 

And trust thee to the end. 

Knowing thou leadest onwards to those spheres 

Where there are neither days nor months nor years. 




86 FAITHFUL IN VANITY-FAIR. 



FAITHFUL IN VANITY-FAIR. 

Suggested by one of David Scott's illustrations of " Pilgrim's 
Progress." 

I. 

?HE great human whirlpool — 'tis seeth- 
ing and seething : 
On ! No time for shrieking out — 
scarcely for breathing : 
All toiling and moiling, some feebler, some bolder, 
But each sees a fiend-face grim over his shoulder : 
Thus merrily live they in Vanity-fair. 

The great human caldron — it boils ever higher: 
Some drowning, some sinking ; while some, steal- 
ing nigher 
Athirst, come and lean o'er its outermost verges, 
Or touch, as a child's feet touch, timorous, the 
surges — 
One plunge — lo ! more souls swamped in Vani- 
ty-fair. 

Let 's live while we live ; for to-morrow all 's 
over : 

Drink deep, drunkard bold ; and kiss close, mad- 
dened lover ; 



FAITHFUL IN VANITY-FAIR. 87 

Smile, hypocrite, smile ; it is no such hard labor, 
While each stealthy hand stabs the heart of his 
neighbor — 
Faugh ! Fear not : we 've no hearts in Vanity- 
fair. 

The mad crowd divides and then soon closes after : 

Afar towers the pyre. Through the shouting and 
laughter 

" What new sport is this % " gasps a reveller, half 
turning. — 

" One Faithful, meek fool, who is led to the burn- 
ing, 
He cumbered us sorely in Vanity-fair. 

" A dreamer, who held every man for a brother ; 
A coward, who, smit on one cheek, gave the other ; 
A fool, whose blind soul took as truth all our lying, 
Too simple to live, so best fitted for dying : 
Sure, such are best swept out of Vanity-fair." 



II. 

Silence ! though the flames arise and quiver : 
Silence ! though the crowd howls on forever : 
Silence ! Through this fiery purgatory 
God is leading up a soul to glory. 



88 FAITHFUL IN VANITY-FAIR. 

See, the white lips with no moans are trembling, 
Hate of foes or plaint of friends' dissembling ; 
If sighs come — his patient prayers outlive them, 
" Lord — these know not what they do. Forgive them ! " 

Thirstier still the roaring flames are glowing; 
Fainter in his ear the laughter growing ; 
Brief will last the fierce and fiery trial, 
Angel welcomes drown the earth denial. 

Now the amorous death-fires, gleaming ruddy, 
Clasp him close. Down drops the quivering body, 
While through harmless flames ecstatic flying- 
Shoots the beauteous soul. This, this is dying. 

Lo, the opening sky with splendor rifted, 
Lo, the palm-branch for his hands uplifted : 
Lo, the immortal chariot, cloud-descending, 
And its legioned angels close attending. 

Let his poor dust mingle with the embers 
While the crowds sweep on and none remembers : 
Saints unnumbered through the Infinite Glory, 
Praising God, recount the martyr's story. 



HER LIKENESS. 



HER LIKENESS. 




GIRL, who has so many wilful ways 
She would have caused Job's pa- 
tience to forsake him ; 
Yet is so rich in all that 's girlhood's 
praise, 
Did Job himself upon her goodness gaze, 
A little better she would surely make him. 

Yet is this girl I sing in naught uncommon, 
And very far from angel yet, I trow. 

Her faults, her sweetnesses, are purely human ; 

Yet she 's more lovable as simple woman 
Than any one diviner that I know. 

Therefore I wish that she may safely keep 

This womanhede, and change not, only grow ; 
From maid to matron, youth to age, may creep, 
And in perennial .blessedness, still reap 

On every hand of that which she doth sow. 



9° 




ONLY A DREAM. 

ONLY A DREAM. 

' I waked — she fled : and day brought back my night." 

ETHOUGHT I saw thee yesternight 
Sit by me in the olden guise, 
The white robes and the palm foregone? 
Weaving instead of amaranth crown 
A web of mortal dyes. 



I cried, " Where hast thou been so long ? " 
(The mild eyes turned and mutely smiled :) 

" Why dwellest thou in far-off lands ? 

What is that web within thy hands ? " 
— "I work for thee, my child." 

I clasped thee in my arms and wept ; 

I kissed thee oft with passion wild : 
I poured fond questions, tender blame ; 
Still thy sole answer was the same, — 

" I work for thee, my child." 

" Come and walk with me as of old." 
Then earnest thou, silent as before ; 
We passed along that churchyard way 
We used to tread each Sabbath day, 
Till one trod earth no more. 



ONLY A DREAM. 9 i 

I felt thy hand upon my arm, 

Beside me thy meek face I saw, 
Yet through the sweet familiar grace 
A something spiritual could trace 

That left a nameless awe. 

Trembling I said, " Long years have passed 
Since thou wert from my side beguiled ; 

Now thou 'rt returned and all shall be 

As was before." — Half-pensively 

Thou answered'st — "Nay, my child." 

I pleaded sore : " Hadst thou forgot 

The love wherewith we loved of old, — 
The long sweet days of converse blest, 
The nights of slumber on thy breast, — 
Wert thou to me grown cold 1 " 

There beamed on me those eyes of heaven 

That wept no more, but ever smiled ; 
" Love only is love in that Home 
Where I abide — where, till thou come, 
I work for thee, my child." 

If from my sight thou passedst then, 

Or if my sobs the dream exiled, 
I know not : but in memory clear 
I seem these strange words still to hear, 

" / work for thee, my child." 




92 TO MY GODCHILD ALICE. 



TO MY GODCHILD ALICE. 

JLICE, Alice, little Alice, 

My new-christened baby Alice, 

Can there ever rhymes be found 
To express my wishes for thee 
In a silvery flowing, worthy 

Of that silvery sound ? 
Bonnie Alice, Lady Alice, 

Sure, this sweetest name must be 
A true omen to thee, Alice, 
Of a life's long melody. 

Alice, Alice, little Alice, 

May st thou prove a golden chalice, 

Filled with holiness like wine : 
With rich blessings running o'er 
Yet replenished evermore 

From a fount divine : 
Alice, Alice, little Alice, 

When this future comes to thee, 
In thy young life's brimming chalice 

Keep some drops of balm for me ! 

Alice, Alice, little Alice, 

Mayst thou grow a goodly palace, 






93 



TO MY GODCHILD ALICE. 

Fitly framed from roof to floors, 
Pure unto the inmost centre, 
While high thoughts like angels enter 

At the open doors : 
Alice, Alice, little Alice, 

When this beauteous sight I see, 
In thy woman-heart's wide palace 

Keep one nook of love for me. 



Alice, Alice, little Alice, — 
Sure the verse halts out of malice 

To the thoughts it feebly bears, 
And thy name's soft echoes, ranging 
From quaint rhyme to rhyme, are changing 

Into silent prayers. 
God be with thee, little Alice, 

Of His bounteousness may He 
Fill the chalice, build the palace, 

Here, unto eternity ! 




EIGHTEEN SONNETS. 



RESIGNING. 




"Poor heart, what bitter words we speak 
When God speaks of resigning ! " 

CHILDREN, that lay their pretty gar- 
lands by 

So piteously, yet with a humble mind ; 

Sailors, who, when their ship rocks in 
the wind, 
Cast out her freight with half-averted eye, . 
Riches for life exchanging solemnly, 
Lest they should never gain the wished-for shore ; — 
Thus we, Father, standing Thee before, 
Do lay down at Thy feet without a sigh 
Each after each our precious things and rare, 
Our dear heart-jewels and our garlands fair. 
Perhaps Thou knewest that the flowers would die, 
And the long-voyaged hoards be found but dust : 
So took'st them, while unchanged. To Thee we trust 
For incorruptible treasure : Thou art just. 



SONNETS. 95 



SAINT ELIZABETH OF BOHEMIA. 

" Would that we two were lying 
Beneath the churchyard sod, 
With our limbs at rest in the green earth's breast, 
And our souls at home with God." 

Kingsley's SainVs Tragedy. 

I. 

NEVER lay me down to sleep at night 
But in my heart I sing that little song : 
The angels hear it as, a pitying throng, 
They touch my burning lids with fin- 
gers bright 
As moonbeams, pale, impalpable, and light : 
And when my daily pious tasks are done, 
And all my patient prayers said one by one, 
God hears it. Seems it sinful in His sight 
That round my slow burnt-offering of quenched 

will 
One quivering human sigh creeps wind-like still ? 
That when my orisons celestial fail 
Rises one note of natural human wail ? 
Dear lord, spouse, hero, martyr, saint ! erelong, 
I trust, God will forgive my singing that poor song. 




9 6 SONNETS. 



II. 



A year ago I bade my little son 
Bear upon pilgrimage a heavy load 
Of alms ; he cried, half-fainting on the road, 
"Mother, mother, would the day were done \" 
Him I reproved with tears, and said, "Go on ! 
Nor pause nor murmur till thy task be o'er." — 
Would not God say to me the same, and more? 
I will not sing that song. Thou, dearest one, 
Husband — no, brother ! — stretch thy steadfast 

hand 
And let mine grasp it. Now, I also stand, 
My woman weakness nerved to strength like thine ; 
We '11 quaff life's aloe-cup as if 't were wine 
Each to the other; journeying on apart, 
Till at heaven's golden doors we two leap heart to 

heart. 






SONNETS. 



97 



A MARRIAGE-TABLE. 



W. H. L. and F. R. 




HERE was a marriage-table where One 

sate, 
Haply, unnoticed, till they craved His 

aid: 

Thenceforward does it seem that He has made 
All virtuous marriage-tables consecrate : 
And so, at this, where without pomp or state 
We sit, and only say, or mute, are fain 
To wish the simple words " God bless these 

twain ! " 
I think that He who " in the midst " doth wait 
Oft-times, wouid not abjure our prayerful cheer, 
But, as at Cana, list with gracious ear 
To us, beseeching, that the Love divine 
May ever at their household table sit, 
Make all His servants who encompass it, 
And change life's bitterest waters into wine. 




SONNETS. 

MICHAEL THE ARCHANGEL. 

A Statuette. 

I. 

IY white archangel, with thy steadfast 

eyes 
Beholding all this empty ghost-filled 
room, 

Thy clasped hands resting on the sword of doom, 
Thy firm, close lips, not made for human sighs 
Or smiles, or kisses sweet, or bitter cries, 
But for divine exhorting, holy song 
And righteous counsel, bold from seraph tongue. 
Beautiful angel, strong as thou art wise, 
"Would that the sight of thee made wise and 

strong ! 
Would that this sheathed sword of thine, which 

lies 
Stonily idle, could gleam out among 
The spiritual hosts of enemies 
That tempting shriek — " Requite thou wrong with 

wrong/' 
Lama Sabachthani, — How long, how long. 



SONNETS. 



II. 



99 



Michael, the leader of the hosts of God, 
Who warred with Satan for the body of him 
Whom, living, God had loved — If cherubim 
With cherubim contended for one clod 
Of human dust, for forty years that trod 
The gloomy desert of Heaven's chastisement, 
Are there not ministering angels sent 
To battle with the devils that roam abroad, 
Clutching our living souls 1 " The living, still 
The living, they shall praise Thee ! " — Let some 

great 
Invisible spirit enter in and fill 
The howling chambers of hearts desolate ; 
With looks like thine, Michael, strong and wise, 
My white archangel with the steadfast eyes. 



SONNETS. 




BEATRICE TO DANTE. 

' Guardami ben. Ben son, ben son." * 

]EGARD me well : I am thy love, thy 

love ; 
Thy blessing, thy delight, thy hope, 

thy peace : 

Thy joy above all joys that break and cease 
When their full waves in widest circles move : 
Thy bird of comfort, thine eternal dove, 
Whom thou didst send out of thy mournful breast 
To flutter back and point thee to thy rest : 
Thine angel, who forgets her crown star-wove 
To come to thee with folded woman-hands 
Pleading, — "Look on me, Beatrice, who stands 
Before thee ; by the Triune Light divine 
Un dazzled, still beholds thy human face, 
And is more happy in this happy place 
That thou alone art hers and she is thine." 

* Suggested by a statue of Beatrice, bearing this motto. 



SONNETS. i oi 

DANTE TO BEATRICE. 

II. 

I see thee, gliding towards me with slow pace 

Across the azure fields of Paradise, 

Where thine each footstep makes a star arise. 

So from this heart's once void but infinite space 

Each strange sweet touch of thy celestial grace 

In the old mortal life, struck out some spark 

To light the world, though all my heaven lay dark. 

Beatrice, cypresses enlace 

My laurels : none have grown save tear-bedewed — 
Salt tears that sank into the earth unviewed, 
And sprang up green to form a crown of bays. 
Take it ! At thy dear feet I lay my all, 
What men my honors, virtues, glories, call : 

1 lived, loved, suffered, sung — for thy sole praise. 




SONNETS. 



A QUESTION. 



^OUL, spirit, genius — which thou art — 
that whence 
I know not, rose upon this mortal frame 
Like the sun o'er the mountains, all 
aflame, 
Seen large through mists of childish innocence, 
And year by year with me uptravelling thence, 
As hour by hour the day-star, madest aspire 
My nature, interpenetrate with fire 
It felt but understood not — strong, intense, 
Wisdom with folly mixed, and gold with clay; — 
Soul, thou hast journeyed with me all this way. 
Oft hidden and o'erclouded, oft arrayed 
In scorching splendors that my earth-life burned, 
Yet ever unto thee my true life turned, 
For, dim, or clear, 't was thou my daylight made. 



SONNETS. 



II. 



103 



Soul, dwelling oft in God's infinitude, 
And sometimes seeming no more part of me — 
This me, worms' heritage — than that sun can be 
Part of the earth he has with warmth imbued, — 
Whence earnest thou ? whither goest thou ? I, 

subdued 
With awe of mine own being — thus sit still, 
Dumb, on the summit of this lonely hill, 
Whose dry November-grasses dew-bestrewed 
Mirror a million suns — That sun, so bright, 
Passes, as thou must pass, Soul, into night : 
Art thou afraid, who solitary hast trod 
A path I know not, from a source to a bourne, 
Both which I know not ? fear'st thou to return 
Alone, even as thou earnest, alone, to God ? 



io4 SONNETS. 



ANGEL FACES. 



" And with the dawn those angel faces smile 
That I have loved long since, and lost awhile.' 



I. 



SHALL not paint them. God them 

sees, and I : 
No other can, nor need. They have no 

form, 

I may not close with human kisses warm 
Their eyes which shine afar or from on high, 
But never will shine nearer till I die. 
How long, how long ! See, I am growing old ; 
I have quite ceased to note in my hair's fold 
The silver threads that there in ambush lie ; 
Some angel faces bent from heaven would pine 
To trace the sharp lines graven upon mine ; 
What matter ? in the wrinkles ploughed by care 
Let age tread after, sowing immortal seeds ; 
All this life's harvest yielded, wheat or weeds, 
Is reaped, methinks : at last my little field lies bare. 




SONNETS. 



105 



II. 



But in the night time, 'twixt it and the stars, 
The angel faces still come glimmering by ; 
No death-pale shadow, no averted eye 
Marking the inevitable doom that bars 
Me from them. Not a cloud their aspect mars ; 
And my sick spirit walks with them hand in hand 
By the cool waters of a pleasant land : 
Sings with them o'er again, without its jars, 
The psalnr of life, that ceased, as one by one 
Their voices, dropping off, left mine alone 
With dull monotonous wail to grieve the air. 

solitary love, that art so strong, 

1 think God will have pity on thee erelong, 

And take thee where thou'lt find those angel 
faces fair. 




io6 SONNETS. 



SUNDAY MORNING BELLS. 

HROM the near city comes the clang of 
bells : 
Their hundred jarring diverse tones 
combine 

In one faint misty harmony, as fine 
As the soft note yon winter robin swells. — 
What if to Thee in Thine Infinity 
These multiform and many-colored creeds 
Seem but the robe man wraps as masquers' weeds 
Round the one living truth Thou givest him — 

Thee ? 
What if these varied forms that worship prove, 
Being heart-worship, reach Thy perfect ear 
But as a monotone, complete and clear, 
Of which the music is, through Christ's name, 

Love ? 
Forever rising in sublime increase 
To " Glory in the Highest, — on earth peace ? " 




SONNETS, 107 

CCEUR DE LION: 

Marochetti's Statue in the Great Exhibition of 1851. 



RICHARD the Lion-hearted, crowned 
serene 

With the true royalty of perfect man ; 

Seated in stone above the praise or ban 
Of these mixed crowds who come and gaping lean 
As if to> see what the word " king " might mean 
In those old times. Behold ! what need that rim 
Of crown 'gainst this blue sky, to signal him 
A monarch, of the monarchs that have been, 
And, perhaps, are not *? — Read his destinies 
In the full brow o'er-arching kingly eyes, 
In the strong hands, grasping both rein and 

sword, 
In the close mouth, so sternly beautiful : — 
Surely, a man who his own spirit can rule ; 
Lord of himself, therefore his brethren's lord. 



io8 SONNETS. 



II 



" Richard, mon roi." So minstrels sighed. 
The many-centuried voice dies fast away 
Amidst the turmoil of our modern day. 
How know we but these green-wreathed legends 

hide 
An ugly truth that never could abide 
In this our living world's far purer air ? — 
Nevertheless, O statue, rest thou there, 
Our Richard, of all chivalry the pride ; 
Or if not the true Richard, still a type 
Of the old regal glory, fallen, o'er-ripe, 
And giving place to better blossoming : 
Stand — imaging the grand heroic days ; 
And let our little children come and gaze, 
Whispering with innocent awe — " This was a 

Kinsf." 




SONNETS. 109 

GUNS OF PEACE. 

Sunday Night, March 30th, 1856. 

>)HOSTS of dead soldiers in the battle 
slain, 
Ghosts of dead heroes dying nobler far, 
In the long patience of inglorious war, 
Of famine, cold, heat, pestilence, and pain, — 
All ye whose loss makes our victorious gain — 
This quiet night, as sounds the cannon's tongue, 
Do ye look down the trembling stars among 
Viewing our peace and war with like disdain ? 
Or wiser grown since reaching those new spheres, 
Smile ye on those poor bones ye sowed as seed 
For this our harvest, nor regret the deed ? — 
Yet lift one cry with us to Heavenly ears — 
" Strike with Thy bolt the next red flag unfurled, 
And make all wars to cease throughout the 
world." 




no SONNETS. 

DAVID'S CHILD. 

— " Is the child dead ? " — And they said, " He is dead." 

" N face of a great sorrow like to death 
How do we wrestle night and day with 

tears ; 
Plow do we fast and pray ; how small 
appears 
The outside world, while, hanging on some breath 
Of fragile hope, the chamber where we lie 
Includes all space. — But if sudden at last 
The blow falls ; or by incredulity 
Fond led, we — never having one thought cast 
Towards years where "the child" was not — see 

it die, 
And with it all our future, all our past, — 
We just look round us with a dull surprise : 
For lesser pangs we had filled earth with cries 
Of wild and angry grief that would be heard : — 
But when the heart is broken — not a word. 



SONNETS. 



A WORD IN SEASON. 




HIS is a day the Lord hath made/' — 
Thus spake 
The good religious heart, unstained, 
unworn, 

Watching the golden glory of the morn. — 
Since, on each happy day that came to break 
Like sunlight o'er this silent life of mine, 
Yea, on each beauteous morning I saw shine, 
I have remembered these your words, rejoiced 
And been glad in it. So, o'er many-voiced 
Tumultuous harmonies of tropic seas, 
Which chant an everlasting farewell grand 
Between ourselves and you and the old land, 
Receive this token : many words chance-sown 
May oftentimes have taken root and grown, 
To bear good fruit perennially, like these. 



ii2 THE PATH THROUGH THE SNOW. 



THE PATH THROUGH THE SNOW: 




ARE and sunshiny, bright and bleak, 
Rounded cold as a dead maid's check, 
Folded white as a sinner's shroud, 
Or wandering angel's robes of cloud. — 
Well I know, well I know 
Over the fields the path through the snow. 

Narrow and rough it lies between 

Wastes where the wind sweeps, biting keen : 

Every step of the slippery road 

Marks where some weary foot has trod ; 

Who '11 go, who '11 go 
After the rest on the path through the snow ? 

They who would tread it must walk alone, 
Silent and steadfast — one by one: 
Dearest to dearest can only say, 
" My heart ! I '11 follow thee all the way, 

As we go, as we go, 
Each after each on this path through the snow." 

It may be under that western haze 
Lurks the omen of brighter days ; 
That each sentinel tree is quivering 
Deep at its core with the sap of spring, 



THE PATH THROUGH THE CORN. 113 

And while we go, while we go, 
Green grass-blades pierce thro' the glittering snow. 

It may be the unknown path will tend 
Never to any earthly end, 
Die with the dying day obscure, 
And never lead to a human door : 
That none know who did go 
Patiently once on this path through the snow. 

No matter, no matter ! the path shines plain ; 
These pure snow-crystals will deaden pain ; 
Above, like stars in the deep blue dark, 
Eyes that love us look down and mark. 

Let us go, let us go, 
Whither heaven leads in the path thro' the snow. 



THE PATH THROUGH THE CORN. 



AVY and bright in the summer air, 
Like a pleasant sea when the wind 

blows fair, 
And its roughest breath has scarcely 
curled 
The green highway to a distant world, — 




ii 4 THE PATH THROUGH THE CORN. 

Soft whispers passing from shore to "shore, 
As from hearts content, yet desiring more — 

Who feels forlorn, 
Wandering thus down the path through the 
corn ? 

A short space since, and the dead leaves lay 
Mouldering under the hedgerow gray, 
Nor hum of insect, nor voice of bird, 
O'er the desolate field was ever heard ; 
Only at eve the pallid snow 
Blushed rose-red in the red sun-glow ; 

Till, one blest morn, 
Shot up into life the young green corn. 

Small and feeble, slender and pale, 

It bent its head to the winter gale, 

Hearkened the wren's soft note of cheer, 

Hardly believing spring was near : 

Saw chestnuts bud out and campions blow, 

And daisies mimic the vanished snow 

Where it was born, 
On either side of the path through the corn. 

The corn, the corn, the beautiful corn, 
Rising wonderful, morn by morn : 
First, scarce as high as a fairy's wand, 
Then, just in reach of a child's wee hand ; 



THE GOOD OF IT. u 5 

Then growing, growing, tall, brave, and strong : 
With the voice of new harvests in its song ; 

While in fond scorn 
The lark out-carols the whispering corn. 

A strange, sweet path, formed day by day, 

How, when, and wherefore, we cannot say, 

No more than of our life-paths we know, 

Whither they lead us, why we go ; 

Or whether our eyes shall ever see 

The wheat in the ear or the fruit on the tree ; 

Yet, who *s forlorn ? — 
He who watered the furrows can ripen the corn. 



THE GOOD OF IT. 

A Cynic's Song. 

^]OME men strut proudly, all purple and 
gold, 
Hiding queer deeds 'neath a cloak 
of good fame ; 
I creep along, braving hunger and cold, 

To keep my heart stainless as well as my name ; 
So, so, where is the good of it ? 




n6 THE GOOD OF IT. 

Some clothe bare Truth in fine garments of words, 

Fetter her free limbs with cumbersome state : 
With me, let me sit at the lordliest boards, 

" I love " means / love, and " I hate " means 
/ hate, 
But, but, where is the good of it ? 

Some have rich dainties and costly attire, 

Guests fluttering round them and duns at the 
door : 
I crouch alone at my plain board and fire, 

Enjoy what I pay for and scorn to have more. 
Yet, yet, where is the good of it ? 

Some gather round them a phalanx of friends, 

Scattering affection like coin in a crowd ; 
I keep my heart for the few that heaven sends, 
Where they '11 find their names writ when I lie 
in my shroud. 
Still, still, where is the good of it ? 

Some toy with love, lightly come, lightly go, 
A blithe game at hearts, little worth, little 
cost : — 
I staked my whole soul on one desperate throw, 
A life 'gainst an hour's sport. We played ; 
and I — lost. 
Ha, ha, such was the good of it ! 



MINE. 



117 



MORAL: ADDED ON HIS DEATH-BED. 

Turn the Past's mirror backward. Its shadows 
removed, 
The dim confused mass becomes softened, sub- 
lime : 
I have worked — I have felt — I have lived — I 
have loved, 
And each was a step towards the goal I now 
climb : 
Thou, God, Thou sawest the good of it. 



MINE. 



For a German Air. 




HOW my heart is beating as her name 
I keep repeating, 
And I drink up joy like wine : 
how my heart is beating as her name 
I keep repeating, 
For the lovely girl is mine ! 
She 's rich, she 's fair, beyond compare, 
Of noble mind, serene and kind — 



ii 8 A GHOST AT THE DANCING. 

And how my heart is beating as her name I keep 
repeating, 
For the lovely girl is mine ! 

O how my heart is beating as her name I keep 
repeating, 
In a music soft and fine ; 
O how my heart is beating as her name I keep 
repeating, 
For the girl I love is mine. 
She owns no lands, has no white hands, 
Her lot is poor, her life obscure ; — 
Yet how my heart is beating as her name I keep 
repeating, 
For the girl I love is mine ! 



A GHOST AT THE DANCING. 



« WIND-SWEPT tulip-bed — a colored 
f|\f] cloud 




^Sli Of butterflies careering in the air — 
A many-figured arras stirred to life, 
And merry unto midnight music dumb — 
So the dance whirls. Do any think of thee, 
Amiel, Amiel ? 






A GHOST AT THE DANCING. n 9 

Friends greet each other — countless rills of talk 
Meander round, scattering a spray of smiles. 
Surely — the news was false. One minute more 
And thou wilt stand here, tall and quiet-eyed, 
Shakespearian beauty in thy pensive face, 
Amiel, Amiel. 

Many here knew and loved thee — I nor loved, 
Scarce knew — yet in thy place a shadow glides, 
And a face shapes itself from empty air, 
Watching the dancers, grave and quiet-eyed — 
Eyes that now see the angels evermore, 
Amiel, Amiel. 

On just such night as this, 'midst dance and song, 

I bade thee carelessly a light good by — 

" Good by " — saidst thou ; " A happy journey 

home ! " 
Was the unseen death-angel at thy side, 
Mocking those words — "A happy journey home" 
Amiel, Amiel ? 

Ay, we play fool's play still ; thou hast gone home. 
While these dance here, a mile hence o'er thy 

grave 
Drifts the deep New Year snow. The wondrous 

gate 
We spoke of, thou hast entered ; I without 



120 MY CHRISTIAN NAME. 

Grope ignorant still — thou dost its secrets know, 
Amiel, Amiel. 

What if, thus sitting where we sat last year, 
Thou earnest, took'st up our broken thread of talk, 
And told'st of that new Home, which far I view, 
As children, wandering on through wintry fields, 
Mark on the hill the father's window shine, 
Amiel, Amiel? 

No. We shall see thy pleasant face no more ; 
Thy words on earth are ended. Yet thou livest ; 
'T is we who die. — I too, one day shall come, 
And, unseen, watch these shadows, quiet-eyed — 
Then flit back to thy land, the living land, 
Amiel, Amiel. 



MY CHRISTIAN NAME. 

Y Christian name, my Christian name, 

I never hear it now : 
None have the right to utter it, 
'T is lost, I scarce know how. 
My worldly name the world speaks loud ; 
Thank God for well-earned fame ! 




MY CHRISTIAN NAME. 

But silence sits at my cold hearth, — 
I have no household name. 

My Christian name, my Christian name, 

It has an uncouth sound ; 
My mother chose it out of those 

In Bible pages found : 
Mother, whose accents made half sweet 

What else I held in shame, 
Dost thou remember up in heaven . 

My poor lost Christian name ? 

Brothers and sisters, mockers oft 

Of the quaint name I bore, 
Would I could leap back years, to hear 

Ye shout it out once more ! 
One speaks it still, in written lines, 

The last fraternal claim : 
But the wide seas between us drown 

Its sound — my Christian name. 

I had a long dream once. Her voice 

Might breathe the homely word, 
And make it music — as love makes 

Any name, said or heard. 
O, dumb, dumb lips ! — ■ O, silent heart ! 

Though it is no one's blame : 
Now while I live I '11 never hear 

Her speak my Christian name. 



A DEAD BABY. 

God send her bliss, and send me rest ! 

If her white footsteps calm 
Should track my bleeding feet, God make 

To them each blood-drop balm ! 
Peace — peace. O mother, put thou forth 

Thine elder, holier claim, 
And the first word I hear in heaven 

May be my Christian name. 



A DEAD BABY. 




ITTLE soul, for such brief space that 
entered 
In this little body straight and chilly, 
Little life that fluttered and departed, 
Like a moth from an unopened lily, 
Little being, without name or nation, 
Where is now thy place among creation ? 

Little dark-lashed eyes, unclosed never, 
Little mouth, by earthly food ne'er tainted, 

Little breast, that just once heaved, and settled 
In eternal slumber, white and sainted, — 

Child, shall I in future children's faces 

See some pretty look that thine retraces 1 



A BEAD BABY. 123 

Is this thrill that strikes across my heart-strings 
And in dew beneath my eyelid gathers, 

Token of the bliss thou mightst have brought me, 
Dawning of the love they call a father's ? 

Do I hear through this still room a sighing 

Like thy spirit to me its author crying % 

Whence didst come and whither take thy journey, 
Little soul, of me and mine created ? 

Must thou lose us, and we thee, forever, 
O strange life, by minutes only dated ? 

Or new flesh assuming, just to prove us, 

In some other babe return and love us % 

Idle questions all : yet our beginning 

Like our ending, rests with the Life-sender, 

With whom naught is lost, and naught spent 
vainly : 
Unto Him this little one I render. 

Hide the face — the tiny coffin cover : 

So, our first dream, our first hope — is over. 




124 FOR MUSIC. 



FOR MUSIC. 

jJLONG the shore, along the shore 
I see the wavelets meeting : 
But thee I see — ah, never more, 
For all my wild heart's beating. 
The little wavelets come and go, 
The tide of life ebbs to and fro, 

Advancing and retreating : 
But from the shore, the steadfast shore, 

The sea is parted never : 
And mine I hold thee evermore, 
Forever and forever. 

Along the shore, along the shore, 

I hear the waves resounding, 
But thou wilt cross them nevermore 

For all my wild heart's bounding : 
The moon comes out above the tide 
And quiets all the billows wide 

Her pathway bright surrounding : 
Thus on the shore, the dreary shore, 

I walk with weak endeavor ; 
I have thy love's light evermore, 

Forever and forever. 






sj?Bim£ 



THE CANARY IN HIS CAGE 125 



THE CANARY IN HIS CAGE. 

3ING away, ay, sing away, 
Merry little bird, 
Always gayest of the gay, 
Though a woodland roundelay 
You ne'er sung nor heard ; 
Though your life from youth to age 
Passes in a narrow cage. 

Near the window wild birds fly, 

Trees are waving round : 
Fair things everywhere you spy 
Through the glass pane's mystery, 

Your small life's small bound : 
Nothing hinders your desire 
But a little gilded wire. 

Like a human soul you seem 

Shut in golden bars : 
Placed amidst earth's sunshine-stream, 
Singing to the morning beam, 

Dreaming 'neath the stars ; 
Seeing all life's pleasures clear, — 
But they never can come near. 



126 THE CANARY IN HIS CAGE. 

Never ! Sing, bird-poet mine, 

As most poets do ; — 
Guessing by an instinct fine 
At some happiness divine 

Which they never knew. 
Lonely in a prison bright 
Hymning for the world's delight. 

Yet, my birdie, you 're content 

In your tiny cage : 
Not a carol thence is sent 
But for happiness is meant — 

Wisdom pure as sage : 
Teaching, the true poet's part 
Is to sing with merry heart. 

So, lie down thou peevish pen, 
Eyes, shake off all tears ; 

And my wee bird, sing again : 

I '11 translate your song to men 
In these future years. 

" Howsoe'er thy lot 's assigned, 
Bear it with a cheerful mind." 




CONSTANCY IN INCONSTANCY. 127 
CONSTANCY IN INCONSTANCY. 

AN OLD MAN'S CONFESSION. 

^HE has a large still heart — this lady of 
mine, 
(Not mine, i' faith ! nor would I that 
she were :) 

She walks this world of ours like Grecian nymph, 
Pure with a marble pureness, moving on 
Among the herd of men, environed round 
With native airs of deep Olympian calm. 
I have a great love for that lady of mine : 
I like to watch her motions, trick of face, 
And turn of thought, when speaking high and wise 
The tongue of gods, not men. Ay, every day, 
And twenty times a day, I start to catch 
Some look or gesture of familiar mould, 
And then my panting soul leans forth to her 
Like some sick traveller who astoniecl sees 
Gliding across the distant twilight fields — 
His lovely, lost, beloved memory-fields — 
The shadowy people of an earlier world. 
I have a friend, how dearly liked, heart-warm, 
Did I confess, sure she and all would smile : 
I watch her as she steals in some dull room 



128 CONSTANCY IN INCONSTANCY. 

That brightens at her entrance — slow lets fall 

A word or two of wise simplicity, 

Then goes, and at her going all seems dark. 

Little she knows this : little thinks each brow 

Lightens, each heart grows purer with her eyes, 

Good, honest eyes — clear, upward, righteous eyes, 

That look as if they saw the dim unseen, 

And learnt from thence their deep compassionate 

calm. 
Why do I precious hold this friend of mine ? 
Why in our talks, our quiet fireside talks, 
When we, two earnest travellers through the dark, 
Grasp at the guiding threads that homeward lead, 
Seems it another soul than hers looks out 
From these her eyes ? — until I ofttimes start 
And quiver, as when some soft ignorant hand 
Touches the barb hid in a long-healed wound. 
Yet still no blame, but thanks to thee, dear friend, 
Ay, even when we wander back at eve, 
Thy careless arm loose linked within my own — 
The same height as I gaze down — nay, the hair 
Her very color — fluttering 'neath the stars — 
The same large stars which lit that earlier world. 
I have another love — whose dewy looks 
Are fresh with life's young dawn. I prophesy 
The streak of light now trembling on the hills 
Will broaden out into a glorious day. 
Thou sweet one, meek as good, and good as fair, 



CONSTANCY IN INCONSTANCY. 129 

Wise as a woman, harmless as a child, 
I love thee well ! And yet not thee, not thee, 
God knows— they know who sit among the stars. 
As one whose sun was darkened before noon, 
Creeps patiently along the twilight lands, 
Sees glow-worms, meteors, or tapers kind 
Of an hour's burning, stops awhile to mark, 
Thanks heaven for them, but never calls them 

day — 
So love I these, and more. Yet thou, my sun, 
Who rose, leaped to thy zenith, sat there throned, 
And made the whole earth day — look, if thou 

canst, 
Out of thy veiled glory, and behold 
How all these lesser lights but come and go, 
Mere reflexes of thee. Be it so ! I keep 
My face unto the eastward, where thou stand'st — 
I know thou stand'st — behind the purpling hills, 
And I shall wake and find morn in the world. 




1 3 o BURIED TO-DAY. 

BURIED TO-DAY. 

February 23, 1858. 

j URIED to-day. 

When the soft green buds are burst- 
ing out, 
And up on the south wind comes a 
shout 
Of village boys and girls at play 
In the mild spring evening gray. 

Taken away 

Sturdy of heart and stout of limb, 

From eyes that drew half their light from him, 

And put low, low, underneath the clay, 

In his spring — on this spring day. 

Passes away 

All the pride of boy-life begun, 

All the hope of life yet to run ; 
Who dares to question when One saith " Nay." 
Murmur not — only pray. 

Enters to-day 

Another body in churchyard sod, 

Another soul on the life in God. 
His Christ was buried — and lives alway : 
Trust Him, and go your way. 




THE MILL. 131 

THE MILL. 

For an Irish Tune. 

j|INDING and grinding 
Kound goes the mill : 
Winding and grinding 
Should never stand still. 
Ask not if neighbor 

Grind great or small : 
Spare not your labor, 

Grind your wheat all. 
Winding and grinding round goes the mill : 
Winding and grinding should never stand still. 

Winding and grinding 

Work through the day, 
Grief never minding — 

Grind it away ! 
What though tears dropping 

Bust as they fall ? 
Have no wheel stopping — 
Work comforts all. 
Winding and grinding round goes the mill : 
Winding and grinding should never stand still. 



132 NORTH WIND. 



NORTH WIND. 




OUD wind, strong wind, sweeping o'er 
the mountains, 
Fresh wind, free wind, blowing from 
the sea, 

Pour forth thy vials like streams from airy foun- 
tains, 
Draughts of life to me. 

Clear wind, cold wind, like a Northern giant, 
Stars brightly threading thy cloud-driven hair, 

Thrilling the blank night with thy voice defiant, 
Lo ! I meet thee there. 

Wild wind, bold wind, like a strong-armed angel, 
Clasp me and kiss me with thy kisses divine ; 

Breathe in this dulled ear thy secret sweet evan- 
gel- 
Mine — and only mine. 

Fierce wind, mad wind, howling o'er the nations, 
Knew'st thou how leapeth my heart as thou go- 
est by : 

Ah, thou wouldst pause awhile in a sudden patience 
Like a human sigh. 



NOW AND AFTERWARDS. 



133 



Sharp wind, keen wind, cutting as word-arrows, 
Empty thy quiverful ! pass by ! What is 't to 
thee, 
That in some mortal eyes life's whole bright circle 
narrows, 
To one misery ? 

Loud wind, strong wind, stay thou in the moun- 
tains, 
Fresh wind, free wind, trouble not the sea. 
Or lay thy deathly hand upon my heart's warm 
fountains, 
That I hear not thee. 



NOW AND AFTERWARDS. 

' Two hands upon the breast and labor is past." 

Russian Proverb. 

dWO hands upon the breast, 
And labor ? s done ; 
Two pale feet crossed in rest — 
The race is won ; 
Two eyes with coin-weights shut, 

And all tears cease ; 
Two lips where grief is mute, 
Anger at peace " ; — 




i 3 4 



A SKETCH. 



So pray we oftentimes, mourning our lot 
God in his kindness answereth not. 

" Two hands to work addrest 

Aye for His praise ; 
Two feet that never rest 

Walking His ways; 
Two eyes that look above 

Through all their tears; 
Two lips still breathing love, 

Not wrath, nor fears " ; 
So pray we afterwards, low on our knees ; 
Pardon those erring prayers ! Father, hear these ! 



A SKETCH. 



' Emelie, that fayrer was to seene 
Than is the lilye on hys stalke grene. 
Uprose the sua and uprose Emelie." 



OST thou thus love me, thou beauti- 
ful? 
So beautiful, that by thy side I seem 
Like a great dusky cloud beside a star : 
Yet thou creep'st o'er its edges, and it rests 
On its lone path, the slow deep-hearted cloud — 




A SKETCH. 135 

Then opes a rift and lets thee enter in ; 
And with thy beauty shining on its breast, 
Feels no more its own blackness — thou art fair. 

Dost thou thus love me, O thou all beloved, 
In whose large store the very meanest coin 
Would out-buy my whole wealth ? Yet here thou 

comest 
Like a kind heiress from her purple and down 
Uprising, who for pity cannot sleep, 
But goes forth to the stranger at her gate — 
The beggared stranger at her beauteous gate — 
And clothes and feeds; scarce blest till she has 

blest. 

Dost thou thus love me, thou pure of heart, 
Whose very looks are prayers ? What couldst 

thou see 
In this forsaken pool by the yew-wood's side, 
To sit down at its bank, and dip thy hand, 
Saying, "It is so clear ! " — And lo, erelong 
Its blackness caught the shimmer of thy wings, 
Its slimes slid downward from thy stainless palm, 
Its depths grew still that there thy form might rise. 

O beautiful ! well-beloved ! O rich 

In all that makes my need ! I lay me down 

I' the shadow of thy love, and feel no pain. 



136 



THE UNKNOWN COUNTRY. 



The cloud floats on, thee glittering on its breast, 
The beggar wears thy purple as his own : 
The noisome waves, made calm, creep to thy feet 
Rejoicing that they yet can image thee, 
And beyond thee, God's heaven, thick-sown with 
stars. 




THE UNKNOWN COUNTRY. 

To a German Air. 

HERE is the unknown country ? " 
I whispered sad and slow, — 
" The strange and awful country 
To which I soon must go, must go, 
To which I soon must go ? " 

Out of the unknown country 

A voice sang soft and low : — 
" O pleasant is that country 

And sweet it is to go, to go, 

And sweet it is to go. 



* Along the shining country 
The peaceful rivers flow : 



A CHILD'S SMILE. 

And in that wondrous country 

The tree of life does grow, does grow, 
The tree of life does grow." 

Ah, then into that country 

Of which I nothing know, 
The everlasting country, 

With willing heart I go, I go, 

With willing heart I go. 



137 



A CHILD'S SMILE. 

"For I say unto you, that in heaven their angels do al- 
ways behold the face of my Father which is in heaven." 

CHILD'S smile — nothing more ; 
Quiet, and soft, and grave, and seldom 

seen ; 
Like summer lightning o'er, 
Lea vino; the little face again serene. 




I think, boy well-beloved, 

Thine angel, who did grieve to see how far 

Thy childhood is removed 

From sports that dear to other children are, 



138 A CHILD'S SMILE. 

On this pale cheek has thrown 

The brightness of his countenance, and made 

A beauty like his own — 

That, while we see it, we are half afraid, 

And marvel, will it stay 1 

Or, long ere manhood, will that angel fair, 

Departing some sad day, 

Steal the child-smile and leave the shadow care 1 

Nay, fear not. As is given 

Unto this child the father watching o'er, 

His angel up in heaven 

Beholds Our Father's face for evermore. 

And he will help him bear 

His burthen, as his father helps him now ; 

So may he come to wear 

That happy child-smile on an old man's brow. 



VIOLETS. 1 39 



VIOLETS. 

SENT IN A LITTLE BOX. 




tET them lie, yes, let them lie, 
They '11 be dead to-morrow : 
Lift the lid np quietly 
As you 'd lift the mystery 
Of a shrouded sorrow. 

Let them lie, the fragrant things, 
Their sweet souls thus giving : 
Let no breezes' ambient wings, 
And no useless water-springs 
Lure them into living. 

They have lived — they live no more : 
Nothing can requite them 

For the gentle life they bore 

And up-yielded in full store 
While it did delight them. 

Yet, poor flowers, not sad to die 

In the hand that slew ye, 
Did ye leave the open sky, 
And the winds that wandered by, 

And the bees that knew ye. 



140 VIOLETS. 

Giving up a small earth place, 

And a day of blooming, 
Here to lie in narrow space, 
Smiling in this sickly face, 
This dull air perfuming ? 

my pretty violets dead, 
Coffined from all gazes, 
We will also smiling shed 
Out of our flowers withered, 
Perfume of sweet praises. 

And as ye, for this poor sake, 

Love with life are buying, 

So, I doubt not, One will make 

All our gathered flowers to take 

Richer scent through dying. 




EDEN LAND. i 4 i 



EDENLAND. 

For Music. 

10U remember where in starlight 
We two wandered hand in hand, 
While the night-flowers poured their 
perfume, 

And night-airs the still earth fanned I — 
There I, walking yester even, 
Felt like a ghost in Edenland. 

I remember all you told me, 

Looking up as we did stand, 
While my heart poured out its perfume, 

Like the night-flowers in your hand ; 
And the path where we two wandered 

Seemed not like earth but Edenland. 

Now the stars shine paler, colder 

Night-flowers die without your hand; 

Yet my spirit walks beside you 
Everywhere, unsought, unbanned. 

And I wait till we shall wander 
Under the stars of Edenland. 



142 



THE HOUSE OF CLAY. 



THE HOUSE OF CLAY. 




j]HERE was a house, a house of clay, 
Wherein the inmate sat all day, 

*Merry and poor ; 
For Hope sat with her, heart to heart, 
Fond and kind, fond and kind, 
Vowing he never would depart, — 

Till all at once he changed his mind : 
" Sweetheart, good by ! " He slipped away 
And shut the door. 

But Love came past, and, looking in, 
With smile that pierced like sunbeam thin 

Through wall, roof, floor, 
Stood in the midst of that poor room, 

Grand and fair, grand and fair, 
Making a glory out of gloom : — 

Till at the window mocked grim Care : 
Love sighed; " All lose, and nothing win V — 

He shut the door. 



Then o'er the close-barred house of clay 
Kind clematis and woodbine gay 

Crept more and more ; 
And bees hummed merrily outside, 



WINTER MOONLIGHT. 143 

Loud and strong, loud and strong, 
The inner silentness to hide, 

The patient silence all day long ; 
Till evening touched with finger gray 

The bolted door. 

Most like, the next step passing by 
Will be the Angel's, whose calm eye 

Marks rich, marks poor : 
Who, fearing not, at any gate 

Stands and calls, stands and calls ; 
At which the inmate opens straight, — 

Whom, ere the crumbling clay-house falls, 
He takes in kind arms silently, 

And shuts the door. 



WINTER MOONLIGHT. 

OUD-VOICED night, with the wild 
wind blowing 
Many a tune ; 
Stormy night, with white rain-clouds 
going 
Over the moon ; 
Mystic night, that each minute changes, 
Now as blue as the mountain-ranges 




i 4 4 WINTER MOONLIGHT. 

Far, far away ; 
Now as black as a heart where strange is 
Joy, night or day. 

Wondrous moonlight, unlike all moonlights 

Since I was born ; 
That on a hundred, bright as noonlights, 

Looks in slow scorn, — 
Moonlights where the old vine-leaves quiver, 
Moonlights shining on vale and river, 

Where old paths lie ; 
Moonlights — Night, blot their like forever 

Out of the sky ! 

Hail, new moonlight, fierce, wild, and stormy, 

Wintry and bold ! 
Hail, sharp wind, that can strengthen, warm me, 

If ne'er so cold ! 
Not chance-driven this deluge rages, 
One doth pour out and One assuages ; 

Under His hand 
Drifting, Noah-like, into the ages 
shall touch land. 




THE PLANTING. i 45 



THE PLANTING. 

" I said to my little son, who was watching tearfully a tree 
he had planted, — 'Let it alone : it will grow while you are 
sleeping.' " 

flLANT it safe and sure, my child, 

Then cease watching and cease 
weeping ; 
You have done your utmost part : 
Leave it with a quiet heart : 

It will grow while you are sleeping. 

" But, father," says the child, 

With a troubled face up-creeping, 

" How can I but think and grieve 

When the fierce wind comes at eve 
Tearing it — and I lie sleeping! 

" I have loved my young tree so ! 

In each bud seen leaf and floweret, 
Watered it each day with prayers, 
Guarded it with many cares, 

Lest some canker should devour it. 

" good father/' sobs the child, 
. " If I come in summer's shining 



146 THE PLANTING, 

And my pretty tree be dead, 
How the sun will scorch my head, 
How I shall sit lorn, repining ! 

" Eather let me, evermore, 

An incessant watch thus keeping, 
Bear the cold, the storm, the frost, 
That my treasure be not lost — 

Ay, bear aught — but idle sleeping." 

Sternly said the father then, 

"Who art thou, child, vainly grieving? 
Canst thou send the balmy dews, 
Or the rich sap interfuse 

Through the dead trunk, inly living ? 

" Canst thou bid the heavens restrain 

Natural tempests for thy praying ? 
Canst thou bend one tender shoot, 
Urge the growth of one frail root, 
Keep one leaflet from decaying ? 

" If it live to bloom all fair, 

Will it praise thee for its blossom % 

If it die, will any plaints 

Reach thee, as with kings and saints 

Drops it to the cold earth's bosom? 



THE PLANTING. I47 

" Plant it — all thou canst ! — with prayers : 
It is safe 'neath His sky's folding 

Who the whole earth compasses, 

Whether we watch more or less, 

His wide eye all things beholding. 

" Should He need a goodly tree 

For the shelter of the nations, 
He will make it grow : if not, 
Never yet His love forgot 

Human love, and faith, and patience. 

" Leave thy treasure in His hand — 

Cease all watching and all weeping : 

Years hence, men its shade may crave, 

And its mighty branches wave 

Beautiful above thy sleeping." 

If his hope, tear-sown, that child 

Garnered after joyful reaping, 
Know I not : yet unawares 
Gleams this truth through many cares, 

" It will grow while thou art sleeping." 



148 



SITTING ON THE SHORE. 



SITTING ON THE SHORE. 




fiHE tide has ebbed away : 

No more wild dashings 'gainst the ad- 
amant rocks, 
Nor swayings amidst sea-weed false 
that mocks 
The hues of gardens gay : 
No laugh of little wavelets at their play : 
No lucid pools reflecting heaven's clear brow — 
Both storm and calm alike arc ended now. 



The rocks sit gray and lone : 
The shifting sand is spread so smooth and dry, 
That not a tide might ever have swept by 

Stirring it with rude moan : 

Only some weedy fragments idly thrown 
To rot beneath the sky, tell what has been : 
But Desolation's self has 2:1*0 wn serene. 



Afar the mountains rise, 
And the broad estuary widens out, 
All sunshine ; wheeling round and round about 

Seaward, a white bird flies. 

A bird ? Nay, seems it rather in these eyes 
A spirit, o'er Eternity's dim sea 
Calling — u Come thou where all we glad souls be. 



EUDOXIA. 1 49 

O life, O silent shore, 
Where we sit patient ; O great sea beyond 
To which we turn with solemn hope and fond, 

But sorrowful no more : 

A little while, and then we too shall soar 
Like white-winged sea-birds into the Infinite Deep : 
Till then, Thou, Father — wilt our spirits keep. 



EUDOXIA. 

FIRST PICTURE. 

SWEETEST my sister, my sister that 

sits in the sun, 
Her lap full of jewels, and roses in show- 
ers on her hair ; 
Soft smiling and counting her riches up slow, one 

by one, 
Cool-browed, shaking dew from her garlands — 

those garlands so fair, 
Many gasp, climb, snatch, struggle, and die for — 

her every-day wear ! 
O beauteous my sister, turn downwards those mild 

eyes of thine, 
Lest they stab with their smiling, and blister or 
scorch where they shine. 




150 EUDOXIA. 

Young sister who never yet sat for an hour in the 

cold, 
Whose cheek scarcely feels half the roses that 

throng to caress, 
Whose light hands hold loosely these jewels and 

silver and gold, 
Remember thou those in the world who forever on 

press 
In perils and watchings, and hunger and naked- 
ness, 
While thou sit'st content in the sunlight that 

round thee doth shine. 
Take heed ! these have long borne their burthen — 

now lift thou up thine. 

Be meek — as befits one whose cup to the brim is 
love-crowned, 

While others in dry dust drop empty — What, 
what canst thou know 

Of the wild human tide that goes sweeping eter- 
nally round 

The isle where thou sit'st pure and calm as a statue 
of snow, 

Around which good thoughts like kind angels con- 
tinually go } 

Be pitiful. Whose eyes once turned from the an- 
gels to shine 

Upon publicans, sinners ? sister, 't will not 
pollute thine. 



EUDOXIA. 151 

Who, even-eyed, looks on His children, the black 

and the fair, 
The loved and the unloved, the tempted, untempt- 

ed — marks all, 
And metes — not as man metes ? If thou with 

weak tender hand dare 
To take up His balances — say where His justice 

should fall, 
Far better be Magdalen dead at the gate of thy 

hall — 
Dead, sinning, and loving, and contrite, and par- 
doned, to shine 
Midst the saints high in heaven, than thou, angel 

sister of mine ! 



EUDOXIA. 
SECOND PICTURE. 



DEAREST my sister, my sister who 

sits by the hearth, 
With lids softly drooping, or lifted up 
saintly and calm, 
With household hands folded, or opened for help 
and for balm, 




152 



EUDOXIA. 



And lips, ripe and dewy, or ready for innocent 

mirth, — 
Thy life rises upwards to heaven every day like a 

psalm 
Which the singer sings sleeping, and waked, would 

half wondering say — 
" I sang not. Nay, how could I sing thus ? — I 

only do pray." 

O gentlest my sister, who walks in at every dark 

door 
Whether bolted or open, unheedful of welcome or 

frown ; 
But entering silent as sunlight, and there sitting 

down, 
Illumines the damp walls and shines pleasant 

shapes on the floor, 
And unlocks dim chambers where low lies sad 

Hope, without crown, 
Uplifts her from sackcloth and ashes and black 

mourning weeds, 
Re-crowns and re-clothes her. — Then, on to the 

next door that needs. 

blessed my sister, whose spirit so wholly dost 

live 
In loving, that even the word " loved/' with its 

rapturous sound, 



EUDOXIA. 



*53 



Rings faintly, like earth-tunes when angels are 

hymning around : 
Whose eyes say : " Less happy methinks to receive 

than to give." — 
So whatsoever we give, may One give to thee 

without bound, 
All best gifts — all dearest gifts — whether His 

right hand do close 
Or open — He holds it forever above thee ; — He 

knows ! 



EUDOXIA. 



THIRD PICTURE. 




SILENT my sister, who stands by my 

side at the shore, 
Back gazing with me on those waves 
which we mortals call years, 
That rose, grew, and threatened, and climaxed, 

and broke, and were o'er, 
While we still sit watching and watching, our 

cheeks free from tears — 
O sister, with looks so familiar, yet strange, flit- 
ting by, 
Say, say, hast thou been to those dead years as 
faithful as I % 



i 5 4 EUBOXIA. 

Have they cast at thy feet also, jewels and whiten- 
ing bones, 

Gold, silver, and wreck-wood, dank sea-weed and 
treasures of cost ? 

Hast thou buried thy dead, sought thy jewels 
'midst shingle and stones, 

And learnt how the lost is the found, and the 
found is the lost ? 

Or stood with clear eyes upturned placid 'twixt 
sorrow and mirth, 

As asking deep questions that cannot be answered 
on earth ? — 

I know not. Whoknoweth? Our own souls we 
scarcely do know, 

And none knows his brother's. Who judges, con- 
temns, or bewails, 

Or mocketh, or praiseth ? In this world's strange 
vanishing show, 

The one truth is loving. O sister, the dark cloud 
that veils 

All life, lets this rift through to glorify future and 
past. 

"Love ever — love only — love faithfully — love to 
the last." 




BENEDETTA MINELLL 155 

BENEDETTA MINELLL 
I. 

THE NOVICE. 

IT is near morning. Ere the next night 
fall 
I shall be made the bride of heaven. 
Then home 
To my still marriage chamber I shall come, 
And spouseless, childless, watch the slow years 
crawl. 

These lips will never meet a softer touch 
Than the stone crucifix I kiss ; no child 
Will clasp this neck. Ah, virgin-mother mild, 

Thy painted bliss will mock me overmuch. 

This is the last time I shall twist the hair 

My mother's hand wreathed, till in dust she lay : 
The name, her name, given on my baptism-day, 

This is the last time I shall ever bear. 

O weary world, heavy life, farewell ! 

Like a tired child that creeps into the dark 



156 BENEDETTA MINELLL 

To sob itself asleep, where none will mark, — 
So creep I to my silent convent cell. 

Friends, lovers whom I loved not, kindly hearts 
Who grieve that I should enter this still door, 
Grieve not. Closing behind me evermore, 

Me from all anguish, as all joy, it parts. 

Love, whom alone I loved ; who stand'st far off, 
Lifting compassionate eyes that could not save, 
Remember, this my spirit's quiet grave 

Hides me from worldly pity, worldly scoff. 

'T was less thy hand than Heaven's which came 
between, 
And dashed my cup down. See, I shed no tears : 
And if I think at all of vanished years, 

'T is but to bless thee, dear, for what has been. 

My soul continually does cry to thee ; 

In the night-watches ghost-like stealing out 
From its flesh tomb, and hovering thee about; 

So live that I in heaven thy face may see ! 

Live, noble heart, of whom this heart of mine 
Was half unworthy. Build up actions great, 
That I down looking from the crystal gate 

Smile o'er our dead hopes urned in such a shrine. 



BENEDETTA MINELLI. 



157 



Live, keeping aye thy spirit undefiled, 

That, when we stand before our Master's feet, 
I with an angel's love may crown complete 

The woman's faith, the worship of the child. 

Dawn, solemn bridal morn ; ope, bridal door ; 

I enter. My vowed soul may Heaven now take ; 

My heart its virgin spousal for thy sake ; 
O love, keeps sacred thus forevermore. 



II. 



THE SISTER OF MERCY. 



S it then so % — Good friends, who sit and 
sigh 
While I lie smiling, are my life's sands 
run? 

Will my next matins, hymned beyond the sun, 
Mingle with those of saints and martyrs high ? 




Shall I with these my gray hairs turned to gold, 
My aged limbs new clad in garments white, 
Stand all transfigured in the angels' sight, 

Singing triumphantly that moan of old, — 



1 5 8 BENEDETTA MINELLL 

Thy will be done ? It was done. O my God, 
Thou know'st, when over grief's tempestuous sea 
My broken-winged soul fled home to Thee, 

I writhed, but never murmured at Thy rod. 

It fell upon me, stern at first, then soft 

As parent's kisses, till the wound was healed ; 
And I went forth a laborer in Thy field : — 

They best can bind who have been bruised oft. 

And Thou wert pitiful. I came heart-sore, 

And drank Thy cup because earth's cups ran 

dry : 
Thou slew'st me not for that impiety, 

But madest the draught so sweet, I thirst no more. 

I came for silence, heavy rest, or death : 

Thou gavest instead life, peace, and holy toil : 
My sighing lips from sorrow didst assoil, 

And fill with righteous thankfulness each breath. 

Therefore I praise Thee that Thou shuttest Thine 
ears 
Unto my misery : didst Thy will, not mine : 
That to this length of days Thy hand divine, 

My feet from falling kept, mine eyes from tears. 

Sisters, draw near. Hear my last words serene : 
When I was young I walked in mine own ways, 



BENEDETTA MINELLL i 59 

Worshipped — not God : sought not alone His 
praise ; 
So he cut down my gourd while it was green. 

And then He o'er me threw His holy shade, 
That though no other mortal plants might grow, 
Mocking the beauty that was long laid low, 

I dwelt in peace, and His commands obeyed. 

I thank Him for all joy and for all pain : 
For healed pangs, for years of calm content : 
For blessedness of spending and being spent 

In His high service where all loss is gain. 

I bless Him for my life and for my death ; 

But most, that in my death my life is crowned, 
Since I see there, with angels gathering round, 

My angel. Ay, love, thou hast kept thy faith, 

I mine. The golden portals will not close 

Like those of earth, between us. Keach thy 

hand ! 
No miserere, sisters. Chant out grand 

Te Deum laudamus. Now, — 't is all repose. 



i6o 



A DREAM OF DEATH. 



A DREAM OF DEATH. 



[,HERE shall wc sail to-day 1 " — Thus 
said, methought, 
A voice, that only could be heard in 
dreams : 

And on we glided without mast or oar, 
A wondrous boat upon a wondrous sea. 




Sadden, the shore curved inward to a bay, 
Broad, calm, with gorgeous sea-weeds waving slow 
Beneath the water, like rich thoughts that stir 
In the mysterious deep of poets' hearts. 

So still, so fair, so rosy in the dawn 

Lay that bright bay : yet something seemed to 

breathe, 
Or in the air, or from the whispering waves, 
Or from that voice, as near as one's own soul, 



" There ivas a wreck last night." A wreck ? then 

where 
The ship, the crew? — The all-entombing sea 
On which is writ nor name nor chronicle 
Laid itself o'er them with smooth crystal smile. 



A BEE AM OF DEATH. 161 

" Yet was the wreck last night." And gazing down 
Deep down below the surface, we were ware 
Of ghastly faces with their open eyes 
Uplooking to the dawn they could not see. 

One moved with moving sea-weeds : one lay prone, 
The tinted fishes gliding o'er his breast ; 
One, caught by floating hair, rocked quietly 
Upon his reedy cradle, like a child. 

" The wreck has been " — said the melodious voice, 
" Yet all is peace. The dead, that, while we slept, 
Struggled for life, now sleep and fear no storms : 
O'er them let us not weep when heaven smiles." 

So we sailed on above the diamond sands, 
Bright sea-flowers, and white faces stony calm, 
Till the waves bore us to the open main, 
And the great sun arose upon the world. 




1 62 A DREAM OF RESURRECTION. 



A DREAM OF RESURRECTION. 



O heavenly beautiful it lay, 

It was less like a human corse 
Than that fair shape in which perforce 
A lost hope clothes itself alway. 



The dream showed very plain : the bed 
Where that known unknown face reposed, ■ 
A woman's face with eyelids closed, 

A something precious that was dead ; 

A something, lost on this side life, 

By which the mourner came and stood, 
And laid down, ne'er to be indued, 

All flaunting robes of earthly strife ; 

Shred off, like votive locks of hair, 

Youth's ornaments of pride and strength, 
And cast them in their golden length 

The silence of that bier to share. 

No tears fell, — but with gazings long 
Lorn memory tried to print that face 
On the heart's ever-vacant place, 

With a sun-finger, sharp and strong. — 



A DREAM OF RESURRECTION. 163 

Then kisses, dropping without sound, 
And solemn arms wound round the dead, 
And lifting from the natural bed 

Into the coffin's strange new bound. 

Yet still no farewell, or belief 

In death, no more than one believes 
In some dread truth that sudden weaves 

The whole world in a shroud of grief. 

And still unanswered kisses ; still 
Warm clingings to the image cold 
With an incredulous faith's close fold, 

Creative in its fierce "I will." 

Hush, — hush ! the marble eyelids move, 
The kissed lips quiver into breath : 
Avaunt, thou mockery of Death ! 

Avaunt ! — we are conquerors, I and Love. 

Corpse of dead Hope, awake, arise, 

A living Hope that only slept 

Until the tears thus overwept 
Had washed the blindness from our eyes. 

Come back into the upper day : 

Pluck off these cerements. Patient shroud, 
We '11 wrap thee as a garment proud 

Round the fair shape we thought was clay. 




1 64 ON THE CLIFF- TOP. 

Clasp, arms ; cling, soul ; eyes, drink anew 
The beauty that returns with breath : 
Faith, that out-loved this trance-like death, 

May see this resurrection too. 



ON THE CLIFF-TOP. 

lACE upward to the sky 
Quiet I lie : 

Quiet as if the ringer of God's will 
Had bade this human mechanism " be 
still ! " 
And sent the intangible essence, this strange /, 
All wondering forth to His eternity. 

Below, the sea's sound, faint 

As dying saint 

Telling of gone-by sorrows long at rest : 

Above, the fearless sea-gull's shimmering breast 

Painted a moment on the dark blue skies — 

A hovering joy, that while I watch it flies. 

Alike unheeded now 

Old griefs, and thou 

Quick-winged Joy, that like a bird at play 

Pleasest thyself to visit me to-day : 



■AN EVENING GUEST. j6 s 

On the cliff-top, earth dim and heaven clear, 
My soul lies calmly, above hope — or fear. 

But not — (do Thou forbid 

Whose stainless lid 

Wept tears at Lazarus' grave, and looking down 

Afar off, upon Solyma's doomed town.) 

Ah, not above love — human yet divine — 

Which, Thee seen first, in Thee sees all of Thine ! 

Is 't sunset ? The keen breeze 

Blows from the seas : 

And at my side a pleasant vision stands 

With her brown eyes and kind extended hands. 

Dear, we '11 go down together and full fain 

From the cliff- top to the busy world again. 



AN EVENING GUEST. 

IF, in the silence of this lonely eve, 

With the street lamp pale flickering 
on the wall, 
An angel were to whisper me, " Be- 
lieve — 
It shall be given thee. Call ! " — whom should I 
call? 




1 66 AN EVENING GUEST. 

And then I were to see thee gliding in 

Clad in known garments, that with empty fold 

Lie in my keeping, and my fingers, thin 

As thine were once, to feel in thy safe hold : 

" I should fall weeping on thy neck and say, 
u I have so suffered since — since — " But my 
tears 
Would stop, remembering how thou count' st thy 
day, 
A day that is with God a thousand years. 

Then what are these sad days, months, years of 
mine, 

To thine eternity of full delight ? 
What my whole life, when myriad lives divine 

May wait, each leading to a higher height % 

I lose myself — I faint. Beloved, best, 
Let me still dream, thy dear humanity 

Sits with me here, my head upon thy breast, 
And then I will go back to heaven with thee. 




AFTER SUNSET. 167 



AFTER SUNSET. 

^]EST — rest — four little letters, one 
short word, 
Enfolding an infinitude of bliss — 
Rest is upon the earth. The heavy 
clouds 
Hang poised in silent ether, motionless, 
Seeking nor sun nor breeze. No restless star 
Thrill^ the sky's gray-robed breast with pulsing 

rays, 
The night's heart has throbbed out. 

No grass blade stirs, 
No downy-winged moth comes flittering by 
Caught by the light — Thank God, there is no light, 
No open-eyed, loud-voiced, quick-motioned light, 
Nothing but gloom and rest. 

A row of trees 
Along the hill horizon, westward, stands 
All black and still, as if it were a rank 
Of fallen angels, melancholy met 
Before the amber gate of Paradise — 
The bright shut gate, whose everlasting smile 
Deadens despair to calm. 

O, better far 
Better than bliss is rest ! If suddenly 



1 68 AFTER SUNSET. 

Those burnished doors of molten gold, steel-barred, 
Which the sun closed behind him as he went 
Into his bridal chamber — were to burst 
Asunder with a clang, and in a breath 
God's mysteries were revealed — His kingdom 

came — 
The multitudes of heavenly messengers 
Hastening throughout all space — the thunder quire 
Of praise — the obedient lightnings' lambent gleam 
Around the unseen Throne — should I not sink 
Crushed by the weight of such beatitudes, 
Crying, "Rest, only rest, thou merciful God! 
Hide me within the hollow of Thy hand 
In some dark corner of the universe, 
Thy bright, full, busy universe, that blinds, 
Deafens, and tortures — Give me only rest ! " 

O for a soul-sleep, long and deep and still ! 
To lie down quiet after the weary day, 
Dropping all pleasant flowers from the numbed 

hands, 
Bidding good-night to all companions dear, 
Drawing the curtains on this darkened world, 
Closing the eyes, and with a patient sigh 
Murmuring " Our Father " — fall on sleep, till 

dawn ! 




THE GARDEN-CHAIR. 169 

THE GARDEN-CHAIR. 

TWO PORTRAITS. 

PLEASANT picture, full of meanings 

deep, 
Old age, calm sitting in the July sun, 
On withered hands half-leaning — fee- 
ble hands, 
That after their life-labors, light or hard, 
Their girlish broideries, their marriage-ringed 
Domestic duties, their sweet cradle cares, 
Have dropped into the quiet-folded ease 
Of fourscore years. How peacefully the eyes 
Face us ! Contented, unregretful eyes, 
That carry in them the whole tale of life 
With its one moral — " Thus all was — thus best." 
Eyes now so near unto their closing mild 
They seem to pierce direct through all that maze, 
As eyes immortal do. 

Here — Youth. She stands 
Under the roses, with elastic foot 
Poised to step forward ; eager-eyed, yet grave 
Beneath the mystery of the unknown To-come, 
Though longing for its coming. Firm prepared 



i 7 o AN OLD IDEA. 

(So say the lifted head and close, sweet mouth) 
For any future : though the dreamy hope 
Throned on her girlish forehead, whispers fond, 
" Surely they err who say that life is hard ; 
Surely it shall not be with me as these." 

God knows : He only. And so best, dear child, 
Thou woman-statured, sixteen-year-old child, 
Meet bravely the impenetrable Dark 
Under thy roses. Bud and blossom thou 
Fearless as they — if thou art planted safe, 
Whether for gathering or for withering, safe 
In the King's garden. 



AN OLD IDEA. 




^TREAM of my life, dull, placid river, 
flow! 
I have no fear of the ingulfing seas : 
Neither I look before me nor behind, 
But, lying mute with wave-dipped hand, float on. 

It was not always so. My brethren, see 
This oar-stained, trembling palm. It keeps the 
sign 



• PARABLES. 171 

Of youth's mad wrestling with the waves that drift 
Immutably, eternally along. 

I would have had them flow through fields and 

flowers, 
Giving and taking freshness, perfume, joy ; 
It winds through — here. Be silent, O my soul ! 
— The finger of God's wisdom drew its line. 

- So I lean back and look up to the stars, 
And count the ripples circling to the shore, 
And watch the solemn river rolling on 
Until it widen to the open seas. 



PARABLES. 

" Hold every mortal joy 
With a loose hand." 

«g^^!|E clutch our joys as children do their 

w^tmm flowers ; 

Ky®w ^ e * °k at tnem > k ut scarce believe 

™ — ■* them ours, 

Till our hot palms have smirched their colors rare 
And crushed their dewy beauty unaware. 



1 7 z PARABLES. 

But the wise Gardener, whose they were, comes by 
At hours when we expect not, and with eye 
Mournful yet sweet, compassionate though stern, 
Takes them. 

Then in a moment we discern 
By loss, what was possession, and, half-wild 
With misery, cry out like augry child : 
" O cruel ! thus to snatch my posy fine ! " 
He answers tenderly, "Not thine, but mine/' 
And points to those stained fingers which do prove 
Our fatal cherishing, our dangerous love ; 
At which we, chidden, a pale silence keep ; 
Yet evermore must weep, and weep, and weep. 
So on through gloomy ways and thorny brakes, 
Quiet and slow, our shrinking feet he takes 
Led by the soiled hand, which, laved in tears, 
More and more clean beneath his sight appears. 
At length the heavy eyes with patience shine — 
" I am content. Thou took'st but what was thine." 

And then he us his beauteous garden shows, 
Where bountiful the Rose of Sharon grows : 
Where in the breezes opening spice-buds swell, 
And the pomegranates yield a pleasant smell : 
While to and fro peace-sandalled angels move 
In the pure air that they — not we — call Love : 
An air so rare and fine, our grosser breath 
Cannot inhale till purified by death. 



LETTICE. 



173 



And thus we, struck with longing joy, adore, 
And, satisfied, wait mute without the door, 
Until the gracious Gardener maketh sign, 
" Enter in peace. All this is mine — and thine. 3 



LETTICE. 




SAID to Lettice, our sister Lettice, 
While drooped and glistened her eye- 
lash brown, 
" Your man 's a poor man, a cold and 
dour man, 
There 's many a better about our town." 
She smiled securely — " He loves me purely : 

A true heart 's safe, both in smile or frown ; 
And nothing harms me while his love warms me, 
Whether the world go up or down." 

" He comes of strangers, and they are rangers, 

And ill to trust, girl, when out of sight : 
Fremd folk may blame ye, and e'en defame ye, — 

A gown oft handled looks seldom white." 
She raised serenely her eyelids queenly, — 

" My innocence is my whitest gown ; 
No harsh tongue grieves me while he believes me, 

Whether the world go up or down." 



174 



A SPIRIT PRESENT. 



" Your man 's a frail man, was ne'er a hale man, 

And sickness knocketh at every door, 
And death comes making bold hearts cower, break- 
ing— " 

Our Lettice trembled ; — but once, no more. 
" If death should enter, smite to the centre 

Our poor home palace, all crumbling down, 
He cannot fright us, nor disunite us, 

Life bears Love's cross, death brings Love's 
crown." 



A SPIRIT PRESENT. 

*<ggf F, coming from that unknown sphere 
Where I believe thou art, — 
The world unseen which girds our 
world 

So close, yet so apart, — 
Thy soul's soft call unto my soul 

Electrical could reach, 
And mortal and immortal blend 
In one familiar speech, — 




What wouldst thou say to me ? wouldst ask 
What, since did me befall ? 



A SPIRIT PEE SENT. 1?s 

Or close this chasm of cruel years 

Between us — knowing all ? 
Wouldst love me — thy pure eyes seeing that 

God only saw beside ? 
O, love me ! 'T was so hard to live, 

So easy to have died. 

If, while this dizzy whirl of life 

A moment pausing stayed, 
I face to face with thee could stand, 

I would not be afraid : 
Not though from heaven to heaven thy feet 

In glad ascent have trod, 
While mine took through earth's miry ways 

Their solitary road. 

We could not lose each other. World 

On world piled ever higher 
Would part like banked clouds, lightning-cleft 

By our two souls' desire. 
Life ne'er divided us ; death tried, 

But could not ; Love's voice fine 
Called luring through the dark — then ceased, 

And I am wholly thine. 




176 A WINTER WALK. 



A WINTER WALK. 

jjE never had believed, I wis, 

At primrose time when west winds 

stole 
Like thoughts of youth across the soul, 
In such an altered time as this, 

When if one little flower did peep 

Up through the brown and sullen grass, 
We should just look on it, and pass 

As if we saw it in our sleep. 

Feeling as sure as that this ray 

Which cottage children call the sun, 
Colors the pale clouds one by one, — 

Our touch would make it drop to clay. 

We never could have looked, in prime 
Of April, or when July trees 
Shook full-leaved in the evening bree 

Upon the face of this pale time, 

Still, soft, familiar ; shining bleak 
On naked branches, sodden ground, 
Yet shining — as if one had found 

A smile upon a dead friend's cheek, 



A WINTER WALK. i 77 

Or old friend, lost for years, had strange 
In altered mien come sudden back, 
Confronting us with our great lack — ■ 

Till loss seemed far less sad than change. 

Yet though, alas ! Hope did not see 

This winter skeleton through full leaves, 
Out of all bareness Faith perceives 

Possible life in field and tree. 

In bough and trunk the sap will move, 

And the mould break o'er springing flowers ; 
Nature revives with all her powers, 

But only nature ; — never love. 

So, listlessly with linked hands 

Both Faith and Hope glide soft away ; 
While in long shadows, cool and gray, 

The sun sets o'er the barren lands. 




i 7 8 "WILL SAIL TO-MORROWS 



"WILL SAIL TO-MORROW." 

ijHE good ship lies in the crowded dock, 
Fair as a statue, firm as a rock : 
Her tall masts piercing the still blue 
air, 

Her funnel glittering white and bare, 
Whence the long soft line of vapory smoke 
Betwixt sky and sea like a vision broke, 
Or slowly o'er the horizon curled 
Like a lost hope fled to the other world : 
She sails to-morrow, — 
Sails to-morrow. 

Out steps the captain, busy and grave, 
With his sailor's footfall, quick and brave, 
His hundred thoughts and his thousand cares, 
And his steady eye that all things dares : 
Though a little smile o'er the kind face dawns 
On the loving brute that leaps and fawns, 
And a little shadow comes and goes, 
As if heart or fancy fled — where, who knows? 

He sails to-morrow : 

Sails to-morrow. 

To-morrow the serried line of ships 
Will quick close after her as she slips 



"WILL SAIL TO-MORROW." 179 

Into the unknown deep once more : 
To-morrow, to-morrow, some on shore 
With straining eyes shall desperate yearn — 
" This is not parting ? return — return ! " 
Peace, wild-wrung hands ! hush, sobbing breath ! 
Love keepeth its own through life and death ; 

Though she sails to-morrow — 

Sails to-morrow. 

Sail, stately ship ; down Southampton water 
Gliding fair as old Nereus' daughter : 
Christian ship that for burthen bears 
Christians, speeded by Christian prayers ; 
All kind angels follow her track ! 
Pitiful God, bring the good ship back ! 
All the souls in her forever keep 
Thine, living or dying, awake or asleep : 

Then sail to-morrow ! 

Ship, sail to-morrow ! 




AT EVEN- TIDE. 

AT EVEN-TIDE. 

C. N. — Died April, 1857. 

HAT spirit is it that doth pervade 
The silence of this empty room ? 
And as I lift my eyes, what shade 
Glides off and vanishes in gloom ? 

I could believe this moment gone, 

A known form filled that vacant chair, 

That those kind eyes upon me shone 
I never shall see anywhere ! 

The living are so far away : 

But tJiou — thou seemest strangely near ; 
Knowest all my silent heart would say, 

Its peace, its pain, its hope, its fear. 

And from thy calm supernal height, 
And wondrous wisdom newly won, 

Smilest on all our poor delight, 
And petty woe beneath the sun. 

From all this coil thou hast slipped away, 

As softly as a cloud departs 
Along the hillside purple gray — 

Into the heaven of patient hearts. 



A DEAD SEA-GULL. i* 

Nothing here suffered, nothing missed, 

Will ever stir from its repose 
The death-smile on her lips unkissed, 

Who all things loves and all things knows. 

And I, who, ignorant and weak, 
Of love so helpless — quick to pain, 

With restless longing ever seek 
The unattainable in vain, 

Find it strange comfort thus to sit 
While the loud world unheeded rolls, 

And clasp, ere yet the fancy flit, 

A friend's hand from the land of souls. 



A DEAD SEA-GULL. 

Near Liverpool 

;]ACK-LUSTRE eye, and idle wing, 
And smirched breast that skims no 

more, 
White as the foam itself, the wave — 
Hast thou not even a grave 
Upon the dreary shore, 
Forlorn, forsaken thing 1 




i8a A DEAD SEA-GULL. 

Thou whom the deep seas could not drown, 
Nor all the elements affright, 
Flashing like thought across the main, 
Mocking the hurricane, 
Screaming with shrill delight 
When the great ship went down. 

Thee not thy beauty saved, nor mirth, 
Nor daring, nor thy humble lot, 
One among thousands — in quick haste 
Fate clutched thee as she passed ; 
Dead — how, it matters not : 
Corrupting, earth to earth. 

And not a league from where it lies 
Lie bodies once as free from stain, 
And hearts as gay as this sea-bird's, 
Whom all the preachers' words 
Will ne'er make white again, 
Or from the dead to rise. 

Rot, pretty bird, in harmless clay : — 
We sing too much poetic woes ; 
Let us be doing while we can : 
Blessed the Christian man 
Who on life's shore seeks those 
Dying of soul decay. 




LOOKING EAST. ^3 



LOOKING EAST. 

In January, 1858, 

ITTLE white clouds, why are you flying 
Over the sky so blue and cold ? 
Fair faint hopes, why are you lying 
Over my heart like a white cloud's 
fold? 



Slender green leaves, why are you peeping 
Out of the ground where the show yet lies 1 

Toying west wind, why are you creeping 
Like a child's breath across my eyes ? 

Hope and terror by turns consuming, 
Lover and friend put far from me, — 

What should I do with the bright spring, coming 
Like an angel over the sea ? 

Over the cruel sea that parted 

Me from mine own, and rolls between ; — 
Out of the woful east, whence darted 

Heaven's full quiver of vengeance keen. 

Day teaches day, night whispers morning — 
" Hundreds are weeping their dead, while thou 



1 84 LOOKING EAST. 

Weeping thy living — Rise, be adorning 

Thy brows, unwidowed, with smiles." — But 
how? 

O, had he married me ! — unto anguish, 
Hardship, sickness, peril, and pain ; 

That on my breast his head might languish 
In lonely jungle or scorching plain ; 

O, had we stood on some rampart gory, 
Till he — ere Horror behind us trod — 

Kissed me, and killed me — so, with his glory 
My soul went happy and pure to God ! 

Nay, nay, Heaven pardon me ! me, sick-hearted, 
Living this long, long life-in-death : 

Many there are far wider parted 

Who under one roof- tree breathe one breath. 

But we that loved — whom one word half broken 
Had drawn together close soul to soul 

As lip to lip — and it was not spoken, 
Nor may be while the world's ages roll. 

I sit me down with my tears all frozen : 
I drink my cup, be it gall or wine : 

For I know, if he lives, I am his chosen — 
I know, if he dies, that he is mine. 



OVER THE HILLS AND FAR AWAY. 185 

If love in its silence be greater, stronger 
Than million promises, sighs, or tears — 

I will wait upon Him a little longer 
Who holdeth the balance of our years. 

Little white clouds, like angels flying, 

Bring the spring with you across the sea — 

Loving or losing, living or dying, 
Lord, remember, remember me ! 



OVER THE HILLS AND FAR AWAY. 



LITTLE bird flew my window by, 
'Twixt the level street and the level sky, 
The level rows of houses tall, 
The long low sun on the level wall ; 

And all that the little bird did say 

Was, " Over the hills and far away." 




A little bird sang behind my chair, 
From the level line of corn-fields fair, 
The smooth green hedgerow's level bound 
Not a furlong off — the horizon's bound, 
And the level lawn where the sun all day 
Burns : — " Over the hills and far away." 



186 TOO LATE. 

A little bird sings above my bed, 

And I know if I could but lift my head 

I would see the sun set, round and grand, 

Upon level sea and level sand, 

While beyond the misty distance gray 

Is " Over the hills and far away." 

I think that a little bird will sing 

Over a grassy mound, next spring, 

Where something that once was me, ye '11 leave 

In the level sunshine, morn and eve : 

But I shall be gone, past night, past day, 

Over the hills and far away. 



TOO LATE. 

" Douglas, Douglas, tendir and treu." 

^]OULD ye come back to me, Douglas, 
Douglas, 
In the old likeness that I knew, 
I would be so faithful, so loving, Douglas, 
Douglas, Douglas, tender and true. 

Never a scornful word should grieve ye, 
I 'd smile on ye sweet as the angels do ; — 




LOST IN THE MIST. 187 

Sweet as your smile on me shone ever, 
Douglas, Douglas, tender and true. 

to call back the clays that are not ! 

My eyes were blinded, your words were few 
Do you know the truth now up in heaven, 
Douglas, Douglas, tender and true ? 

1 never was worthy of you, Douglas ; 

Not half worthy the like of you : 
Now all men beside seem to me like shadows — 
I love you, Douglas, tender and true. 

Stretch out your hand to me, Douglas, Dougla 
Drop forgiveness from heaven like dew ; 

As I lay my heart on your dead heart, Douglas, 
Douglas, Douglas, tender and true. 



LOST IN THE MIST. 



HE thin white snow-streaks pencilling 

That mountain's shoulder gray, 

While in the west the pale green sky 

Smiled back the dawning day, 

Till from the misty east the sun 

Was of a sudden born 




58 LOST IN THE MIST. 

Like a new soul in Paradise — 
How long it seems since morn ! 

One little hour, O round red sun, 

And thou and I shall come 
Unto the golden gate of rest, 

The open door of home : 
One little hour, O weary sun, 

Delay the threatened eve 
Till nvy tired feet that pleasant door 

Enter and never leave. 

Ye rooks that fly in slender file 

Into the thickening gloom, 
Ye '11 scarce have, reached your grim graj r tower 

Ere I have reached my home ; 
Plover, that thrills the solitude 

With such an eerie cry, 
Seek you your nest ere night-fall comes, 

As my heart's nest seek I. 

O light, light heart and heavy feet, 

Patience a little while ! 
Keep the warm love-light in these eyes, 

And on these lips the smile : 
Out-speed the mist, the gathering mist 

That follows o'er the moor ! — 
The darker grows the world without 

The brighter seems that door. 



LOST IN THE MIST. 

O door, so close yet so far off; 

O mist that nears and nears ! 

I 

What, shall I faint in sight of home ? 

Blinded — but not with tears — 
'T is but the mist, the cruel mist, 

Which chills this heart of mine : 
These eyes, too weak to see that light — 

It has not ceased to shine. 

A little further, further yet : 

The white mist crawls and crawls ; 
It hems me round, it shuts me in 

Its great sepulchral walls : 
No earth — no sky — no path — no light - 

A silence like the 4omb : 
O me, it is too soon to die — 

And I was going home ! 

A little further, further yet : 

My limbs are young, — my heart — - 

heart, it is not only life 
That feels it hard to part : 

Poor lips, slow freezing into calm, 
Numbed hands that helpless fall, 

And, a mile off, warm lips, fond hands, 
Waiting to welcome all ! 

1 see the pictures in the room, 

The figures moving round, 



190 



LOST IN THE MIST. 



The very flicker of the fire 

Upon the patterned ground : 
O that I were the shepherd-dog 

That guards their happy door ! 
Or even the silly household eat 

That basks upon the floor ! 

O that I sat one minute's space 

Where I have sat so long ! 
O that I heard one little word 

Sweeter than angel's song ! 
A pause — and then the table fills, 

The harmless mirth brims o'er ; 
While I — can it be God's will ? — 

I die, outside the door. 

My body fails — my desperate soul 

Struggles before it go : 
The bleak air 's full of voices wild, 

But not the voice I know ; 
Dim shapes come wandering through the dark : 

With mocking, curious stares, 
Faces long strange peer glimmering by — 

But not one face of theirs. 

Lost, lost, and such a little way 

From that dear sheltering door ! 
Lost, lost, out of the loving arms 

Left empty evermore ! 



SEMPER FIDEL IS. 191 

His will be done. O, gate of heaven, 

Fairer than earthly door, 
Keceive me ! Everlasting arms, 

Enfold me evermore ! 

And so, farewell ***** 
What is this touch 

Upon my closing eyes ? 
My name too, that I thought to hear 

Next time in Paradise ? 
Warm arms — close lips — 0, saved, saved, saved ! 

Across the deathly moor 
Sought, found — and yonder through the night 

Shineth the blessed door. 



SEMPEE EIDELIS. 

"Mine own familiar friend, in whom I trusted." 




jlHINK you, had we two lost fealty, some- 
thing would not, as I sit 
With this book upon my lap here, come 
and overshadow it ? 
Hide with spectral mists the pages, under each fa- 
miliar leaf 
Lurk, and clutch my hand that turns it with the 
icy clutch of grief ? 



192 



SEMPER FIDELIS. 



Think you, were we twain divided, not by dis- 
tance, time, or aught 

That the world calls separation, but we smile at, 
better taught, 

That I should not feel the dropping of each link 
you did untwine 

Clear as if you sat before me with your true eyes 
fixed on mine ? 

That I should not, did you crumble as the other 

false friends do 
To the dust of broken idols, know it without sight 

of you, 
By some shadow darkening daylight in the fickle 

skies of spring, 
By foul fears from household corners crawling over 

everything ? 

If that awful gulf were opening which makes two, 

however near, 
Parted more than we were parted, dwelt we in each 

hemisphere, — 
Could I sit here, smiling quiet on this book within 

my hand, 
And while earth was cloven beneath me, feel no 

shock nor understand ? 



ONE BUMMER MORNING. 



193 



No, you cannot, could not alter. No, my faith 

builds safe on yours, 
Rock-like ; though the winds and waves howl, its 

foundation still endures : 
By a man's will — " See, I hold thee : mine thou 

art, and mine shalt be." 
By a woman's patience — " Sooner doubt I my 

own soul than thee." 

So, Heaven mend us ! we '11 together once again 

take counsel sweet ; 
Though this hand of mine drops empty, that blank 

wall my blank eyes meet : 
Life may flow on : men be faithless, — ay, forsooth, 

and women too ! 
One is true ; and as He liveth, I believe in truth 

— and you. 



ONE SUMMER MORNING. 




IT is but a little while ago : 
The elm-leaves have scarcely begun to 

drop away ; 
The sunbeams strike the elm-trunk just 
where they struck that day — 
Yet all seems to have happened long ago. 
13 



i 9 4 MY LOVE ANNIE. 

And the year rolleth round, slow, slow : 
Autumn will fade to winter and winter melt in 

spring, 
New life return again to every living thing. 

Soon, this will have happened long ago. 



The bonnie wee flowers will blow ; 
The trees will re-clothe themselves, the birds sing 

out amain, — 
But never, never, never will the world look again 

As it looked before this happened — long ago ! 




MY LOVE ANNIE. 

OFT of voice and light of hand 
As the fairest in the land — 
Who can rightly understand 
Mv love Annie q . 



Simple in her thoughts and ways, 
True in every word she says, — 
Who shall even dare to praise 
Mv love Annie ? 



SUMMER GONE. i 95 

Midst a naughty world and rude 
Never in ungentle mood ; 
Never tired of being good — 
My love Annie. 

Hundreds of the wise and great 
Might o'erlook her meek estate ; 
But on her good angels wait, 
My love Annie. 

Many or few the loves that may 
Shine upon her silent way, — 
God will love her night and day, 
My love Annie. 



SUMMER GONE. 

i|MALL wren, mute pecking at the last 
red plum 
Or twittering idly at the yellowing 
boughs 

Fruit-emptied, over thy forsaken house, — 
Birdie, that seems to come 
Telling, we too have spent our little store, 
Our summer 's o'er : 




196 SUMMER GONE. 

Poor robin, driven in by rain-storms wild 

To lie submissive under household hands 
With beating heart that no love understands, 

And scared eye, like a child 

Who only knows that he is all alone 

And summer 's gone ; 

Pale leaves, sent flying wide, a frightened flock 
On which the wolfish wind bursts out, and 

tears 
Those tender forms that lived in summer airs 

Till, taken at this shock, 

They, like weak hearts when sudden grief sweeps by, 

Whirl, drop, and die : — 

All these things, earthy, of the earth — do tell 
This earth's perpetual story ; we belong 
Unto another country, and our song 

Shall be no mortal knell ; 

Though all the year's tale, as our years run fast, 

Mourns, " summer 's past." 

O love immortal, perpetual youth, 

Whether in budding nooks it sits and sings 
As hundred poets in a hundred springs, 

Or, slaking passion's drouth, 

In wine-press of affliction, ever goes 

Heavenward, through woes : 



SUMMER GONE. i 97 

O youth immortal — O undying love! 

With these by winter fireside we '11 sit down 
Wearing our snows of honor like a crown ; 

And sing as in a grove, 

Where the full nests ring out with happy cheer, 

" Summer is here." 

Roll round, strange years ; swift seasons, come and 

go; 

Ye leave upon us but an outward sign ; 

Ye cannot touch the inward and divine, 
While God alone does know ; 
There sealed till summers, winters, all shall cease 
In His deep peace. 

Therefore uprouse ye winds and howl your will ; 

Beat, beat, ye sobbing rains on pane and 
door; 

Enter, slow-footed age, and thou, obscure, 
Grand Angel — not of ill ; 
Healer of every wound, where'er thou come, 
Glad, we '11 go home. 




THE VOICE CALLING. 



THE VOICE CALLING. 

]N the hush of April weather, 
With the bees in budding heather, 
And the white clouds floating, floating, 
and the sunshine falling broad : 
While my children down the hill 
Run and leap, and I sit still, — 
Through the silence, through the silence art Thou 
calling, O my God? 

Through my husband's voice that prayeth, 
Though he knows not what he sayeth, 
Is it Thou who in Thy Holy Word hast solemn 
words for me % 
And when he clasps me fast, 
And smiles fondly o'er the past, 
And talks, hopeful, of the future — Lord, do I 
hear only Thee ? 

Not in terror nor in thunder 
Comes Thy voice, although it sunder 
Flesh from spirit, soul from body, human bliss from 
human pain : 
All the work that was to do, 
All the joys so sweet and new 
Which Thou shewed'st me in a vision — Moses- 
like — and hid'st a^ain. 



THE VOICE CALLING. 199 

From this Pisgah, lying humbled, 
The long desert where I stumbled, 
And the fair plains I shall never reach, seem equal, 
clear and far : 
On this mountain-top of ease 
Thou wilt bury me in peace ; 
While my tribes march onward, onward, unto Ca- 
naan and war. 

In my boy's loud laughter ringing, 
In the sigh more soft than singing 
Of my baby girl that nestles up unto this mortal 
breast, 
After every voice most dear 
Comes a whisper — " Rest not here." 
And the rest Thou art preparing, is it best, Lord, 
is it best ? 

" Lord, a little, little longer ! " 
Sobs the earth-love, growing stronger : 
He will miss me, and go mourning through his sol- 
itary days. 
And heaven were scarcely heaven 
If these lambs which Thou hast given 
Were to slip out of our keeping and be lost in the 
world's ways. 

Lord, it is not fear of dying 
Nor an impious denying 



200 THE WREN'S NEST. 

Of Thy will, which forevermore on earth, in heav- 
en, be done : 

But the love that desperate clings 

Unto these my precious things 
In the beauty of the daylight, and the glory of the 



Ah, Thou still art calling, calling, 
With a soft voice unappalling ; 
And it vibrates in far circles through the everlast- 
ing years ; 
When Thou knockest, even so ! 
I will arise and go. — 
What, my little ones, more violets? — Nay, be pa- 
tient — mother hears. 



THE WREN'S NEST. 




TOOK the wren's nest ; — 

Heaven forgive me ! 

Its merry architects so small 

Had scarcely finished their wee hall, 
That, empty still, and neat and fair, 
Hung idly in the summer air. 
The mossy walls, the dainty door, 
Where Love should enter and explore, 



THE WREN'S NEST. : 

And Love sit carolling outside, 

And Love within chirp multiplied ; — 

I took the wren's nest ; — 

Heaven forgive me ! 

How many hours of happy pains 
Through early frosts and April rains, 
How many songs at eve and morn 
O'er springing grass and greening corn, 
What labors hard through sun and shade 
Before the pretty house was made ! 
One little minute, only one, 
And she '11 fly back, and find it — gone ! 

I took the wren's nest : 

Bird, forgive me S 

Thou and thy mate, sans let, sans fear, 
Ye have before you all the year, 
And every wood holds nooks for you, 
In which to sing and build and woo ; 
One piteous cry of birdish pain — 
And ye '11 begin your life again, 
And quite forget the lost, lost home 
In many a busy home to come. — 
But I ? — Your wee house keep I must 
Until it crumble into dust. 

I took the wren's nest : 

God fonnve me ! 



A CHRISTMAS CAROL. 

A CHRISTMAS CAROL. 

Tone — " God rest ye, merry gentlemen." 




OD rest ye, merry gentlemen ; let noth- 
ing you dismay, 
For Jesus Christ, our Saviour, was 
born on Christmas-day. 
The dawn rose red o'er Bethlehem, the stars shone 

through the gray, 
When Jesus Christ, our Saviour, was born on 
Christmas-day. 

God rest ye, little children ; let nothing you af- 
fright, 

For Jesus Christ, your Saviour, was born this hap- 
py night ; 

Along the hills of Galilee the white flocks sleeping 
lay, 

When Christ, the Child of Nazareth, was born on 
Christmas-day. 

God rest ye, all good Christians ; upon this bless- 
ed morn 

The Lord of all good Christians was of a woman 
born : 



THE MOTHERS VISITS. 203 

Now all your sorrows He doth heal, your- sins He 
takes away ; 

For Jesus Christ, our Saviour, was born on Christ- 
mas-day. 



THE MOTHER'S VISITS. 

From the French. 




ONG years ago she visited my chamber, 
Steps soft and slow, a taper in her 
hand ; 
Her fond kiss she laid upon my eyelids, 
Fair as an angel from the unknown land : 
Mother, mother, is it thou I see ? 
Mother, mother, watching over me. 

And yesternight I saw her cross my chamber, 
Soundless as light, a palm-branch in her hand ; 

Her mild eyes she bent upon my anguish, 
Calm as an angel from the blessed land ; 

Mother, mother, is it thou I see ? 

Mother, mother, art thou come for me ? 




204 STUDENT'S FUNERAL HYMN. 



A GERMAN STUDENT'S FUNERAL 
HYMN. 

" Thou shalt call, and I will answer Thee : Thou wilt have 
a desire to the work of Thine hands." 

[1ITH steady march across the daisy 
meadow, 
And by the churchyard wall we go ; 
But leave behind, beneath the linden 
shadow, 
One, who no more will rise and go : 
Farewell, our brother, here sleeping in dust, 
Till thou shalt wake again, wake with the just. 

Along the street where neighbor nods to neighbor, 

Along the busy street we throng, 
Once more to laugh, to live and love and labor, — 

But he will be remembered long : 
Sleep well, our brother, though sleeping in dust : 
Shalt thou not rise again — rise with the just 1 

Farewell, true heart and kindly hand, left lying 
Where wave the linden branches calm ; 

'T is his to live, and ours to wait for dying, 
We win, while he has won, the palm ; 

Farewell, our brother ! But one day, we trust, 

Call — he will answer Thee, God of the just. 




WESTWARD HO! 205 



WESTWARD HO! 

E should not sit us down and sigh, 

My girl, whose brow a fane appears, 
Whose steadfast eyes look royally 
Backwards and forwards o'er the 
years — 

The long, long years of conquered time, 
The possible years unwon, that slope 

Before us in the pale sublime 

Of lives that have more faith than hope. 

We dare not sit us down and dream 
Fond dreams, as idle children do : 

My forehead owns too many a seam, 

And tears have worn their channels through 

Your poor thin cheeks, which now I take 
'Twixt my two hands, caressing. Dear, 

A little sunshine for my sake ! 

Although we 're far on in the year. 

Though all our violets, sweet ! are dead, 
The primrose lost from fields we knew, 

Who knows what harvests may be spread 
For reapers brave like me and you ? 



2 o6 WESTWARD HO! 

Who knows what bright October suns 
May light up distant valleys mild, 

Where as our pathway downward runs 
We see Joy meet us, like a child 

Who, sudden, by the roadside stands, 
To kiss the travellers' weary brows, 

And lead them through the twilight lands 
Safely unto their Father's house. 

So, we '11 not dream, nor look back, dear ! 

But march right on, content and bold, 
To where our life sets, heavenly clear, 

Westward, behind the hills of gold. 




ids 

POEMS SINCE i860. 
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OUR FATHER'S BUSINESS: 



HOLMAN HUNT'S PICTURE OF 
TEMPLE." 



; CHRIST IN THE 




CHRIST-CHILD, Everlasting, Holy 

One, 
Sufferer of all the sorrow of this world, 
Redeemer of the sin of all this world, 

Who by Thy death b roughest life into this world, — 

Christ, hear us ! 

This, this is Thou. No idle painter's dream 

Of aureolecl, imaginary Christ, 

Laden with attributes that make not God ; 

But Jesus, son of Mary ; lowly, wise, 

Obedient, subject unto parents, mild, 

Meek — as the meek that shall inherit earth, 

Pure — as the pure in heart that shall see God. 



infinitely human, yet divine ! 

Half clinging childlike to the mother found, 

14 



210 OUR FATHER'S BUSINESS. 

Yet half repelling — as the soft eyes say, 

" How is it that ye sought me ? Wist ye not 

That I must be about my Father's business ? " 

As in the Temple's splendors mystical, 

Earth's wisdom hearkening to the all-wise One, 

Earth's closest love clasping the all-loving One, 

He sees far off the vision of the cross, 

The Christ-like glory and the Christ-like doom. 

Messiah ! Elder Brother, Priest and King, 
The Son of God, and yet the woman's seed ; 
Enterer within the veil ; Victor of death, 
And made to us first fruits of them that sleep ; 
Saviour and Intercessor, Judge and Lord, — 
All that we know of Thee, or knowing not 
Love only, waiting till the perfect time 
When we shall know even as we are known — 
Thou Child Jesus, Thou dost seem to say 
By the soft silence of these heavenly eyes 
(That rose out of the depths of nothingness 
Upon this limner's reverent soul and hand) 
We too should be about our Father's business — 
Christ, hear us ! 

Have mercy on us, Jesus Christ, our Lord ! 
The cross Thou borest still is hard to bear ; 
And awful even to humblest follower 
The little that Thou givest each to do 



OUR FATHER'S BUSINESS. 211 

Of this Thy Father's business ; whether it be 

Temptation by the devil of the flesh, 

Or long-linked years of lingering toil obscure, 

Uncomforted, save by the solemn rests 

On mountain-tops of solitary prayer ; 

Oft ending in the supreme sacrifice, 

The putting off all garments of delight, 

And taking sorrow's kingly crown of thorn, 

In crucifixion of all self to Thee, 

Who offeredst up Thyself for all the world. 

O Christ, hear us ! 

Our Father's business : — unto us, as Thee, 

The whole which this earth-life, this hand-breadth 

span 
Out of our everlasting life that lies 
Hidden with Thee in God, can ask or need. 
Outweighing all that heap of petty woes — 
To us a measure huge — which angels blow 
Out of the balance of our total lot, 
As zephyrs blow the winged dust away. 

O Thou who wert the Child of Nazareth, 
Make us see only this, and only Thee, 
Who earnest but to do thy Father's will, 
And didst delight to do it. Take Thou then 
Our bitterness of loss, — aspirings vain, 
And anguishes of unfulfilled desire, 



212 AN AUTUMN PSALM FOR 1860. 

Our joys imperfect, our sublimed despairs, 
Our hopes, our dreams, our wills, our loves, our all, 
And cast them into the great crucible 
In which the whole earth, slowly purified, 
Runs molten, and shall run — the Will of God. 
O Christ, hear us ! 



AN AUTUMN PSALM FOR 1860. 

" He that goeth forth weeping, bearing precious seed, shall 
doubtless come again rejoicing, bringing his sheaves with 
him." 

[|0 shadow o'er the silver sea, 
That as in slumber heaves, 
No cloud on the September sky, 
No blight on any leaves, 
As the reaper comes rejoicing, 
Bringing in his sheaves. 

Long, long and late the spring delayed, 

And summer, dank with rain, 
Hung trembling o'er her sunless fruit, 

And her unripened grain ; 
And, like a weary, hopeless life, 

Sobbed herself out in pain. 




AN AUTUMN PSALM FOB 1860. 

So the year laid her child to sleep, 
Her beauty half expressed ; 

Then slowly, slowly cleared the skies, 
And smoothed the seas to rest, 

And raised the fields of yellowing corn 
O'er Summer's buried breast ; 

Till Autumn counterfeited Spring 
With such a flush of flowers, 

His fiery-tinctured garlands more 
Than mocked the April bowers, 

And airs as sweet as airs of June 
Brought on the twilight hours. 

O holy twilight, tender, calm ! 

O star above the sea ! 
O golden harvest, gathered in 

With late solemnity, 
And thankful joy for gifts nigh lost 

Which yet so plenteous be ; — 

Although the rain-cloud wraps the hill, 
And sudden swoop the leaves, 

And the year nears his sacred end, 
No eye weeps — no heart grieves : 

For the reaper came rejoicing, 
Bringing in his sheaves. 



213 



214 IN THE JUNE TWILIGHT. 



IN THE JUNE TWILIGHT. 

Suggested by Noel Paton's Picture of " The Silver Cord 
Loosed." 




N the June twilight, in the soft gray 
twilight, 
The yellow sun-glow trembling through 
the rainy eve, 
As my love lay quiet, came the solemn fiat, 

" All these things forever — forever — thou must 
leave." 

My love she sank down quivering, like a pine in 
tempest shivering — 
" I have had so little happiness as yet beneath 
the sun : 
I have called the shadow sunshine, and the merest 
frosty moonshine 
I have, weeping, blessed the Lord for, as if day- 
light had begun ; 

" Till He sent a sudden angel, with a glorious 
sweet evangel, 
Who turned all my tears to pearl-gems, and 
crowned me — so little worth ; 



IN THE JUNE TWILIGHT. 215 

Me ! — and through the rainy even changed my 
poor earth into heaven, 
Or, by wondrous revelation, brought the heav- 
ens down to earth. 

" O the strangeness of the feeling ! — the infi- 
nite revealing — 
To think how God must love me to have made 
me so content ! 
Though I would have served Him humbly, and 
patiently, and dumbly, 
Without any angel standing in the pathway 
that I went." 

In the June twilight — in the lessening twilight — 
My love cried from my bosom an exceeding bit- 
ter cry : 
"Lord, wait a little longer, until my soul is 
stronger, — 
O, wait till Thou hast taught me to be content 
to die." 

Then the tender face, all woman, took a glory 
superhuman, 
And she seemed to watch for something, or see 
some I could not see : 
From my arms she rose full statured, all transfig- 
ured, queenly featured — 
"As Thy will is done in heaven, so on earth 
still let it be." 



2l6 



A MAN'S WOOING. 



I go lonely, I go lonely, and I feel that earth is 
only 
The vestibule of palaces whose courts we never 
win : 
Yet I see my palace shining, where my love sits, 
amaranths twining, 
And I know the gates stand open, and I shall 
enter in. 



A MAN'S WOOING. 

OU said, last night, you did not think 
In all the world of men 
Was one true lover — true alike 
In deed and word and pen ; — 

One knightly lover, constant as 
The old knights, who sleep sound : 

Some women, said you, there might be — 
Not one man faithful found : 




Not one man, resolute to win, 

Or, winning, firm to hold 
The woman, among women — sought 

With steadfast love and bold. 



A MAN'S WOOING. 217 

Not one whose noble life and pure 

Had power so to control 
To tender humblest loyalty 

Her free, but reverent soul, 

That she beside him gladly moved 

As sovereign and slave ; 
In faith unfettered, homage true, 

Each claiming what each gave. 

And then you dropped your eyelids white, 

And stood in maiden bloom 
Proud, calm : — unloving and unloved 

Descending to the tomb. 

I let you speak and ne'er replied ; 

I watched you for a space, 
Until that passionate glow, like youth, 

Had faded from your face. 

No anger showed I — nor complaint : 
My heart's beats shook no breath, 

Although I knew that I had found 
Her, who brings life or death ; 

The woman, true as life or death ; 

The love, strong as these twain, 
Against which seas of mortal fate 

Beat harmlessly in vain. 



218 A MAN'S WOOING. 

" Not one true man " : I hear it still, 

Your voice's clear cold sound, 
Upholding all your constant swains 

And good knights underground. 

" Not one true lover " : — Woman, turn ; 

I love you. Words are small ; 
'T is life speaks plain : In twenty years 

Perhaps you may know all. 

I seek you. You alone I seek : 

All other women, fair, 
Or wise, or good, may go their way, 

Without my thought or care. 

But you I follow day by day, 

And night by night I keep 
My heart's chaste mansion lighted, where 

Your image lies asleep. 

Asleep ! If e'er to wake, He knows 

Who Eve to Adam brought, 
As you to me : the embodiment 

Of boyhood's dear sweet thought, 

And youth's fond dream, and manhood's hope, 

That still half hopeless shone ; 
Till every rootless vain ideal 

Commingled into one, — 



A MAN'S WOOING. 

You; who are so diverse from me, 

And yet as much my own 
As this my soul, which, formed apart, 

Dwells in its bodily throne ; — 

Or rather, for that perishes, 

As these our two lives are 
So strangely, marvellously drawn 

Together from afar; 

Till week by week and month by month 

We closer seem to grow, 
As two hill streams, flushed with rich rain, 

Each into the other flow. 

I swear no oaths, I tell no lies, 

Nor boast I never knew 
A love-dream — we all dream in youth — 

But waking, I found you, 

The real woman, whose first touch 

Aroused to highest life 
My real manhood. Crown it then, 

Good angel, friend, love, wife ! 

Imperfect as I am, and you, 

Perchance, not all you seem, 
We two together shall bind up 

Our past's bright, broken dream. 



20 A MAN'S WOOING. 

We two together shall dare look 

Upon the } r ears to come, 
As travellers, met in far countrie, 

Together look towards home. 

Come home ! The old tales were not false, 

Yet the new faith is true ; 
Those saintly souls who made men knights 

Were women such as you. 

For the great love that teaches love 

Deceived not, ne'er deceives : 
And she who most believes in man 

Makes him what she believes. 

Come ! If you come not, I can wait ; 

My faith, like life, is long ; 
My will — not little ; my hope much : 

The patient are the strong. 

Yet come, ah come ! The years run fast, 
And hearths grow swiftly cold — 

Hearts too : but while blood beats in mine 
It holds you and will hold. 

And so before you it lies bare, — 

Take it or let it lie, 
It is an honest heart ; and yours 

To all eternity. 




THE CATHEDRAL TOMBS. 



THE CATHEDRAL TOMBS. 

" Post tempestatem tranquil] itas." 

Epitaph in Ely Cathedral. 

j]HEY lie, with upraised hands, and feet 
Stretched like dead feet that walk no 
more, 
And stony masks oft human sweet, 
As if the olden look each wore, 
Familiar curves of lip and eye, 
Were wrought by some fond memory. 

All waiting : the new-coffined dead, 

The handful of mere dust that lies 
Sarcophagused in stone and lead 

Under the weight of centuries : 
Knight, cardinal, bishop, abbess mild, 
With last week's buried year-old child. 

After the tempest cometh peace, 

After long travail sweet repose ; 
These folded palms, these feet that cease 

From any motion, are but shows 
Of — what ? What rest ? How rest they % Where ? 
The generations naught declare. 



22 THE CATHEDRAL TOMBS. 

Dark grave, unto whose brink we come, 
Drawn nearer by all nights and days ; 

Each after each, thy solemn gloom 
We pierce with momentary gaze, 

Then go, unwilling or content, 

The way that all our fathers went. 

Is there no voice or guiding hand 

Arising from the awful void, 
To say, " Fear not the silent land ; 

Would He make aught to be destroyed? 
Would He ? or can He ? What know we 
Of Him who is Infinity 1 

Strong Love, which taught us human love, 
Helped us to follow through all spheres 

Some soul that did sweet dead lips move, 
Lived in dear eyes in smiles and tears, 

Love — once so near our flesh allied, 

That " Jesus wept " when Lazarus died ; — 

Eagle-eyed Faith that can see God, 
In worlds without and heart within ; 

In sorrow by the smart o' the rod, 
In guilt by the anguish of the sin ; 

In everything pure, holy, fair, 

God saying to man's soul, "lam there " ; — 



WHEN GREEN LEAVES COME AGAIN. 223 

These only, twin-archangels, stand 
Above the abyss of common doom, 

These only stretch the tender hand 
To us descending to the tomb, 

Thus making it a bed of rest 

With spices and with odors drest. 

So, like one weary and worn, who sinks 
To sleep beneath long faithful eyes, 

Who asks no word of love, but drinks 
The silence which is paradise — 

We only cry — " Keep angelward, 

And give us good rest, good Lord ! " 



WHEN GKEEN LEAVES COME AGAIN. 

SONG. 



HEN green leaves come again, my love, 
When green leaves come again, — 
Why put on such a cloudy face, 
When green leaves come again ? 



' Ah, this spring will be like the last, 
Of promise false and vain ; 




224 WHEN GREEN LEAVES COME AGAIN. 

And summer die in winter's arms 
Ere green leaves come again. 

" So slip the seasons — and our lives : 

'T is idle to complain : 
But yet I sigh, I scarce know why, 

When green leaves come again.'' 

Nay, lift up thankful eyes, my sweet ! 

Count equal, loss and gain : 
Because, as long as the world lasts, 

Green leaves will come again. 

For, sure as earth lives under snows, 

And Love lives under pain, 
'T is good to sing with everything, 

" When green leaves come again." 



THE FIRST WAITS. 



THE FIRST WAITS. 



A MEDITATION FOR ALL. 



JO, Christmas is here again ! — 

While the house sleeps, quiet as death, 
'Neath the midnight moon comes the 
Waits' shrill tune, 
And we listen and hold our breath. 




The Christmas that never was — 

On this foggy November air, 
With clear pale gleam, like the ghost of a dream, 

It is painted everywhere. 

The Christmas that might have been — 

It is borne in the far-off sound, 
Down the empty street, with the tread of feet 

That lie silent underground. 

The Christmas that yet may be — 
Like the Bethlehem star, leads kind : 

Yet our life slips past, hour by hour, fast, fast, 
Few before — and many behind. 

The Christmas we have and hold, 
With a tremulous tender strain, 
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226 DAY BY BAY. 

Half joy, half fears — Be the psalm of the years, 
" Grief passes, blessings remain ! " 

The Christmas that sure will come, 

Let us think of, at fireside fair ; — 
When church bells sound o'er one small green 

mound, 
Which the neighbors pass to prayer. 

The Christinas that God will give, — 

Long after all these are o'er, 
When is day nor night, for the Lamb is our Light, 

And we live forevcrmore. 



DAY BY DAY. 

VEKY day has its dawn, 
Its soft and silent eve, 
Its noontide hours of bliss or bale : 
Why should we grieve ? 



Why do we heap huge mounds of years 

Before us and behind, 
And scorn the little days that pass 

Like angels on the wind ? 




BAY BY BAY. 227 

Each turning round a small sweet face 

As beautiful as near ; 
Because it is so small a face 

We will not see it clear : 

We will not clasp it as it flies, 

And kiss its lips and brow : 
We will not bathe our wearied souls 

In its delicious Now. 

And so it turns from us, and goes 

Away in sad disdain : 
Though we would give oar lives for it, 

It never comes again. 

Yet, every day has its dawn, 

Its noontide and its eve : 
Live while we live, giving God thanks — 

He will not let us grieve. 



228 ONLY A WOMAN. 



ONLY A WOMAN. 



' She loves with love that cannot tire : 
And if, ah, woe ! she loves alone, 
Through passionate duty love flames higher, 
As grass grows taller round a stone." 

Coventry Patmore. 




0, the truth 's out. I '11 grasp it like a 
snake, — 
It will not slay me. My heart shall not 
break 
Awhile, if only for the children's sake. 

For his too, somewhat. Let him stand unblamed ; 
None say, he gave me less than honor claimed, 
Except — one trifle scarcely worth being named — 

The heart. That 's gone. The corrupt dead 

might be 
As easily raised up, breathing — fair to see, 
As he could bring his whole heart back to me. 



I never sought him in coquettish sport, 
Or courted him as silly maidens court, 
And wonder when the longed-for prize falls short. 



ONLY A WOMAN. 229 

I only loved him — any woman would : 
But shut my love up till he came and sued, 
Then poured it o'er his dry life like a flood. 

I was so happy I could make him blest ! 

So happy that I was his first and best, 

As he mine — when he took me to his breast. 

Ah me ! if only then he had been true ! 

If for one little year, a month or two, 

He had given me love for love, as was my due ! 

Or had he told me, ere the deed was done, 
He only raised me to his heart's dear throne — 
Poor substitute — because the queen was gone ! 

O, had he whispered, when his sweetest kiss 
Was warm upon my mouth in fancied bliss, 
He had kissed another woman even as this, — 

It were less bitter ! Sometimes I could weep 
To be thus cheated, like a child asleep : — 
Were not my anguish far too dry and deep. 

So I built my house upon another's ground ; 
Mocked with a heart just caught at the rebound — 
A cankered thing that looked so firm and sound. 



230 ONLY A WOMAN. 

And when that heart grew colder — colder still, 
I, ignorant, tried all duties to fulfil, 
Blaming my foolish pain, exacting will, 

All — anything but him. It was to be : 
The full draught others drink up carelessly 
Was made this bitter Tantalus-cup for me. 

I say again — he gives me all I claimed, 
I and my children never shall be shamed : 
He is a just man — he will live unblamed. 

Only — God, God, to cry for bread, 
And get a stone ! Daily to lay my head 
Upon a bosom where the old love 's dead ! 

Dead ? — Fool ! It never lived. It only stirred 
Galvanic, like an hour-cold corpse. None heard : 
So let me bury it without a word. 

He '11 keep that other woman from my sight. 
I know not if her face be foul or bright ; 
I only know that it was his delight — 

As his was mine : I only know he stands 
Pale, at the touch of their long-severed hands, 
Then to a flickering smile his lips commands, 



ONLY A WOMAN. 23l 

Lest I should grieve, or jealous anger show. 

He need not. When the ship 's gone down, I trow, 

We little reck whatever wind may blow. 

And so my silent moan begins and ends. 

No world's laugh or world's taunt, no pity of 

friends 
Or sneer of foes with this my torment blends. 

None knows — none heeds. I have a little pride; 
Enough to stand up, wife-like, by his side, 
With the same smile as when I was a bride. 

And I shall take his children to my arms ; 

They will not miss these fading, worthless charms ; 

Their kiss — ah ! unlike his — all pain disarms. 

And haply, as the solemn years go by, 

He will think sometimes with regretful sigh, 

The other woman was less true than I. 



232 A "MERCENARY" MARRIAGE. 



< MERCENARY " MARRIAGE. 




HE moves as light across the grass 

As moves my shadow large and tall ; 
And like my shadow, close yet free, 
The thought of her aye follows me, 
My little maid of Moreton Hall. 

No matter how or where we loved, 
Or when we '11 wed, or what befall ; 

I only feel she 's mine at last, 

I only know I '11 hold her fast, 

Though to dust crumbles Moreton Hall. 

Her pedigree — good sooth, 'tis long! 

Her grim sires stare from every wall ; 
And centuries of ancestral grace 
Revive in her sweet girlish face, 

As meek she glides through Moreton Hall. 

Whilst I have — nothing ; save, perhaps, 

Some worthless heaps of idle gold, 
And a true heart — the which her eye 
Through glittering dross spied, womanly, 
Therefore they say her heart was sold ! 



A "MERCENARY" MARRIAGE. 233 

I laugh — she laughs — the hills and vales 

Laugh as we ride 'neath chestnuts tall, 
Or start the deer that silent graze, 
And look up, large-eyed, with soft gaze, 
At the fair maid of Moreton Hall ; — 

We let the neighbors talk their fill, 

For life is sweet, and love is strong, 
And two, close knit in marriage ties, 
The whole world's shams may well despise, — 
Its folly, madness, shame, and wrong. 

We are not proud, with a fool's pride, 
Nor cowards — to be held in thrall 
By pelf or lineage, rank or lands : — 
One honest heart, two honest hands, 
Are worth far more than Moreton Hall. 

Therefore, we laugh to scorn — we two — 

The bars that weaker souls appal : 
I take her hand, and hold it fast — 
Knowing she '11 love me to the last — 
My dearest maid of Moreton Hall. 



234 



OVER THE HILLSIDE. 



OVER THE HILLSIDE. 




AREWELL. In dimmer distance 
I watch your figures glide, 
Across the sunny moorland, 
The brown hillside : 



Each momently up rising 
Large, dark against the sky, 

Then — in the vacant moorland, 
Alone sit I. 

Within the unknown country 
Where your lost footsteps pass, 

What beauty decks the heavens 
And clothes the grass ! 

Over the mountain shoulder 
What glories may unfold ! 

Though I see but the mountain 
Bleak, bare and cold, — 



And the white road, slow winding 
To where, each after each, 

You slipped away — ah, whither ? 
I cannot reach. 



OVER THE HILLSIDE. 235 

And if I call, what answers 1 

Only 'twixt earth and sky, 
Like wail of parting spirit, 

The curlew's cry. 



Yet, sunny is the moorland, 
And soft the pleasant air, 

And little flowers like blessings, 
Grow everywhere. 

"While, over all, the mountain 
Stands sombre, calm, and still, 

Immutable and steadfast, 
As the One Will. 

Which, done on earth, in heaven 

Eternally confessed 
By men and saints and angels, 

Be ever blest ! 

Under its infinite shadow 
(Safer than light of ours !) 

I '11 sit me down a little, 
And gather flowers. 

Then I will rise and follow 

After the setting day, 
Without one wish to linger, — 

The appointed way. 



2 3 6 THE UNFINISHED BOOK. 



THE UNFINISHED BOOK. 

jgpp^AKE it, reader, idly passing, 
B EKi This, like other idle lines ; 

Take it, critic, great at classing 
Subtle gen ins and its signs : 
But, reader, be thou dumb ; 
Critic, let no sharp wit come ; 
For the hand that wrote and blurred 
Will not write another word ; 
And the soul } r ou scorn or prize, 
Now than angels is more wise. 



Take it, heart of man or woman, 
This unfinished broken strain, 

Whether it be poor and common 
Or the noblest work of brain ; 

Let that good heart only sit 

Now in judgment over it 

Tenderly, as we would read, — 

Any one, of any creed, 

Any churchyard passing by, — 

" Sacred to the Memory." 

Wholly sacred : even as lingers 
Final word, or last look cast. 



THE UNFINISHED BOOK. 237 

Or last clasp of life-warm fingers, 

Which we knew not was the last. 
Or, as we apart do lay, 
The day after funeral-day, 
Their dear relics, great and small, 
Who need nothing — yet win all : 
All the best we had and have, 
Buried in one silent grave. 

All our highest aspirations, 

And our closest love of loves ; 
Our most secret resignations, 

Our best work that man approves, 
Yet which jealously we keep 
In our mute heart's deepest deep. 
So of this poor broken song 
Let no echoes here prolong : 
For the singer's voice is known 
In the heaven of heavens alone. 



238 TWILIGHT IN THE NORTH 

TWILIGHT IN THE NORTH. 

" Until the day break and the shadows flee away.' 




THE long northern twilight between 

the clay and the night, 
When the heat and the weariness of 
the world are ended quite : 
When the hills grow dim as dreams, and the crys- 
tal river seems 
Like that River of Life from out the Throne where 
the blessed walk in white. 

O the weird northern twilight, which is neither 
night nor day, 

When the amber wake of the long-set sun still 
marks his western way : 

And but one great golden star in the deep blue 
east afar 

Warns of sleep, and dark, and midnight — of ob- 
livion and decay. 

the calm northern twilight, when labor is all 

clone, 
And the birds in drowsy twitter have dropped 

silent one by one : 



TWILIGHT IN THE NORTH 



2 39 



And nothing stirs or sighs in mountains, waters, 

skies, — 
Earth sleeps — bat her heart waketh, till the rising 

of the sun. 

the sweet, sweet twilight, just before the time 

, of rest, 
When the black clouds are driven away, and the 

stormy winds suppressed : 
And the dead day smiles so bright, filling earth 

and heaven with light, — 
You would think 't was dawn come back again — ■ 

but the light is in the west. 

O the grand solemn twilight, spreading peace from 
pole to pole ! — 

Ere the rains sweep o'er the hillsides, and the wa- 
ters rise and roll, 

In the lull and the calm, come, angel with the 
palm — 

In the still northern twilight, Azrael, take my 
soul. 




240 CATHAIR F II ARGUS. 

CATHAIR FHARGUS. 

(FERGUS'S SEAT.) 

A mountain in the Island of Arran, the summit of which 
resembles a gigantic human profile. 

illTH face turned upward to the change- 
ful sky, 
I, Fergus, lie, supine in frozen rest; 
The maiden morning clouds slip rosily 
Unclasped, unclasping, down my granite 
breast ; 
The lightning strikes my brow and passes by. 

There 's nothing new beneath the sun, I wot : 

I, " Fergus " called, — the great pre- Adamite, 

"Who for my mortal body blindly sought 
Rash immortality, and on this height 

Stone-bound, forever am and yet am not, — 

There 's nothing new beneath the sun, I say. 

Ye pigmies of a later race, who come 
And play out your brief generation's play 

Below me, know, I too spent my life's sum, 
And revelled through my short tumultuous da v. 



CAT II AIR FH ARGUS. 



241 



0, what is man that he should mouth so grand 
Through his poor thousand as his seventy 
years ? 

Whether as king I ruled a trembling land, 

Or swayed by tongue or pen my meaner peers, 

Or earth's whole learning once did understand, — 

What matter ? The star-angels know it all. 

They who came sweeping through the silent 
night 
And stood before me, yet did not appal : 

Till, fighting 'gainst me in their courses bright,* 
Celestial smote terrestrial. — Hence, my fall. 

Hence, Heaven cursed me with a granted prayer; 

Made my hill-seat eternal : bade me keep 
My pageant of majestic lone despair, 

While one by one into the infinite deep 
Sank kindred, realm, throne, world : yet I lay 
there. 

There still I lie. Where are my glories fled % 
My wisdom that I boasted as divine ? 

My grand primeval women fair, who shed 

Their whole life's joy to crown one hour of 
mine, 

And lived to curse the love they coveted ? 

* "The stars in their courses fought against Sisera." 
16 



242 CAT HAIR FH ARGUS. 

Gone — gone.* Uncounted seons have rolled by, 
And still my ghost sits by its corpse of stone, 

And still the blue smile of the new-formed sky 
Finds me unchanged. Slow centuries crawl- 
ing on 

Bring myriads happy death : — I cannot die. 

My stone shape mocks the dead man's peaceful 
face, 
And straightened arm that will not labor 
more; 
And yet I yearn for a mean six-foot space 

To moulder in, with daisies growing o'er, 
Rather than this unearthly resting-place ; — 

Where pinnacled, my silent effigy 

Against the sunset rising clear and cold, 

Startles the musing stranger sailing by, 

And calls up thoughts that never can be told, 

Of life, and death, and immortality. 

While I ? — I watch this after world that creeps 
Nearer and nearer to the feet of God : 

Ay, though it labors, struggles, sins, and weeps, 
Yet, love-drawn, follows ever Him who trod 

Through dim Gethsemane to Cavalry's steeps. 

O glorious shame ! O royal servitude ! 

High lowliness, and ignorance all-wise ! 



CATHAIR FHARGUS. 243 

Pure life with death, and death with life imbued ; — 
My centuried splendors crumble 'ncath Thine 
eyes, 
Thou Holy One who died upon the Rood ! 

Therefore, face upward to the Christian heaven, 
I, Fergus, lie : expectant, humble, calm ; 

Dumb emblem of the faith to me not given ; 

The clouds drop chrism, the stars their mid- 
night psalm 

Chant over one, who passed away unshriven. 

" I am the Resurrection and the Life." 

So from yon mountain graveyard cries the 
dust 
Of child to parent, husband unto wife, 

Consoling, and believing in the Jnst : — 
Christ lives, though all the universe died in strife. 

Therefore my granite lips forever pray, 

" O rains, wash out my sin of self abhorred : 

O sun, melt thou my heart of stone away, 

Out of Thy plenteous mercy save me, Lord." 

And thus I wait till Resurrection-day. 



244 A TRUE HERO. 

A TRUE HERO. 
JAMES BRAID WOOD : Died June 22, 1861. 



Mm 






OT at the battle front, — writ of in 

story ; 
Not on the blazing wreck steering to 
glory ; 



Not while in martyr-pangs soul and flesh sever, 
Died he — this Hero new; hero forever. 

No pomp poetic crowned, no forms enchained him, 
No friends applauding watched, no foes arraigned 
him : 

Death found him there, without grandeur or 

beauty, 
Only an honest man doing his duty : 

Just a God-fearing man, simple and lowly, 
Constant at kirk and hearth, kindly as holy : 

Death found — and touched him with finger in 

flying : — 
Lo ! he rose up complete — hero undying. 



AT TEE SEASIDE. 



*45 



Now, all men mourn for him, lovingly raise him 
Up from his life obscure, chronicle, praise him ; 

Tell his last act, done midst peril appalling, 
And the last word of cheer from his lips falling ; 

Follow in multitudes to his grave's portal ; 
Leave him there, buried in honor immortal. 

So many a Hero walks unseen beside us, 

Till comes the supreme stroke sent to divide us. 

Then the Lord calls His own, — like this man, 

even, 
Carried, Elijah-like, fire-winged, to heaven. 



AT THE SEASIDE. 




SOLITARY shining sea 
That ripples in the sun, 

gray and melancholy sea, 
O'er which the shadows run ; 



O many-voiced and angry sea, 

Breaking with moan and strain, — 



246 AT THE SEASIDE. 

I, like a humble, chastened child, 
Come back to thee again ; 

And build child-castles and dig moats 

Upon the quiet sands, 
And twist the cliff-convolvulus 

Once more, round idle hands ; 

And look across that ocean line, 

As o'er life's summer sea, 
Where many a hope went sailing once, 

Full set, with canvas free. 

Strange, strange to think how some of them 

Their silver sails have furled, 
And some have whitejy glided down 

Into the under world; 

And some, dismasted, tossed and torn, 

Put back in port once more, 
Thankful to ride, with freight still safe, 

At anchor near the shore. 

Stranger it is to lie at ease 

As now, with thoughts that fly 

More light and wandering than sea-birds 
Between the waves and sky : 



AT THE SEASIDE. 

To play child's play with shells and weeds, 

And view the ocean grand 
Sunk to one wave that may submerge 

A baby-house of sand ; 

And not once look, or look by chance, 
With old dreams quite supprest, 

Across that mystic wild sea-world 
Of infinite unrest. 

O ever solitary sea, 

Of which we all have found 
Somewhat to dream or say, — the type 

Of things without a bound — 

Love, long as life, and strong as death ; 

Faith, humble as sublime ; 
Eternity, whose large depths hold 

The wrecks of this small Time ; — 

Unchanging, everlasting sea ! 

To spirits soothed and calm 
Thy restless moan of other years 

Becomes an endless psalm. 



247 



248 FISHERMEN— NOT OF GALILEE. 

FISHERMEN — NOT OF GALILEE. 

(After reading a certain book.) 




HEY have toiled all the night, the long 
weary night, - 

They have toiled all the night, Lord, 
and taken nothing : — 
The heavens are as brass, and all flesh seems as 
grass, 
Death strikes with horror and life with loathing. 



Walk'st Thou by the waters, the dark silent 
waters, 

The fathomless waters that no line can plumb ? 
Art Thou Redeemer, or a mere schemer — 

Preaching a kingdom that cannot come ? 

Not a word say'st Thou : no wrath betray'st 
Thou : 
Scarcely delay'st Thou their terrors to lull ; 
On the shore standing, mutely commanding, 
"Let down your nets!" — And they draw them 
up, — full! 



THE GOLDEN ISLAND. 249 

Jesus, Redeemer, — only Redeemer ! 

I, a poor dreamer, lay hold upon Thee : 
Thy will pursuing, though no end viewing, 

But simply doing as Thou biddest me. 

Though Thee I see not, — either light be not, 
Or Thou wilt free not the scales from mine 
eyes, 

I ne'er gainsay Thee, but only obey Thee ; 
Obedience is better than sacrifice. 

Though on my prison gleams no open vision, 

Walking Elysian by Galilee's tide, 
Unseen, I feel Thee, and death will reveal Thee : 

I shall wake in Thy likeness, satisfied. 



THE GOLDEN ISLAND: ARRAN FROM 
AYR. 

EEP set in distant seas it lies ; 

The morning vapors float and fall, 
The noonday clouds above it rise, 
Then drop as white as virgin's pall. 

And sometimes, when that shroud uplifts, 
The far green fields show strange and fair; 




250 



THE GOLDEN ISLAND. 



Mute waterfalls in silver rifts 
Sparkle adown the hillside bare. 

m 

But ah ! mists gather, more and more ; 

And though the blue sky has no tears, 
And the sea laughs with light all o'er, — 

The lovely Island disappears. 

O vanished Island of the blest ! 

O dream of all things pure and high ! 
Hid in deep seas, as faithful breast 

Hides loves that have but seemed to die, - 

Whether on seas dividing tossed, 

Or led through fertile lands the while, 

Better lose all things than have lost 
The memory of the morning Isle ! 

For lo ! when gloaming shadows glide, 
And all is calm in earth and air, 

Above the heaving of the tide 
The lonely Island rises fair ; 

Its purple peaks shine, outlined grand 
And clear, as noble lives nigh done ; 

While stretches bright from land to land 
The broad sea-pathway to the sun. 



FALLEN IN THE NIGHT! 251 

He wraps it in his glory's blaze, 
He stoops to kiss its forehead cold ; 

And, all transfigured by his rays, 
It gleams — an Isle of molten gold. 

The sun may set, the shades descend, 

Earth sleep — and yet while sleeping smile ; 

But it will live unto life's end — 
That vision of the Golden Isle. 



FALLEN IN THE NIGHT! 

!*P^f|U|T dressed itself in green leaves all the 
summer long, 
Was full of chattering starlings, loud 
with throstles' song. 
Children played beneath it, lovers sat and talked, 
Solitary strollers looked up as they walked. 
O, so fresh its branches ! and its old trunk gray 
Was so stately rooted, who forbode decay 1 
Even when winds had blown it yellow and almost 

bare, 
Softly dropped its chestnuts through the misty 

air; 
Still its few leaves rustled with a faint delight, 
And their tender colors charmed the sense of sight, 




z 5 2 FALLEN IN THE NIGHT! 

Filled the soul with beauty, and the heart with 

peace, 
Like sweet sounds departing — sweetest when they 

cease. 

Pelting, undermining, loosening, came the rain; 
Through its topmost branches roared the hurricane ; 
Oft it strained and shivered till the night wore 

past ; 
But in dusky daylight there the tree stood fast, 
Though its birds had left it, and its leaves were 

dead, 
And its blossoms faded, and its fruit all shed. 

Ay, and when last sunset came a wanderer by, 
Watched it as aforetime with a musing eye, 
Still it wore its scant robes so pathetic gay, 
Caught the sun's last glimmer, the new moon's 

first ray; 
And majestic, patient, stood amidst its peers 
Waiting for the spring-times of uncounted years. 

But the worm was busy, and the days were run ; 
Of its hundred sunsets this was the last one : 
So in quiet midnight, with no eye to see, 
None to harm in falling, fell the noble tree ! 

Says the early laborer, starting at the sight 
With a sleepy wonder, " Fallen in the night ! " 



A LANCASHIRE DOXOLOGY. 



2 53 



Says the schoolboy, leaping in a wild delight 
Over trunk and branches, " Fallen in the night ! " 

O thou Tree, thou glory of His hand who made 
Nothing ever vainly, thou hast Him obeyed ! 
Lived thy life, and perished when and how He 

willed ; — 
Be all lamentation and all^ murmurs stilled. 
To our last hour live we — fruitful, brave, upright, 
'T will be a good ending, " Fallen in the night ! " 



A LANCASHIRE DOXOLOGY. 

"Some cotton has lately been imported into Farringdon, 
where the mills have been closed for a considerable time. 
The people, who were previously in the deepest distress, went 
out to meet the cotton : the women wept over the bales and 
kissed them, and finally sang the Doxology over them." 

Spectator of May 14, 1863. 



RAISE God from whom all blessings 
flow." 
Praise Him who sendeth joy and woe. 
The Lord who takes, — the Lord who 
gives, — 
praise Him, all that dies, and lives. 




254 A LANCASHIRE DOXOLOGY. 

He opens and He shuts his hand, 
But why, we cannot understand : 
Pours and dries up his mercies' flood, 
And yet is still All-perfect Good. 

We fathom not the mighty plan, 
The mystery of God and man ; 
We women, when afflictions come, 
We only suffer and are dumb. 

And when, the tempest passing by, 
He gleams out, sun-like, through our sky, 
We look up, and through black clouds riven, 
We recognize the smile of Heaven. 

Ours is no wisdom of the wise, 
We have no deep philosophies : 
Childlike we take both kiss and rod, 
For he who loveth knoweth God. 




YEAR AFTER YEAR. 255 



YEAR AFTER YEAR: 

A LOVE SONG. 

r ~|EAR after year the cowslips fill the 
meadow, 
Year after year the skylarks thrill 
the air, 
Year after year, in sunshine or in shadow, 

Rolls the world round, love, and finds us as we 
were. 

Year after year, as sure as birds' returning, 

Or field-flowers' blossoming above the wintry 
mould, 
Year after year, in work, or mirth, or mourning, 
Love we with love's own youth, that never can 
grow old. 

Sweetheart and ladye-love, queen of boyish pas- 
sion, 
Strong hope of manhood, content of age begun ; 
Loved in a hundred ways, each in a different 
fashion, 
Yet loved supremely, solely, as we never love 
but one. 



2 5 6 " UNTIL HER DEATH." 

Dearest and bonniest ! though blanched those 
curling tresses, 
Though loose clings the wedding-ring to that 
thin hand of thine, — 
Brightest of all eyes the eye that love expresses ! 
Sweetest of all lips the lips long since kissed 



So let the world go round with all its sighs and 
sinning, 
Its mad shout o'er r hcied bliss, its howl o'er 
pleasures past : 
That which it calls love's end to us was love's 
beginning : — 
I clasp my arms about thy neck and love thee 
to the last. 



"UNTIL HER DEATH." 

i. 
fjNTIL her death ! " the words read 
strange yet real, 
Like things afar off suddenly brought 
near : — 

Will it be slow or speedy, full of fear, 
Or calm as a spent day of peace ideal ? 




UNTIL HER DEATH." 257 



11, 

Will her brown locks lie white on coffin pillow ? 
Will these her eyes, that sometime were 

called sweet, 
Close, after years of dried-up tears, or meet 
Death's dust in midst of weeping % And that 
billow, — 

in. 

Her restless heart, — wi;' it be stopped, still heav- 
ing'? 

Or softly ebb 'neath age's placid breath? 

Will it be lonely, this mysterious death, 
Fit close unto her solitary living, — 

IV. 

A turning of her face to the wall, nought spoken, 
Exchanging this world's light for heaven's ; 

— or will 
She part in pain, from warm love to the chill 
Unknown, pursued with cries of hearts half- 
broken 1 

v. 

With fond lips felt through the blind mists of 
dying, 
And close arms clung to in the struggle 
vain ; — 
17 



258 THE LOST PIECE OF SILVER. 

Or, these all past, will death to her be gain, 
Unto her life's long question God's replying'? 

VI. 

No more. Within his hand, divine as tender, 
He holds the mystic measure of her days ; 
And be they few or many, His the praise, — 

In life or death her Keeper and Defender. 

VII. 

Then, come He soon or late, she will not fear Him ; 
Be her end lone or loveful, she '11 not grieve ; 
For He whom she believed in — doth be- 
lieve — 
Will call her from the dust, and she will hear 
Him. 



THE LOST PIECE OF SILVER. 

A PRAYER. 



^OLY Lord Jesus, Thou wilt search till 
Thou find 
This lost piece of silver, — this treasure 
enshrined 

In casket or bosom, once of such store ; 
Now lying under the dust of Thy floor. 




OUTWARD BOUND, 259 

Gentle Lord Jesus, Thou wilt move through the 

room — 
So empty — so desolate ! and light up its gloom : 
The lost piece of silver that no man can see, 
Merciful Jesus ! is beheld clear by Thee. 

Defaced and degraded, trampled in the dust, 
Its superscription Thou knowest still we trust : 
And Thou wilt uplift it and make it re-shine, 
For it was silver — pure silver of Thine. 

Loving Lord Jesus, Thou wilt come through the 

dark, 
When men are all sleeping and no eye can mark. 
Though " clean forgotten, like a dead man out 

of mind," 
This lost piece of silver Thou wilt search for — 

and find. 



OUTWARD BOUND. 



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Sjp Where the unheard oceans sound, 
1 Where the unseen islands sleep, — 
Outward bound. 
Following towards the silent west 
O'er the horizon's curved rim, — 




2 6o OUTWARD BOUND. 

Or to islands of the blest, 

— He with me and I with him — 
Outward bound. 

Nothing but a speck we seem 

In the waste of waters round, 
Floating, floating like a dream, — 

Outward bound. 
But within that tiny speck 

Two brave hearts with one accord 
Past all tumult, grief, and wreck, 

Look up calm, — and praise the Lord, ■ 

Outward bound. 




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